Chapter 2
Well I got my very first reviews! And thank you guys for everything! The advice really helped! (: I know the first chapter throws everyone a little off but I promise the story I thought of is really good. I wrote that chapter in 30 minutes because it's been stuck in my head for days! I would love to keep everyone part of the story. Any suggestions and thoughts are more than welcome. I feel as though I should start over but I will continue on and finish it through so I could advance as a writer and make more stories!
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Credit to the song Marlisa Punzalan – Stand By You
Chandler POV
'Why is he with her?' He thought over and over again as he walked through the decks of the ship. His mind has gotten the best of him these past several months. His mind was in control as he walked back to his room. When reality set back in he was standing in front of room.
"I just don't understand anything anymore. I'm at loss of what to do. Darien I need you".
A tear rolled down his face as he laid his head on the metal door. He opened his door and looked around.
"It feels heavy in this room." He grabbed the chair and sat at his desk. He put his head in his hands. More tears ran down his face.
Moments later a he felt a hand on his shoulder. He tensed his muscles and picked his head up to look back. The tears showed no sign of stopping. The mysterious person tightened their grip.
"What's wrong Tom?" her reassuring voice made his tears come out even more.
"Da..Darien". He struggled with his words. His throat felt as though something was stuck in it. His chest burned from the happiness he felt and the pain he was feeling. His blue ocean eyes stared into hers. There she stood with her blonde hair tied back in a bun and he long pure white dress.
"I'm here Tom. I'm right here." She opened her arms to bring forth the broken man before her. "What's troubling you?"
Time stood still and without any hesitation he went for her comfort. He tightened his hold on her as if he was going to lose all over again. His hand reached for her head to bring her closer to him. His tears still running down his face wetting her hair
"I miss you so much, you, the kids and your father." She smiled "I can hear your pain. I can feel you struggling. Everything's okay Tom. The war on your head will shoot you down dead so don't even try to win. Is it all worth it in the end? I don't think so. The hurt in your eyes will never disguise the sparkle live there before. I know there is so much more than your showing. These people need you Tom. Sam and Ashley need their father. It's time to stop depending on a drink to take away the pain. You are so much stronger than that. It's time you left this room and move on with life. You have the cure. Your crew is getting bigger. It's time Tom. It's time to let go."
She finally lifted her hands and cradled his face in them, the thumbs gently caressing his cheeks. "Your okay Tom I promise".
Tom put his hand on hers. He closed his eyes and kept his hand on hers. As soon as he opened his eyes his reality set in. Darien was no longer standing before him. It was only just him, himself, alone in the room. His hand was still on his cheek. After a while his breathing went normal and his eyes were bright red. Tom finally had the comfort he needed. He closed his eyes and brought his arms in back of his head to help breathe.
Everything went to normal. His head didn't hurt. His chest didn't feel like it was going to rip apart. Tom dropped his hands and headed to the door. He finally knew what he wanted to do.
