He smiled and all I could think was Oh shit.

He is looking at me. He is looking at me. I tried to give him a smile but I feel as though it came across as more creepy then happy.

Just keep it together keep it together. The line moved and suddenly my view is blocked. Thankfully . I need to compose myself. It's no big deal. I am just in a line to get my book signed. It's no big deal. It's really not. Except it is. Its Richard frikken Castle. I am getting my book signed by Richard Castle. The line moves and I am that much closer. I am just one person away way now. He is not looking at me know but he is still smiling.

Oh shit oh shit..

The line moves and now it's my turn.

"Hi I'm Richard Castle."

He then offers me that grin again and oh shit oh shit.

I numbly hand my book over.

"What's your name,"

I offer what I hope is not another creepy grin.

"Kevin, Kevin Ryan."

"Well it's nice to meet you Kevin . Kevin Ryan."

He then smiles and me and all I can think is Oh shit oh oh shit oh shit.