MY Emotional Rollercoaster
Chapter- 2
A/N: I don't own anything twilight character or part of any book…. Or movie!!!!!!! All song in this story belong to band or person that sings them or the person that wrote It. There are a lot of songs in this chapter so please bear with me.
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[Bella's Point of View]
Out of all the possibilities this had they had to come back my life was just starting to get better. I had almost put an end to that chapter in my life. The chapters of vampires and constant running form that species.
I mean I love them but do they love me they're the ones that left ME. If they want me back would come back run maybe they hate because I broke their family up. Umm there is a knock at the door. I wonder who that is.
"Who is it" I scream to the other side of the door.
"It me Alice and Jasper too" They said through the door.
Should I let them in?
No you should not remember they broke you
Yes you should you love them
They don't love you
"Just open the door" Alice said.
So I open the door God I hope this is the right chose.
"Come in guys and have at sit on the couch" I recited.
"Look the reason we came back was that was really miss you, but if you don't want us here we will leave." Said Alice
That kind of made me angry because they wanted to be out my life, didn't they.
"You really miss me huh but why did you leave me?" I asked them.
"We left because that what Edward thought was best for you. I just want you to know that I am sorry for attackin' ya on your b-day Bella none of this would have control my thirst." Said jasper
"I don't blame you Jasper you only did what you instincts told you to do, Edward never let you get close to me to get used to my scent and you had to deal other vampires bloodlust too so I don't blame you. Would you like to hear my side of the story?"I told them.
"Yes Bella we would love to hear your side of the story." said Alice very curiously.
"Ok here I go I will start at the break up scene…Edward took me into the wood in the back of my house. He started saying that you all where leaving and when asked can I come with you people he said he did not want me anymore. He said his kind gets easily distracted. Also that it would be as he never existed, he took EVERYTHING you all, my pictures, all my birthday presents except the radio. Then he left I tried to run after him after a while I stopped collapsed on the cold ground after that it started to rain then Sam Uley from the rez saved me. I don't remember much after that because I was in a totally catonic state. Ha-ha so much so that felt need to do a psychoanalysis test. Slow but surely I began to heal with the help of my friend Jacob Black." I said
"Bella we are so sorry Bella we had no idea" Alice called with so much emotion.
"Look I just want to put this behind us I just want to move forward. Is Carlisle and Esme with you all I miss them to?"I asked.
"Yes they are and so are Emmett and Rosalie they all miss you too" Jasper said.
"Let crank some rock and roll people!!!"Shouted the happy Pixie.
"Welcome to k2k5 radio station I am going to hit you with a song from evanescence Everybody's Fool" called the DJ.
"Man I love this song "then I started to belt it out the sweet sound of Amy lee.
(Please play Everybody's Fool by Evanescence the real words to the song are in italic.)
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgance
Just what we all need
More Lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have You no shame Don't you see me
You know You've go everybody fooled
Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when You're pretending
But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how You've betrayed me
And somehow You've got everybody fooled
Without the mask where will you hide
Can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you have everybody fooled
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world thathe)she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending(he) she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled
Look here(
But now I know
Without the mask
Where will you hide?
I can't find yourself
Lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool
"OH no Miss Bella we are not listening to this any longer" Jasper said he reached for the tuning dial turning it to some random station.
"Yes my type of music" said Jasper.
"Here it is people Nickelback Animals off their Dark Horse Album" voiced the DJ.
From the beat of it sounded like country rock song to. That when Jasper sing boy he sounds downright sinful. Alice started right behind him.
(Please play Nickelback Animals.)
I, I'm driving black on black
Just got my license back
I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track
I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride
Because the angel on my right ain't hanging out with me tonight
I'm driving past your house while you were sneaking out
I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run
Your mom don't know that you were missing
She'd be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I've been kissing
Screamin'
No, we're never gonna quit
Ain't nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we're animals
No, no matter where we go
'Cause everybody knows
We're just a couple of animals
So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Check out the trouble we're in
You're beside me on the seat
Got your hand between my knees
And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze
It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear
But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears
By now, no doubt that we were heading south
I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth
'Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch
It felt so good I almost drove into the ditch
I'm screamin'
No, we're never gonna quit
Ain't nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we're animals
No, no matter where we go
'Cause everybody knows
We're just a couple of animals
So come on baby, get in
Get in, just get in
Look at the trouble we're in
We were parked out by the tracks
We're sitting in the back
And we just started getting busy
When she whispered "what was that?"
The wind, I think 'cause no one else knows where we are
And that was when she started screamin'
"That's my dad outside the car!"
Oh please, the keys, they're not in the ignition
Must have wound up on the floor while
we were switching our positions
I guess they knew that she was missing
As I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was kissing
Screamin'
No, we're never gonna quit
Ain't nothing wrong with it
Just acting like we're animals
No, no matter where we go
'Cause everybody knows
We're just a couple of animals
So come on baby, get in
We're just a couple of animals
Get in, just get in
Ain't nothing wrong with it
Check out the trouble we're in
Get in, just get in
OMFG that was … there is not words for that experience.
"Was my voice that bad" Jasper said smirking.
"Come on Bella time to get out" said Alice laughing.
i was greeted by the Cullen on the Front Porch
"Bells baby I missed you" said Emmett as he grabbed me into a big cold bear hug.
"I missed you to Emmy Bear" I said.
"I want I hug too. The know I was not the nicest to you but that because I knew Edward was not good enough for you I would really like to become you friend" calls Rosalie.
"I would like that too" I state as I involve her in a hug.
Then I got giant hug from Esme and Carlisle
"Bella please come in have a sit" says Esme
We talk for lng time then i went to the paino and sat down and started to play a tune.
(please play Breathe No More by Evanescence)
I've been looking in the mirror for so long
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side
Oh, the little pieces falling, shatter
Shards of me too sharp to put back together
Too small to matter but big enough to cut me
Into so many little pieces if I try to touch her
And I bleed, I bleed
And I breathe, I breathe no more
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child
Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever
And all of this will make sense when I get better
I know the difference between myself and my reflection
I just can't help but to wonder which of us do you love
So I bleed, I bleed
And I breathe, I breathe now
Bleed, I bleed and I breathe
I breathe, I breathe, I breathe no more
By time I was finsh everybody was around the paino now they know how i felt....
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