"Roads"

I fight, I stumble; I'm proud, I fall
into a web of confusion that strangles me.
There's only one set of cold blue eyes but two souls;
there's a path before me; another one, I cannot see.

Yesterday's a long, forgotten road:
a far away world that will never come back,
but a fading memory that sweet, shared kisses coat,
and a future our relationship severely lacked.

Darkness consumes yet light wades through;
though death was upon me, a task ties my fate.
We vowed that forever our love was true;
yet now you pierce me with eyes of hate.

When I finally leave to go back to my own time;
when the priest that I know so well stands there;
Would you let me go? Will your care be mine?
Would you admit that you despair?