I need you
Ch 2
Every time Dana woke next to him she was amazed, he made her feel so good and it lasted days then she needed more and it would happen again. How no one noticed her change in moods was beyond her, but Mulder was up his own butt so he wouldn't notice if her head had fallen off.
She gently gets out of bed, puts her dressing gown on and goes to make coffee.
Once in the kitchen she stands thinking about him,
Walter Skinner
the one man who can pleasure her like no other has. She laughed thinking how this all began.
She'd had a row with Mulder in the office and stormed out to go home and bumped into skinner, literally sent him flying then she run off to her car. She turned of her cell and sat at home sulking with a bottle of wine then there was a voice at the door, it was skinner.
She let him in, he worried about her as he heard the row, she said it was nothing and then he stunned her, he put his hand on her cheek
"It's clearly not nothing. If you really can't tolerate him anymore I can have you moved out. But then I'd miss you, but it's your choice"
She felt so safe and cared for, she smiled
"thank you but its fine, I can control him but he was just super stubborn. He'll be crawling on his hands and knees with apologies tomorrow. And I'd miss you too"
Then she moved her hand to his cheek, there was a spark between them, she had a deep desire to kiss him but he was her superior, and it broke every rule, but he started moving, moving towards her, sliding his hand around to her neck, he didn't stop till their lips met, he pulled back with apologies but she pulled him in again.
Suddenly it became so much more, and they ended up naked on the sofa, him on top, she knew where it was going and she wanted it, she was just about to tell him he was fine as she was on the pill when he spoke, and he spoke his biggest secret ever
"Dana your safe with me, I'm checked and I'm unable to have children but I'll stop if you say"
She was stunned, she knew he was checked but the fact he was unable to have children hit her
"its ok, I'm on the pill neway… please don't stop"
Then that was it, he slowly entered her, and what he did blew her mind. It still does the same to her now.
They went though so much after this, she lost her sister, then worst he was shot, she couldn't of moved any quicker to be at his side, it terrified her to the core the thought of loosing him. Then she found out she had cancer.
Then she's struck with thoughts of Emily and when she learnt she was barren, as soon as she got back home she threw her pills away and went over to see him. She didn't feel a woman anymore; she needed him to make her feel it again. She cried endlessly that night in his arms then they made the most passionate love ever, it meant everything. That was the moment it got serious, but then came the chat
"Dana we need to back off a bit"
She hated hearing this, and he said it was growing too serious and that they couldn't be together, it was just casual between them.
she did back off for a month, she'd been so frustrated and when they finally did, they promised never to go that long again.
Which they didn't, once every two weeks at least, but it was always more. After she learnt she was barren Mulder messed up big time, and she was going to transfer to Utah, she would have been ok but she knew she'd miss skinner but thought it be best, but god she almost kissed Mulder and she started to question her feelings for him.
She still did now, which was awful. But life carried on, right now life was fine, she had Mulder, sleeping with skinner, her family, what more could she want?
"hey baby" says a voice and two arms go around her middle "those coffees won't drink themselves"
She laughs "I know, I was thinking" she turns to face him "oww very nice, you had a shower? Without me"
"Yeah I did call twice, what were you thinking?"
"about all of this, and when it began"
"oh right, well ill drink this then go, got that meeting this morning, boring"
"you not eating?"
"no. Neway I'm missing something"
She knew what he meant and pulled him into her lips. She loved kissing him, and it seemed he did her.
He quickly drank his coffee, kissed her then left.
