DISCLAIMER: I am not Stephenie Meyer and I do Not own Twilight or any of the characters they are property of Steph =D
A little warning before we begin, there is some language in this so, sorry if it's rated wrong I'm still trying to get the hang of all of this...do tell me if I should change it though. Thank You =D
Hey Again,
Sorry for the delay. I've been ill and had terrible writers block but here it is chapter two!
Enjoy =D
Elly x
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I closed my eyes and begged for him to disappear.
"You're in my imagination. You're not here. I'm seeing things. I'm going to open my eyes and he will not be standing there."
"Bella" He whispered again, I opened my eyes only to meet with his golden topaz ones, I could see them swimming in a pool of non-existing guilt. Honestly if I could cry, I'd spill over and break to the floor. I was soon brought back to reality when I felt Jakes hand on my shoulder, a threatening growl erupting from his throat,
"Jake" I begged, putting my hand on his shoulder and turning my back to the vampire I once loved with every inch of my soul, "Calm down. Go inside and get some food in you, I'll be up in a minute. I can't keep running from the past because eventually it'll catch up to me, I'd rather it be eighteen years rather than twenty eight." I smiled, stood on my tip toes and kissed him on the cheek, it was then I heard Edwards weight change to a crouch. I growled and pushed Jake inside, begging him with my eyes. He went, reluctantly and I turned to Edward, who had taken a step towards me,
"Bella" He said, trying with all his might to stay calm and stop his voice from breaking at any moment, "Bella," he repeated. Is that all he could say? I took one step towards the car and opened the passenger door. I prepared myself, my voice will not break, I will not panic and run for the door, I will be calm, civilized and act like the adult I am,
"Edward, if you would…" He slowly walked, he could have been there in two seconds but the precaution he took made me more secure. I left the door open and let his close it behind him and I took my place in the driver's side, "Edward, What…" But he interrupted me,
"No, Bella. Let me explain. I'll tell you everything, just come home." He pleaded,
"Edward, I can't go anywhere. This is my home. I live with Jake now, it's safe with him around, I don't have to worry and the smell isn't too bad…"
Again, he interrupted, "Smell?" he looked confused, oh shit! He doesn't know about Jake,
"Yeah, well Jake is the great grandson of Ephraim Black"
"You mean to say, that Jacob Black, the immature kid that lived down on that rez 18 years ago is a were fucking wolf! Bella Swan how could you be so fucking irresponsible, I left you for a reason, so you would be safe not so you could endanger your life by hanging around with young adolescent un-trained and lethal puppies!" I slammed my foot on the break and got out the car. I started to walk looking around me, I hadn't really realised where I had been heading until I recognized the same small quiet road I took to get me to the hospital when I was working.
"Bella," Edward looked startled, I couldn't help but keep my anger from all those years inside me, I had to let it out,
"No Edward! You listen to me; you listen to what I have to say before you make pointless excuses for yourself. You left me. You took me into that forest and plainly told me you didn't love me anymore, that you didn't want me. I loved you. I love you Edward. You were my life and when you barged out of it like that you left me stranded in that forest looking for you! Well guess what Edward? Reality check I was found by a werewolf! A werewolf Edward. Those things you call immature, un-trained and un-controlled puppies! THEY SAVED MY LIFE EDWARD!! I COULD HAVE DIED OUT THERE! I was empty. Not one person could heal the hole in my heart until Jacob Black turned up. He healed the part of me that was missing, or else he covered it at least because I'll tell you something, Jacob Black has done more to help me these past eighteen years than you could have done by showing your face again Edward, and I'm telling you now. It's not on and I'm not being thrown about all over the place again, I'm happy where I am and with Jake." From there I turned my back on the shocked face of Edward Cullen only to come head first with the bonnet of a red convertible M3, I was thrown over the top of the car, only just catching a few spare hairs from the driver as I flew backwards and landed on my feet, crouched, ready to pounce. How the hell I didn't hear the car coming I have no idea but it hit me and the glare on Rosalie's face as she stepped out of the car was not directed at me but at Edward. She was throwing the man who had been her brother for over one hundred years a look that could turn him to stone. One of my very few human memories were the hideous looks that Edwards sister focussed at me but right now at this moment, I had wished they were at me because if Edward had looked pained before, now he looked tortured.
"Rose, what the bloody hell are you doing here?" Edward demanded, she ignored him and turned to me,
"Making sure you don't say anything Bella." She looked at me with eyes that pleaded with me. A secret we knew, a secret that could not, under any circumstances be found out by anyone, especially not Edward. I actually suddenly felt a warming loyalty towards Rosalie; she'd stopped me from having to explain something that would most certainly push me down further in the dumps,
"Rose, I wouldn't. I promised, and unlike some" I frowned in Edwards's direction, "I keep my promises." I smiled reassuringly towards her.
"Thank You Bella. I am as well, I did mean what I said, I am truly sorry." And then Rosalie did something that was un mistakably something that would crumple me if I were human but, she moved towards me and gave me a hug, in my ear she whispered one word before she got into her car waved good-bye to Edward and drove off; "Sister."
"Bella, could you please tell me what the hell that was about?" He said,
"Sorry Edward, can't I promised." I got into the car and re-started the engine, "Are you getting in or what? I don't know about you but I could do with a good sit down and watch...what day is it? Tuesday...what's on on a Tuesday? Oh crikey I'm missing Neighbours! Edward get in this bloody car....now!" I harped on at him, on and on all the way back about missing neighbours. To be perfectly honest I wasn't really to fussed about watching neighbours, I just wanted a reason to be in the car with him sooner plus, never mind neighbours, Golden Balls was on."
Once we made it home, I got out the car and waited longer than I should have to lock to doors. I stood patiently for Edward to follow me in but instead he decided to wander around the side of the car inspecting it...
"Um...excuse me...Inspector Engine. Golden Balls?" I gestured towards the door with my hand, "Do follow now or else you'll never find which door the apartment is on" surprisingly again, he followed. I ran up three flights of stairs, through a fire exit and up a wall ladder, through a deserted flat and up another two flights of stairs. As I put my hand on the handle I could sense questions in the air,
"Wait. I will answer all of your questions in due course, first let me get in, change out of this garb and put the kettle on...I bet poor Jake is parched and in need of a decent cuppa because he cannot make one to save his life." I was about to open the door again when he interrupted,
"Bella" He whispered
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Well there you go.
Chapter Two, this one isn't as long and I am trying to make them longer I just run out of things to write about unless I'm on a roll lol.
Thanks For Reading, Next Chapter Will Be Up Soon, I'm Starting To Write now =)
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