Another day... at this hell of a cell... Nothing new...it was all the same...Wanda being tortured both physically and mentally...
She was losing her conceise... She was losing herself... She couldn't feel pain anymore... Not a single scream would escape her lips anymore... She was just waiting... Waiting for them to get this over with... Waiting for it to be all over...
One thing that was unusual today was that Tony Stark had come to visit them...
He had come to tell all of the team cap that they are giving them last chance to give information about His location, tell him to stop hiding... to just surrender and this will be all over... Or they'll have to face the consequences...
She found herself mentally snorting at that...what 'consequences' could be worse than what she was already going through...
If it was death... Then she was more then willing... Death would be a blessing for her!
Tony had been more than surprised to see Wanda in this state... She was worse than anyone else... She was a mess...and looking at her wounds and her distant eyes...he figured that she had gone through more than just what meets the eye...
He had felt sorry for the girl... He did apologized but he also told her that he cannot do anything about that, he doesn't have that kind of authority...
He himself was working under Ross's order...
And he cannot object to their ways of getting answer from her...
So the only way to get out of this was for her to just give in and give them what they want...
Little did he know that Wanda Had BEEN giving them what they wanted for a while now...
The truth was this was not about Captain anymore... They cared little for that... And were more focused on getting advantage from her... Or they would just beat her up for the freak she was! For all the accidents she had caused!..
To be honest she was losing everything...
She couldn't even remember how she was captured... She was losing her memory due to all those tortures... She had forgot about Captain's location... And almost about everything else...
She didn't even awknowledge Tony's presence... As she was lost in her own world... But Tony knew she could hear him
.. So he kept talking...
Atlast he gave up and went off... Wanda didn't know if she was relieved or scared...
She knew that as long was Stark here she wouldn't get hurt... But at the same time she wanted to just scream... She couldn't deal with this... She didn't know if he was telling the truth... He had let them get captured.. Hadn't He? And after all he was the first person to sign Ross's contract...
She didn't know if she could trust any man in her life ever again... Or anyone...!
She let a few more tears drop...
She remembered the first time she had joined the avengers...
She had let herself trust them because she had no one else to trust anymore...
After her brother...
She had nothing left to lose...
Then after that... The Avengers had become her family... She had built in a lot of trust... And for first time after her brother she had felt like she truly had a reason to live for...
Clint was like another brother to her... He was the first person who she had connected with...and the first who she had trust!
He did care for her.. And she could feel it... She didn't need to get in his head to know that the feeling was sincere and not out of guilt for her dead brother...
Vision was also a great friend (or had been) until he had turned her in...
The reason she liked his company was that he didn't get human emotions that much...
So she didn't have to be anxious around him... Even if she was he wouldn't understand her emotions.
But she didn't know if that was a good thing anymore...
He had just stood there... Following Starks order... Letting her get captured... And not even realizing the hurt look she had sent him... He had hurt her feelings...!
The reason she liked Natasha Romonoff was that she was unique... She was confident... And she was a woman! And Wanda needed some female company...
Someone To share her emotions with...
Although she had heard pretty bad things about Natasha back in Sokovia...
Like...
'she's a slut, whore, rude bitch, selfish and proud'...
and To be honest she had started to believe them... But then standing next to her and talking to that woman, she knew that those people had been very wrong...
She just had a tough demeanor, because she had a troubled past! But she was as much of a person as anyone else...
She liked her a lot...
Wanda had hated Tony stark all her life!
She and her brother had think of every possible way of killing him...,
She still doesn't trust him...
He locked her in her own room!
Still thinks she's a dangerous weapon but not a person!
He sees her as a ticking time bomb that would just go off in any second!
He doesnt trust her, and she doesn't trust him... So the feeling is mutual...
But she had felt some sort of guilt radiating off of him a few hours ago...
Then there's Steve Rogers...
Captain America...
The one person who had believed in her since ultron...
The one who had given her and pietro a chance to be something else! Something worthwhile...
And the one person because of who she was suffering all this...
But She doesn't blame him however, nor does she blame Clint... Afterall she had made this decision herself...
It was her choice to follow him...
And she knew the consequences...
So now she had to undergo them...
But she had never expected this... And apparently she was the only one suffering this...
She watched as her another family fell apart... It was divided into two teams...
And She wouldn't be lying if she said that it had broke her heart into pieces...
Eventually she had to chose between two parts of her family...
She doesn't regret her choice...
If she had given a hance to chose again she will still chose team cap...
She believes in Steve Roger doing the right thing... And she trusts Clint with her life...
Even if they had not been able to save her from all this... She knew in her deep dark part of her mind that she deserved it! She deserved every shock and every whip because of the damage her powers had caused the world...
She couldn't save people...
She couldn't save pietro...
She's not an avenger...
She's Worthless... !
She wants to die and end it all for good!
She was losing touch with the world...
She closed her eyes and started taking slow breaths...
She was fading...
She was...
... Fading...
