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"Nay, never,nix, not, absolutely not." I said, apprehensively.
No way was I going to go see that conniving, villainous, pig. He thinks I ruined his life.?
He scarred my childhood! I pushed back a loose hair behind my hair, and looked down to my Friend.
"I informed you why I cant see him right?" I said dolefully. "Yes you did, but I still think...." Noah stated, but I cut him off.
"No buts.." I growled. "Court, don't cut me off." He said scornfully.
"I personally think you need to suck it up." Noah said, pushing his squared glasses up higher on his eyes.
"Suck it up!" I hissed at him. I swaggered over to my window,and peered out. "Noah I can't go outside at night!" I continued to rasp at him.
I pointed to my window with my freshly manicured hand,and said, "He'll probably slit my throat when nobody is aware." I said,making abhorrent silting remarks across my throat.
Noah smirked at my wisecrack. "He won't kill you." Noah said smirking.
"Maybe injure you affectingly,but no killing." Noah said laughing.
"You think this is funny!" I shrieked at him. Noah rolled his eyes,and stared back down at his book.
"It was your idea to even see him." Noah said,smirking at a certain degree. "I think you secretly miss him." Noah continued to ogle at his book.
"I do not." I said in disbelief. "Yeah, yeah keep telling yourself that." Noah said,waving me off.
Noah proceeded to snuggle into my couch cushion,and continue to read his book. "Hey Court,did you know the Twilight series is a rip off of classical books." He said,glaring at the 'ripped off' book.
I laughed softly.
Noah was my 5'8 best friend. He had straight brunette hair with a slight wave in it.
He wore regular clothes with the slight "I prefer nerd than jock thing."
We truly have nothing in common,but hes the one person besides "you know who." that can catch me in a lie.
I sauntered over to my window,and peeked at him house. It hasn't changed in years.
No renovations,no nothing. I looked up to his window,and tried to peer in.
When I got a good enough view,I looked up to him staring at me with disgust. His head was cocked to the side,probably guessing why I was acting like a peeping tom.
My eyes widened in shock,and I backed away from my window seal."Um Noah I'll be right back." I said,stumbling over my words.
"Uh-huh." He mumbled to me.
I skidded down my steps,and headed over to his house. I walked up the cobble stone stairs leading to his porch,questioning myself whether or not to leave now while I had the chance,or knock.
I rose my hand up,but dropped it wimping out.
I sighed,rubbed my hands down my face,as I proceded to walk away "Honey did you need something." A woman with a heavy Italian accent,said.
I turned around,and faced Duncan's mother. "Um,I just wanted to talk to him" I said,looking at her sadly.
Her eyes brightened,and waved her hand inside. "Come on then." She said,cheerfully.
"I think he misses you." She said in the same tone as before.
"I highly doubt that." I said,under my breath. The older plump woman caught my arm,and mumbled "Courtney."
"Look I know you guys aren't on the right track,and you ratted him out and all,but it was his fault,don't take the blame." She said with an ounce of hope inside her heart.
"He doesn't like people Court, don't take him as a bad person." She said,continuing her speech.
"Hes good at heart." She said smiling. "Somewhere down there." She said,laughing softly. "He's my son I just know it."
I smiled at that,and continued to head up the stairs. Don't hate me. Don't hate me. Don't hate. I continued to chant in my head.
I stepped in front of his door,and got nervous all over again. I took a deep breath,and knocked hard.
Loud rap music cut off,and there was rustling coming from inside. "Hold up." He said.
I haven't heard his voice in years.
His door swung open,to him staring down at me.
"What the heck are you doing here princess?" He said, sneering the word "Princess."
"I um..." I said, grabbing a chunk of hair from behind my head, trying to think of an excuse.
"Hurry up, I don't have time for bullshit." he said, with the same tone of speech.
"School project...." I replied,looking up at him with pleading eyes. "Really, you want me to help you?" He said, giving me fake sincerity.
"After, you, got me sent to military school.." He said lowering his voice. "I don't know, that's just to generous." He said, glaring up at me from his bed.
"I'm..." I said, once again loosing my voice. "Your what?" He said, glowering up at me.
"I was a little kid." I said trying so convince him. "And I wasn't!" He bellowed at me.
He stood up, out of his bed,and stalked over to me. I tried to back up, but he reached, and grabbed my shoulders.
"He grew..a lot." I murmured sub consciously.
He looked down at me, and glared. "You ruined my life." He said staring down at me with a sick smile.
His sick smile grew ,and grew till he started chuckling."You know whats funny Courtney?" He questioned me.
My eyes grew in shock, that he verbally used my real name.
He opened his lips, and said, "People wonder how, and why I started acting the part of a criminal." He answered, still smiling.
And my only response to that question is, "Courtney."
Duncan released my shoulders,and pushed me out his room. I stood there in utter shock,and back up,and turned around heading out of his house.
"How did it go?" His mother asked.
"Just freaking dandy." I said with tears spilling over my eyes.
Day 2 of the Diar
Absolute failure... He still hates me,and probably always will
Gosh life sucks.
-Courtney.
9 years in the future.
"I made you cry." I said,bluntly after Courtney finished explaining what the contents of that diary entry meant.
"Yep." She said smiling at me. "Don't freaking smile.." I said staring wide eyed at her.
"It's not humourous." I said,looking down in shame.
"It's not a big deal,relax." She said,wrapping her arms around me. I slid my arms around her waist,and rested my head on top of hers.
"I'm sorry." I whispered to her. "How can I make it up to you." I said,being completely sincere.
"Making sweet love to me." She whispered to me.
I smiled at that and said, " Didn't I make a vow in the last chapter of Kaila's story to get laid..."
The other chapter two I sent you was an important AN and you guys didn't read it so you had no clue what I wrote.... We'll since you didnt read it I decided to let you suffer and be clueless and not know till the next chapter. Not my fault you didnt read the An. Read and REVIEW. or no update. 25 reviews or nuthin. sPACED OUT BAD BECAUSE EMILY CAN'T SPACE SHIT. (beta)
