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Six years later.
I can't talk. I've lost the ability to speak. I still don't remember anything, neither do I want to. I've lived with Ambrose all these years in Colorado. Five months after the attack I had my baby girl, I named her Alazne Nallely Hathaway. Alazne because I feel like she's a miracle, and Nallely cause it means 'I love you'. She has long wavy brown hair like me, but chocolate eyes. She's quiet at first, but sarcastic and dedicated. Like me, but at the same time not. I know she deserves to know who her father is, but that would mean I have to remember. Whenever I try to remember I feel pain. Sometimes in my dreams memories come back but once I wake up their gone. I always talk with Ambrose, not really though. Because when I lost my voice we all learned sign language.
Ambrose says there's someone that can help, but I told him I didn't want to go back to my old life, I just can't seem to remember why. He agrees, he says everyone thinks I'm dead anyways. But in a week we go back to court to the Queen Dragomir's wedding. For some reason I feel like I should care.
Ally interrupts my thinking train. In sign language she tells me, "Mommy, are you ok?" she's so caring and observant. I nod my head and she goes to play with Ambrose. He smiles at me. There's nothing romantically between us, I always feel like there's someone else out there. I sometimes hate not remembering, but well everything happens for a reason right? My life is quiet, I've gotten used to the fact that I can't talk. Ambrose says it's changed me a lot, but well it's not like I can actually remember.
I sigh out loud and Ambrose asks if I'm ok. I tell him what ive been thinking and he answers by saying we'll be going to court today. My stomach does the flips and I'm afraid suddenly.
Ugh, I really hate this.
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