Heh...sorry about the username change...but one of my friends found out I was a Bi (not confirmed)and almost found out about all the Yaoi I've been writing...haiz...I dunno why I can't just show others this stuff...wish everybody was a Yaoi fan...anyways can anybody guess what 'I.K.I.S.A.W.' stood for? If you guess right, I'll write a special fluffy for you...and oh ya, enjoy and REVIEW!!
Anticipation
My hands glided across the horizontal lines of the notebook swiftly, filling them with digits, solving the questions easily and correctly without ever needing to second guess or check. I felt silly for the feeling of anticipation that swelled up against my chest, why did I feel so jittery, almost as if I was shaking from excitement. I never felt this way, so it was difficult for me to try and put myself back into composure, though I was quite certain I wasn't outwardly showing any of the symptoms I was feeling inside, for I felt no prying eyes on me. When the bell rang, I had finished my work and also listened to every word and piece of knowledge which the teacher tried to convey. I mentally smiled at myself, it was all simple multitasking really, but I was never one to do those, savoring doing one thing at a time. Now that I have, I felt almost creepy at my own abilities, I was too smart for my own good. I made a face at myself, smiling inwardly, oh my, when did I develop such an easygoing sense of humor?
"Why the heck you so perky 'bout?" I turned, instinctively preparing myself for some sort of battle either of the brains or of the fists, I hoped it was the former. My dark eyes focused fully on the blonde who was nibbling at a chocolate bar.
"Afternoon Mello" I gave a small nod, almost giving a smile as well, but my defense quickly snapped back and I slapped myself mentally for even letting such a thought slipped. The blonde leaned down, his nose approximately two inches away from mine, he grinned suddenly then pulled his body upright again.
"Hmph" he made a sound then ran his fingers through his blonde locks, separating them into fine silky strands. "Whatever" he didn't get irritated as he usually would, "I'm in a good mood so I don't care" His lips twitched into something along the lines of a smirk and a smile, I couldn't decipher it. "Twit" I heard him mumble before walking off to his room if I would guess, I should do the same.
As I walked down the hall, my pace more than a little faster than what it usually was, in fact I think I might have been skidding, if I had even such an ability. The anticipation building up with each step I got closer to my room door until finally I made it.
When my hand was on the knob, fingers spreading around the circular head, I realized what I was doing, I felt like pouting, but then realize how amusing the whole situation was, finally allowing myself to let out a single chuckle before taking a calming breath and entering the room. I closed the door, placing my books and stationary back in their order, my room in perfect neatness. My eyes remained on the screen (I hadn't closed the laptop) that reflected me taking off my clothes, getting ready for my routine cold shower. I sighed, taking notice that my lips were curved upwards, darn I was smiling at it!
I shook my head, going for my shower, taking a much shorter time than my usual habit (I was breaking many habits, wasn't I?), though still doing all that was required to keep clean.
With all formalities settled, I could rest assure that I can peacefully have my leisure time.
White-lover : Hey
Nanotech : Good afternoon. (oops)
White-lover : Good 1 am in the morning. Lol… (phew)
Nanotech : How was your day?
White-lover : Pretty normal, kind of boring really, couldn't wait to finish school and come talk to you.
Nanotech : Oh I see. (I was blushing if you hadn't guess)
White-lover : So…can't sleep again or just too eager to chat with me? (I imagine a smirk forming in the youngster's face, whatever of a face it looked like)
Nanotech : Both. (I could be playful too, you know)
White-lover : Playful little guy, ain't cha? (My face heated again, how can someone make me flushed from all across the other side of the continent when people here can barely get me to shrug?)
Nanotech : Not exactly. (I can feel my face pulling back its emotionless mask)
White-lover : Hey, just joking, don't take it the wrong way. You're just really cute, you know?
Nanotech : How would you know? (I had to inquire, how could he be so sure that I'm not just some old 60 year old, retired and making up lies?)
White-lover : I just know, I've got good instinct, one of my best trait, although people always take it as I'm being too impulsive. Haiz…
Nanotech : Haiz? (I asked not allowing my mind to stray at the thought of the word 'impulsive')
White-lover : Oh that, I'm just sighing.
Nanotech : Right
White-lover : Forget about it. Anyway, why don't you tell me a little about yourself? If you don't mind that is, or this chat is gonna be pretty brief and dull.
Nanotech : Why don't you start first? (No way was I ever going to open up first, not under any circumstance)
White-lover : Why ain't you the wise guy? Fine… let's see, I told you that I'm from Russia and my age. What else you wanna know?
Nanotech : Can you describe yourself to me? (I chose the words carefully, not meaning them to be forceful in any way)
White-lover : Well, I dunno. I'm a dude, so I do guys stuff. I like to play football, but sometimes I can be a real bookworm and practically live in the library during the exam seasons. It's kinda funny actually since I'm a blonde, heh, guess you can't judge a book by its cover.
Nanotech : (I was smiling, realizing I had befriend with someone who was truly diligent, unlike myself, although there was a wary feeling that was stirring somewhere inside my belly for some unidentified reason) You're really hardworking. (Duh)
White-lover : Yea, but I still ain't good enough. (That feeling churns against the pyloric sphincter) Wait, excuse me, my friend's back.
White-lover is busy.
So what was I suppose to do now? My fingers automatically went for my hair, toying with the white curls, while my eyes darted around my room impatiently and back to the screen again. What's taking him so long? (It's only been 48 seconds, chill Near) I found myself gawking at the screen, then glaring in hopes that it would flinch and make something happen. Suddenly something popped up on the screen. Gooserillaz?
Gooserillaz : Hey there, nice to meet you.
Nanotech : Hello, nice to meet you too. (that sounded fake)
Gooserillaz : So like I was talkin' to a chic just then, real slut, kept askin' the size of my dick, like I just wanna tell the b***** to F*** off (Note: This massage has been censored, courtesy of the author). She was like u wanna noe the size of my boobs and I was like no way, just butt off. But the little whore just kept ranting about how big her tits was, something bout big bowl, small bowl and she wanna have some cyber sex, like can you believe that?!
Nanotech : No (just as much as I can't believe you're telling me this)
Gooserillaz : Yea, so I just like what, and it was all like what?! (It was at that point that I had enough, the little conversation had completely broken my mood, not to mention give me a serious case of the heebie-jeebies. I scrolled the mouse to the little x, but it wouldn't exit the window, it's hanged!)
Nanotech : It's alright you don't have to tell me. (I attempted to get this person to cancel off if I couldn't)
Gooserillaz : No way! You gotta hear this man, so she was like askin' bout my dick and how big it was and that kinda stuff. Anyway, you guy or girl?
Nanotech : Guy. (I clicked on the x a few more times)
Gooserillaz : So like what's your size? (I blushed furiously at that, thank goodness nobody was around to see me like this) You big or small?
Nanotech : I don't know. I don't wish to continue with this conversation. (My eyes accidentally drifted to my legs, I gulped, feeling Goosebumps forming at the back of my neck, the awkward feeling stretching up my face and down my spine.)
Gooserillaz : Aw, come on, don't be like that. I told that chic I was huge as hell but I ain't ever giving her nothing. Being gay is awesome ain't it? (Huh? When did I say I was gay?) So you wanna come over some time?
White-lover : Yo freak, f*** off!! He ain't interested, so why don't you just go f*** yourself!!!
Gooserillaz is disconnected.
White-lover : Heh, let's see him disturb you again after that.
Nanotech : What happened?
White-lover : Oh nothing, don't worry about it. So you ok?
Nanotech : Yeah (although that creepy incident will haunt me for a little while)
White-lover : Yea, anyway sorry about cutting you off earlier, my friend's real annoying sometimes, ranting on about some new game that he couldn't buy. You shouldn't chat with strangers so randomly, some people here are real jerks, guess you figured that out.
Nanotech : Yes, understood. (But if I hadn't chatted with strangers, I wouldn't have found you)
White-lover : So….like you're gay? (Where did that come from all of the sudden?)
Nanotech : I don't know (the honest answer seems to be the best)
White-lover : Ok, guess you're kinda young to figure that now. (I'm not that young, I felt my face scrunching in displease) Anyway, it's your turn, tell me about yourself.
Nanotech : Well, I don't talk to many people, so I don't have many friends. (actually I have no friends) People think I'm strange but I just don't see things like others do, and I can see why they would think I'm strange because of it. (I was being more open and honest than I would ever imagine, although the words still came out in a controlled manner)
White-lover : F*** those shits! I think you're the cutest thing, and I'll be your pal, so don't you care about what other people think.
Nanotech : Thanks (the smile plastered on my face)
White-lover : Damn all the homework, I gotta go finish them and you should get some rest, I think it's about 2 a.m. there now right? Get a good night's rest and I'll see you tomorrow, deal?
Nanotech : Deal
White-lover is offline.
I sighed heavily, regretting the choice of country I had used, why did it have to be Australia of all places? Now he's going to cut short our time, just because he thinks I need to sleep. Hesitantly, I exited the chat rooms, going to the search engines and typed in 'Russia'.
Ok so this chappie was pointless....and oh ya I learned that LMAO meant something else than what I thought, notice how I don't use it anymore?...and the Gooserillaz thing really happened to me, it was really creepy....keep in mind that Near's only 11 so it was quite a traumatic experience...anyways hope you guys will share with me your chatroom experience with me, the juicier the better...please leave everything you wanna say in the REVIEW box...
