Disclaimer: I do not own Viewfinder and make no profit from this story.

Warnings: Smex, AU, OOC (maybe), MPREG.

Pairings: Asami/Akihito

Summary: One night ruined him, but he had to find something within his world. He just might have found it but is he ready for it?

Notes: Thanks for all the comments. Keep them coming since it does really help me write more. Merry Christmas everyone too. It took a while for me to write out this chapter but I hope you enjoy it. Please let me know what you think.

The room was starting to spin as he heard those words repeat inside of his head. He couldn't believe it but he knew it was possible. He never thought there was harm to it last night due to the fact that he thought this man was just a human but to see it with his own eyes; the man was a wolf like him. It scared him. He didn't know all the details of what could happen or what he will feel. There was one more thing he feared the most; he was lost in a dangerous world and he had no alpha. He gulped out his words, "What… What did you… you say?"

The man came close to him, picking up the blanket and wrapping it around him. The scent was making his head spin; different than before. It was now making his entire body crave and lust. He pulled back a step only for the man to take a step forward. He couldn't do it. It was too soon. He still held grief. Even if he felt alone within Rin's pack, Rin was kind and did the sacrifice which was giving up his life for him; to protect him.

He was shaken out of thoughts as he ran into the far wall with the man right in front of him. Memories played games with his head, but he couldn't take an alpha. He had to leave and now. He had to find a way to escape. He demanded, "Give me clothes and let me go." The man lifted his tear soaked chin, staring deep into his eyes. There was no emotion on the man's face. It was hard to see what the other man was thinking at this very minute.

The man leaned toward him and whispered into his ear, "Asami Ryuichi." He blinked his eyes as the man pulled back. He tilted his head, getting more confused by the minute. He asked dumbly, "Huh?" The man walked toward the desk, stating, "That is my name and use whenever you are in trouble." He was being protected. Of course, it was only because he carried a litter.

Clothes were tossed to him as Asami sat behind his desk, lighting up a cigarette. Those eyes were watching him closely as he started to dress. It was nerving but at least the man backed up some; giving him space. He felt warm and the sweet scent was marked on the clothes, reminding him he had to leave to clear his head. His wolf side told him to jump Asami and stay within protection.

He glanced toward the door and wondering how fast he could outrun everyone. The man didn't make a move toward him as he inched toward the large wooden door. Those golden eyes kept staring at him, studying him. He wanted to know what was on Asami's mind. He didn't know if he should say anything as the door open in front of him. A large man with glasses glanced toward him but bowed his head at him. It confused him and it was more reason to leave.

Asami spoke, "Need anything, come to Club Sion." He glanced away from the guard to look at the alpha male. His head was spinning. He didn't need to be here. He dashed out of the door, down the stairs, and out of the warehouse. He kept running as he moved from right and left to get away from the craving scent. The wind was mocking him as well as the clothes, making him feel the scent would always be on him.

No! He screamed inside his head. He couldn't let it happen again. It was way too soon. He would break apart. He had to run from the wolf's side for the moment. Tears started to stream down his face as his world was going upside down with a few words. He didn't know where he was going; his feet just kept moving away from the other human/wolf. He had to be away from him. He needed a clear head.

He leaned down, trying to catch his breath as he glanced toward a tall building. He gave a small smile to see that he went to one place he knew he would be safe and no one would push him around. The building was old but had a bright spot within the city. He climbed the stairs as a couple people looked like he was dirt. The person didn't seem him like dirt and that was all that mattered. He entered the building ignoring the high class people sitting at their tables. He only came for one reason; to escape.

A waitress waved her hand and spoke in a calm tone, "She is upstairs in the office, Aki. You came at a good time." He smiled toward her and moved toward the stairs that would lead him to the person who would do anything he asked of her without question. He climbed two stairs at a time. He had to catch her before it got busier. He knocked on the office door to hear a come in. He entered to see Sue behind her desk, looking down at files that piled up her desk.

The room was cozy even if everything in the room must have cost a fortune. He was sure Sue didn't buy one thing in her office, but the men in her life did. He didn't agree with her going after rich men and tossing them to the side, but it wasn't his place. After all, she never questioned him about his choices. She understood him when no one else did.

Sue asked without looking at him, "What did those idiots do?" He flopped onto the couch. It wasn't his friends this time. It was his stupid mistake. It was his wild side that wanted to feel true passion that has put him in a bind. Sue finally glanced toward him, setting down her pen as she looked with concern. He leaned his head back. He was sort of tired of being study.

He finally got words out of his mouth, "I need you to do a favor for me and no one must know." Sue walked toward him and sat next to him, taking his hand into her small one. It was comforting. He whispered, "I need to know every detail about a male wolf having litters." Sue didn't say a word or give him a weird look. She only nodded her head toward him. He leaned his head on her shoulder as the sobs came out full force. He couldn't stop them. He couldn't figure out what his next move should be like always. He never knew what to do with his life. His family died which no one but Sue knew. Takato and Kou thought they were far away and not on speaking terms. He sighed, "I trust you, Sue."

He sobbed for an hour straight with Sue not moving from the spot next to him. She did not ask one single question. It was comforting as she finally moved to her desk. She sat down, glancing toward him for a second as he gave her a smile. He felt a little better but still his mind was a mess. He stood up, catching the box of tissues thrown at him. He laughed as he felt foolish being near this woman who most people thought was his wife, but both of them only saw each other as siblings. He wiped at his eyes and nose as he sat back down. He listened to Sue click away on her computer.

He spoke, "No one can know about the request I asked." Sue glanced toward him and finally asked, "Are you?" He turned his head to look out the window near the right side. He didn't know what to say or not to say. It wasn't Rin's litter, no part of him. It was impossible for it to be Rin's since they always used protection when they bound to each other. He moved his hands against his pants as he kept quiet. Sue sighed, "I'll try my best to find out information for it, Aki."

He stood, speaking, "I owe you but I got to run." Sue nodded her head without saying a word to him and he smiled peacefully at her. He went out the door and out of the restaurant. He felt better and calmer. He sniffed the shirt, smelling the sweet scent. Now, it didn't bother him. His heart was still torn apart. His emotions were still haywire. He still didn't know what to do. He run down the street, trying to feel free from the binds that kept him caged.

As he got to his apartment, his heart sunk deeply as he saw a man from the warehouse leaning against a dark color car. He was the blonde man who grabbed him. He didn't understand why he was there but took a few steps toward the man. The man bowed his head like the one who had glasses did. He asked, "What are you doing here?" The man raised his head and looked at him like he lost his mind. He glared at the tall man uncaring the danger that he could put himself into. He demanded, "Tell me now!" The man sighed deeply, "Asami-sama wants to ensure that his litter will be protected. I am Suoh, a guard for him and my duty now is to keep an eye on you."

He hissed as he poked the man in the chest, "I do not need a babysitter." He gained a raised eyebrow but no words were directed at him. He threw up his arms, huffing loudly as he went back to his apartment building. He went inside seething as he realized that a man who didn't even know him thought he was a danger to his litter. He laid his hand on his stomach, sighing as he realized that he claim them his. He felt more at ease about carrying a litter without knowing all the details. It still bugged him since it was a part of someone other than Rin. He felt like he betrayed Rin and the pack. It was different when he thought he slept with a human since it didn't cause any problems with the pack.

As he unlocked his apartment door and stepped inside, he leaned against the door as it closed. He felt the pressure inside him again. Rin wouldn't leave his mind. The pack was waiting for him. What would happen if he went back there? He was sure they would have a new alpha. He pulled the shirt to his nose, taking in the scent that it liked and desired. He threw up his arms, yelling at himself, "Damnit! Get him out of your head!" It was dangerous and Rin would have yelled at him for thinking about this man.

His thoughts were broken by a knock on the door. He pulled away, not knowing if he should answer it or not. He wasn't in the mood to be around his friends or anyone from the pack. He took a deep breath and opened the door. There stood a person he was trying to hardest not to see. Itou walked passed him without saying a word or be welcoming inside. He shut the door, dreading this talk for a whole week. He wanted to hide away from everything for a while. Then, there was the matter of being with another.

"Your scent is different." Itou remarked, shaking him out of his thoughts and realizing that he had clothes that did not belong to him on. He laughed it off as he moved toward the kitchen asking, "Care for something to drink?" Itou answered, "Do not trust anything you have in your fridge." Everyone knew he was bad at taking care of himself. Rin usually made sure he was on track and Sue always came week by week to stock up his fridge. He chuckled, "Sue was around the morning."

"Don't trust her." Itou told it straight as he sat down with an orange juice for himself. He glared at the other man. He drank some of the juice as Itou once again remarked with a question mark over head, "Your scent is different?" He wasn't sure what to say to it. He didn't want to reveal his betrayal. Even just sleeping with a human was bad enough but another alpha shortly after the death of his alpha was sinful.

Itou stated, "Ben said you were with someone. I couldn't believe my ears when I heard that. Going to a human is pitiful and it would not bring anything good. Humans do not understand us." He laughed bitterly, "Rin would have put you to the ground if he heard you say that." It was Itou turn to glare at him, but he didn't mention anything else. He felt a warm hand sweep his brown hair out of his face for him to stare straight into dark green eyes. Itou was a strong man and wolf, but he never drove a part of him to follow Itou. He pushed the hand away as he finished his juice. He would need to find healthy food. The person he was going to turn to was Sue and only her.

Itou shook him out of his thoughts, "Rin and I might have our disagreements but I respected him. Did you?" It was cold that drove a knife to his heart. He stood up only to have his arm grabbed. He stared into those dark orbs, hissing, "Get the fuck out of my home!" Itou stood up, backing up into the wall as the man stated, "Humans will never be our allies. That is what I always disagreed with Rin. We should not mingle with them. Never." Akihito pushed the man back, pointing to the door as he heard footsteps coming toward his door. He hissed once again, "Get the hell out of here." Itou walked to the door, speaking one last order, "Come home."

There was a knock at the door as Itou opened it. He almost fell to his knees when he saw those gold orbs staring straight at him. Itou demanded, "Tell the fool to leave you alone. It was one night and will be the last." Itou walked out the door as Asami walked inside. He leaned against the wall, shaken from everything that happened. His pack wanted him back. Of course, it would be Itou who would be the alpha of the pack now.

He finally found words, "Leave me alone." Asami shut the door as he walked toward him. He was ready to lose control as rough lips sealed his, claiming him. Last night it was beautiful that happened between them but now he was in a bind and didn't know what to do. He felt arms wrap around him and the scent was taking over his senses. He whispered, trying to hold it together, "I belong to a pack."

Asami's words haunted him and sounded so possessive, "You carry my litter. Leave them." He slammed his fists against the strong chest as he flipped out, "I can't just up and leave them! They protected me since I was turned! They are my… are my… are…" Asami promised, "I will let your wild side free." It wanted that freedom. He leaned his head against the toned chest, trying to stop his other side winning. Why did Asami come?

He pushed away and asked, "Why are you here?" Asami leaned against the wall where he was standing as he paced before the man. Asami finally answered, "To distract." He was confused and once again asked dumbly, "Huh?" Asami kept his face calm without a trace of emotion and didn't say anything more to it. He paced before the room, feeling his entire soul at ease. That only happened with Sue and he never saw her as anything but as a sister. Why was it at ease? Why was he at ease?

He ordered, "Leave. My…" Asami grabbed him and pulled him close as the man stated calmly and coldly, "You carry MY litter." He stared into raging golden orbs that made him melt inside. It wanted more. He leaned up and without thinking sealed those rough lips that made his desire come true last night. He was pushed to the wall as the alpha male was taking lead and it went straight to his cock. He couldn't fight at the moment. It wanted more of its desire.

Fingers trace his spine and he broke the kiss. Shivers raced up his legs to his back. He felt his entire body light up in fire as those eyes stare straight into. As hands pushed up the shirt, he lifted his arms to let the man do whatever he wanted. He talked some sense without stopping the large hands feel up his heated skin, "I shouldn't be doing this." Asami leaned toward his ear, biting at it as he whispered, "I told you I have no regrets and I don't think you do either." He moaned lower as lips descended down to his neck. His head pushed against the wall as the heat was building inside of him. He should put a stop to it but his wolf side was not letting him push this presence away from him.

Rough lips started to go down, making his blood rush downstairs. He groaned as he gripped the black hair. He groaned, "Asa…ami." It sounded so heavenly on his lips. It seemed Asami liked it as he sucked one nipple into his mouth. That tongue and mouth could do anything to him at the moment even tell him to give it all up, and he would bow down and agree.

Asami leaned back up, making him whimper for the loss. Those eyes were clouded. They were brighter just like the night before. He wanted to say something but didn't know what. Was this really happening? Lips touched his roughly making him jump and wrapping his legs around the strong waist of the alpha male. The kiss was broken which made him feel loss. He wanted more as he was he was carried to his bedroom.

As he was dropped to the bed with the larger man leaning over his small frame, his wild side kicked in. Everything was passion to him. The man told him that he didn't believe he had regrets about sleeping with him and maybe Asami was right. It was different. It was powerful and wild. He loved every second of it. He quickly took off the suit jacket, noting the man was not wearing the holster on this time. Maybe it was to ensure he wouldn't be scared off. He slowly unbuttoned the shirt, seeing the tan toned chest and abs. It was going crazy with lust.

Asami leaned down, touching their chests together and he couldn't contain a deep moan that escaped his lips. The shirt needed off and he pulled at it until it came off and thrown on the floor. Those gold orbs were so bright. It was beautiful. It looked like they called for him, trying to tell him secrets that were locked behind an emotionless face. He wanted to know.

He leaned up, letting himself free from everything. His wild side was coming to play. He started to kiss up the abs to Asami's chest. No sounds except him came to his ears. He licked up the neck, whispering into the ear, "Tell me you enjoy this." He had to know that this was something. He wanted to know if he was jumping into a world he couldn't handle. Would he be protected? What will happen after he had the litter?

Before the thoughts could make itself stronger, Asami grabbed his face into two strong hands as lips mashed against his, making his head spin. The pressure against his lips almost felt like the alpha male was taking his soul piece by piece. The danger was being told to him, whispering promises to him. He broke the kiss, breathing heavy. Those gold orbs were cold but told him there laid something more.

He threw all thoughts out of his mind, telling himself that he will figure it out later when he was alone. He leaned toward the heat, running his hand across the hard muscles, feeling his mouth water. The sweet scent was engulfing him in heat and passion. He started to kiss the tan neck and Asami was letting him do whatever he pleased. It went straight down to his cock. He ran his finger nails down the back, having hands run across his down back to his behind. As he felt large hands fondle his behind, he bit at the neck groaning into the skin.

There was no danger to making another his kind since Asami was already like him. It was no stopping him this time. He pushed Asami to bed gaining an amused look. He grabbed the belt, unbuckling it and tossing it over his head. He wanted the wild and danger. The thrill was driving him nuts. He has never met anyone like Asami. The alpha male was promising him everything he dreamt of.

A hand rubbed against his clothed cock, making him snap out of thoughts. He wanted more of the passion. He unzipped the pants and pushed down the pants and boxers. They were both thrown onto the floor; left forgotten. He has done this before with Rin but Rin never gave him a thrill. Asami on the other hand was letting him do it but still held power and control. He whimpered as he fell on top of the man, the pressure against his manhood was making his mind cloud. He moaned out, "Whyyyy?"

Asami took his hand away, making him whimper. The alpha leaned toward his ear, whispering, "I get what I want." He didn't understand the words but one look told him to continue or else. His body shivered by those eyes and made him think what would happen if he left the alpha in this state. He was pushed down toward the large cock begging for more attention. His tongue came out, wetting his dry lips. Rin never let him do this and with Asami it was thrilling.

Asami barked out an order, "Do it." He went down in seconds. The voice held such a strong tone that made his entire body shake. It was pleasing. It was thrilling. It drove him crazy. He had to stop comparing Rin and Asami but his mind wouldn't stop. The wolf side was begging him to release everything that he held back for three years. He licked at the tip, sliding his tongue down. He had no idea if he was doing it right but he did hear a hitch in breath from the man beneath him. He slowly took it inside his mouth, scraping his teeth along the length and sucking at it. There was no sound. A few pants and the cock becoming thick told him that there was a response. It didn't taste foul that he thought it would. The musk and sweet scent entered his nose as he moved his head up and down, trying to make Asami's voice rise.

Asami pulled him up and he was breathing heavy. He wondered why Asami stopped him. Was it no good? His lips were sealed before he could utter out a word. He was flipped onto the bed with the large frame engulfing him. Hands ran across his heated skin. One hand started to fondle his cock. He moaned into the kiss as he slowly broke for much needed air. His breath was pants as the heat was going to his head. He moaned out, "Whyyyyy diddd youuuu stoppp meee?" Asami started to kiss his neck, making his head spin.

Asami leaned up, making him whimper in protest. A finger ran across his lips as the strong wolf replied to his question, "I got so much to teach you. You have been caged for too long." His breath came in pants as he sucked in the finger. Promises once again that made his soul long for this alpha. The alpha asked one question that made his body shake in desire, "Are you ready for your first lesson?" He couldn't find his voice. It was feeling the desire stronger than before. What would be the lesson? What kind of wild will he experience?

Asami licked his lips and he nodded his head. Those gold eyes shined within the room, pulling him in like no one ever did before. His hands were placed above his head, confusing him. The alpha ordered, "No matter what I do, keep your hands there and close your eyes. Feel everything with your senses." He gripped the blanket beneath him as he shut his eyes. He was going to do what was told. The dark smooth voice was so tempting.

He felt the pressure against him. Warm hands ran across his chest building pressure on him. Asami's voice rung out, "Let the wolf senses out." He didn't understand what was being asked of him but he kept trying to do what was told. The pants and boxers were taken off of his body, making him whimper with the cold air hitting his nude body. His hands gripped the blankets as he felt a finger slide down his body. It was sparking something different. It felt different. It was more sensitive and made a moan escape his lips. He licked at them since they felt dry. Everything felt ten times more powerful as fingers dance across his nude body. He wanted to open his eyes. He wanted to grab Asami.

Asami slowly kissed down his body and he grabbed at the man with his eyes closed only to have his hands pushed back above his head. He heard a small dark chuckle, "No. Keep them there." He didn't understand. Didn't Asami want to feel pleasure too? He let his senses take over. He moaned deeply as he wet lips slid down his body. Asami would take to licking and sucking over his body, making him feel like he was on cloud nine. It was much more than a simple act. It was powerful and caused more sparks through his closed eyes. He wanted more. His body started to squirm as the pleasure was heating him up.

He wanted to rock his entire body against the alpha. He wanted more. The pleasure was driving his mind insane. He let his wolf senses take over as Asami called it and the world was exploding behind his closed eyes. It was so much more intense than just having a binding with someone. It was heaven. It was making him see sparks as lips kissed up his legs, missing the part that wanted to know what it felt like to be sucked and licked.

He groaned, "Asammmmiii." It was a tone of begging. He had to have more. He wanted to know the feeling to be completely falling apart. His body and legs jolted when a lick ran up and down his dripping cock. He moaned and panted as the feeling was so intense, making him wanting to be completely wrapped in the heat. Like Asami could read his mind, the hot mouth wrapped around him and sucked hard. It pulled everything apart. His entire body jolted and squirmed by the feelings of complete pleasure. He totally forgot about keeping his hands above his head as he grabbed the black hair. It was so much. It was pulling him into a world that he thought wasn't possible.

He warned in a moan, "I'mmmm I'mmmmm…" Asami didn't take his warning and he screamed loudly as he released within the hot mouth, "ASAMI!" He fell back to the bed, panting without opening his eyes. There were a bright light behind his eye lids as he came hard. He never felt like that before. It was amazing. His legs lifted above Asami's shoulders. He had no time to think as a thick cock thrust deep inside of him. He moaned softly, "Assssami." It felt wild and passionate.

Without thinking, he opened his eyes. There before him was a dark beautiful man. He saw the danger in those gold eyes. He wanted to take it with him. His hands ran pulled Asami closer as he scrapped his nails down the back. Asami kissed him hard, taking his breath away as he started a hard pace. It was beautiful. It wasn't like anything he ever felt before. His senses were going crazy. He couldn't stop the howl as Asami thrust deep hitting his pleasure spot, making him see sparks. He dug his nails into Asami's waist as the pace picked up and every two or three thrusts, the alpha would hit that one spot.

He couldn't believe it but he was getting hard again. He was moaning, panting, groaning, and howling in pleasure. It was wonderful. He clawed at the back, trying to gain more. The sweet scent was heaven. The pace was hard and rough which turned him on even more. He couldn't get enough. Hands molded against his body, raising the heat in him. His soul was finally feeling some sort of peace.

When a hand wrapped around his cock, it was too late. He couldn't hold on any longer and came with the alpha's name rolling off his lips, "Asami." He fell back to the bed as he felt the warmth shoot deep inside of him. Asami leaned down on him, licking at his lips. It was calm and feeling satisfied.

Asami leaned to his ear, "That was a taste. Stay with me." He closed his eyes, having everything crash back to him. He didn't know what to do. He belonged to a pack. Should he leave them behind? This man was dangerous. He could smell it but it was thrilling. He never had that before. He opened his eyes to see those orbs staring at him. He whispered, "I… I have have to think…"

Asami leaned down, kissing him strongly. When the alpha pulled back and sat on the edge of the bed, Asami spoke deeply, "You carry my litter. I will not let you escape me." He wanted to argue but it was whispering to him to take the demand. It wanted more freedom. Maybe he did too. He felt a hand push away his sweaty bangs as darkness claim him to sleep. He swore he heard footsteps and he wanted so badly to tell Asami to come back.

He wasn't sure how long he slept as he felt a pillow hit him. He jumped out of the bed, only to her a soft voice, "Damn, Aki, put some clothes on." He grabbed his blankets, stuttering, "Ssuue." She turned to look at the chair in the room, raising an eyebrow. He glanced over to see the alpha sitting there smoking a cigarette with a newspaper. Those gold eyes looked at him for a second before he had a staring contest with Sue.

He asked, breaking their staring contest, "Sue, what are you doing here?" Usually, she was busy with the restaurant which didn't let her come almost every day to check on him. She looked at his way, answering, "Well figured you would like a hot meal from the restaurant and also I found some information." He tilted his head in confusion for about three seconds before he realized what he asked from his friend. He blushed madly as she walked out the room, stating she was scared for life seeing him nude and with his lover.

He looked at the alpha, asking, "What are you still doing here?" A black eyebrow rose at him without saying a word. The wolf was ready to submit quickly. He shook his head as he grabbed a towel and headed toward his bathroom while he smelled the food within his house. His senses were keener.

It took him about twenty minutes to get his shower. He was afraid of what Sue and Asami would do to each other. Sue was protective of him while Asami was possessive of him. It was like a war ready to hit the fan. As he entered the dinning area, Asami was leaning against the wall, watching Sue move around his kitchen which wasn't too hard to see within his small apartment. Asami's eyes turned toward him, questioning him. He laughed nervously, "Sue is is well…" Sue cut off of him, "His sister." She set food down and his mouth watered from the smell. It was his favorite too. It was streak, medium rare. He was starving since he forgot about eating lunch.

As soon as he sat down, his face was turned by strong hands. He stared up at Asami to see the cold look. His lips were sealed before he could say a word. When the kiss was broken, he was left breathless. In his hand was a card, and Asami whispered into his ear, "Come in two days or I will drag you there." The alpha stood up and walked out the door. His wolf was going insane, demanding to follow his new master. He wanted to follow the alpha. He wanted to be wrapped in warmth and taste the sweet danger that rolled off the alpha male.

Sue broke his thoughts, "Ben stopped by my office." He turned to look at Sue and asked foolishly, "Huh?" She shook her head as she sat down, touching his hand. Ah, some serious talk now that he was hoping to stay away for a while. What did he expect after going to her office? What did he think she would do when he balled out his eyes to her? He knew he had to have the information before he did anything. He pocketed the card in his pocket. It wasn't time to reveal everything to anyone.

Sue sighed, "I support you, but what I found out about male having litters, I might have to agree with Ben." He turned his head and continued to listen to her words, "If this litter is Rin's, they belong to the pack, Akihito." He knew she was serious because she tended to never use his full name unless she wanted to get something across strongly. He looked away when she spoke words that made it angry, "He is only human. He will never understand." It wasn't true. Asami knew more than anyone realized. Asami was like him. Asami was an alpha. He couldn't tell Sue that. It was risk at the moment. He didn't know what Asami was truly like with humans or for anyone to know the truth might put the alpha in danger. He couldn't take that kind of risk.

Sue shook her head as she broke his thoughts, "I am here even though I think taking a human lover is dangerous, but I think you enjoy it too much." He turned his head toward her, giving her a small smile. She wrapped her arms around him, hugging him close. It was a lot at one time. She pulled back, waving with her goodbyes. He watched her leave his small apartment as he started to eat the streak.

What was he going to do? Itou wanted him to return to the pack while Asami wanted him. He was confused as he finished his hot meal. He didn't know where he should be going. He stood up, ready to find some information of his own. He grabbed his cell and keys, leaving the small apartment behind. He had to have all the facts. Sue didn't know every detail. She believed it was Rin's litter. What would it have been like if he carried Rin's litter? Would he be so bored with his wolf side? Would he have ran or stayed behind? He shook his head as he headed toward the library without caring that the tall man was following him. He was going to gain his answers one way or another. It was the only way for him to decide what to do.

As he entered, an elderly woman was behind the front desk with a warm smile on her face. It reminded him of his family. He waved off her helping hand. He had to find the answers alone. It was too much of a danger to reveal what he truly was. He learned that the hard way. Rin lost his life believing humans would understand. What did Asami think on that subject? Did it matter? His trust in humans was lost except a few that was close to him. Sue was the closest while Kou and Takato were friends, but he didn't tell them everything. Sue didn't even know every detail sadly. He just proved that in a little while ago, refusing to reveal about the alpha male.

He moved toward the back where he knew the books dealing with wolves were. He has been here before to look up information. He grabbed a couple of books and sat in the far back, keeping to himself. No one would bother him. It was the safest place right now. He had to have knowledge about the subject. It was already trying to push him toward Asami. He wondered what he would find out about litters but also he wanted to know about Asami. He shook his head to rid him from the thoughts of the strong alpha. It had to wait. He had to do what was best for the litter no matter what it felt.

He rubbed at his eyes as he kept reading the books. He was trying to figure out his next move. He looked down at the book, almost tripping over the chair as he read about litters with males. His eyes widened. He couldn't believe it.

Male with a litter can carry up from three to six pups.