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Disclaimer: I don't own MR or Kelly Clarkson.
Without further ado….
A project with resident badass, how fun for me. At least I know I'm going to get an A+ because as much as I hate to say it, she's actually pretty smart as I am too.
I guess you would call us rivals. My so called "friends", Cyrus and Dill [Not Dylan from MR or Dill from To Kill a Mockingbird] kept saying I like her and girly stuff like "destined lovers" and other shi-, stuff like that.
Don't girls say stuff like that? Seriously, just because we have last names pronounced the same, but spelled differently doesn't mean that we're soul mates! I'm starting to sound like a girl…..mental facepalm.
Well, it looks like we're going to do the project tomorrow. Shi-crap! My brother's open house thing for his college is tomorrow. I guess I'll just go after the project.
I walked through the halls trying to avoid the torrent of girls throwing themselves at me. I never trusted anyone with my heart after Soph broke it. I can still remember it clear as day.
*Flashback*
My phone vibrated with a new text message. It was from Soph, a girl that I recently acquired a crush on. "i like u," it said.
What? she can't possibly like me back can she?
"like a friend?" I replied back, confused.
She responded, "more than a friend." That was an interesting revelation….the next day I asked her to go out with me.
She said no.
*End flashback*
Soph told me she had swapped phones with Lexy who sent those messages as a prank. I had fallen for it.
I walked away trying to look strong while a tear slipped out of my eye. Even now, my eyes were blurring. I arrived at my black car. Surprised?
*Next day after school*
I got into the shotgun of Max's car. It was agreed that I would go to her house until 6-ish. We arrived.
Her house was pretty nice actually. The walls of her kitchen and bathroom were painted orange/yellow t o give it a very homey look.
"Those two doors aren't opened and if you open it I will castrate you," Max said indicating at to a side door and a bedroom door.
"If you wanted to get that close to me all you had to do with ask darling," I replied smirking. I watched Max turn red and flip me the bird. All I did was smirk feeling pleased with my work.
"I'll just start up the computer for you. You do know how to use one right?" "Yeah, but where are you going?"
"Missing me already, other Ride? I'm going to shower," she called.
"Can I join you?" I yelled back smirking to myself.
"Pig!" was the reply.
"Do you always leave your guests unattended?"
"Well, you're the only guest I've had for a while," she said emphasizing that I wasn't a guest.
"Anyways food's in the kitchen and paper and supplies are in the living room." I heard a door close, I assume it was the bathroom door.
I finished the research in about 10 minutes, so I wandered around in her house. I know what you're thinking, bad Fang for walking around in a stranger's house.
However, it's different. I'm pretty sure Max has some sort of device to keep me from what she wouldn't let a stranger see. I'll probably end up hurt.
Her room had a lot of pictures of when she was younger and she looked a lot happier and more carefree. What happened?
Suddenly, a sweet melodic voice came from the bathroom. The song I didn't recognize, but it was amazing.
Max's POV
So I like to sing in the shower. So what? Laugh and you'll regret it. I also write songs like the one I was singing now. It was written for someone….
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I sang a few more after that.
I changed into sweats and a t-shirt after I showered leaving my wet hair down. I never thought there would be someone leaning against the door, so when I opened the door, I was surprised to hear something hit the floor with a thud.
It was Fang. He attempted to straighten himself up and act nonchalant. It wasn't working. I tried keeping a straight face, but burst out laughing instead.
"Haha," Fang said grumpily.
"So what happened Ride?" I froze.
"None of your goddamn business," I retorted.
"Well at least you got out of the shower, I was starting to think wrinkle disease did exist," he said changing the topic and smirking while he did so.
"We had that argument in what 7th grade? Are you really gonna bring that up now?" [A/N I've actually had that argument before with someone…it was quite intense]
"Maybe, Maxie, maybe" Fang said trying to be sly and failing.
"Don't call me that and let's start on that project." We finished in record time. The clock now read 3:30 instead of 3:00.
"So we have 2 and a half hours. What are we going to do?" "Um..I don't know. It's your house."
"True, true."
"Yes! I told you I would win!" I said happily while fist pumping and sticking my tongue out at Fang. He had toppled over the tower in Jenga, meaning I won.
"Wow, how mature," Fang responded. I looked at the time; it was 5:00 seeing as we played so many rounds of Jenga, but it had been a tie up until now.
"Hold on let me go changed, I have to go somewhere after this," I said walking into my room.
I came out wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, a gray blouse and a white blazer. To top it off, I put on my special owl necklace that I wore with everything. I also had my watch and charm bracelet.
"Why do you always wear that necklace?" Fang asked as I resumed my original seat in the living room. He saw it everyday at school. This was a hard question to answer.
Noting the silence, Fang cut in, "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to," sensing the tension.
"No,no I'll tell you. My…..mom," I took a deep breath, "always told me…..be wise. It's the reason for all the owls. Also the diamond is….special."
Those were the last two words uttered before sleep consumed her. I started to tear up. I never told anyone before because it makes me vulnerable. I wasn't even aware of the arms wrapping around me as I drowned in forgotten memories.
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