Ok so I'm not positive where this came from but it's here, probably something to with snowmaggedon. Any way as usual I don't own Bones
Cause and Effect
For every effect, there is a cause that is what restores my faith in the world. I told Booth the truth: causes and their effects are beautiful and reassuring at the same time, because the knowledge that everything is caused by something is reason for relief. Every effect has a cause and when I can't see it, I know that there is a reason behind it and that calms my nerves.
And yet there is one effect that I know the causes of, and yet I grapple with why that is the effect because it shouldn't be so. It can't be so and yet it is a simple cause and effect.
Booth showing up at my door or my office when he knows that I've had a long day is the cause of me feeling cared about.
Booth's efforts to make me laugh is the cause of my laughter even if I don't get the joke.
Booth's proximity is the cause of my heart beating a little faster.
Booth's smile is the cause of my smile.
Booth's arrival with a case is the cause of my excitement to leave the lab and spend time with him.
Booth's voice coming through the phone when he's bored is the cause of my understanding that he needs me around as much as I need him.
Booth mood is the cause of my mood.
Booth's happiness and love for his son is the cause of my love for his son.
Booth's touch is the cause for me to breathe a sigh of relief.
Booth's adamant belief in love is the cause of my belief that there is more to love than just chemicals.
Booth's willingness to challenge me is the cause for my admiration of him.
Booth's bone structure is the cause of my original psychological response to him.
Booth's gut feeling is the cause for me to see what else the evidence says to see if his gut is right.
Booth's questioning of what I've always believed is the cause of my re-evaluation.
Booth's trust in me is the cause of my trust in him.
Booth's ability to always know what I need to hear when I'm questioning something is the cause for me turning to him when I need someone to answer my questions.
Booth's personality is the cause for my continued psychological response to him.
Booth's belief in god is the cause for numerous bickering matches, which are the cause for numerous disagreements, which are the cause for him to prove his point and still stay here.
Booth's stern belief that he won't leave me is the cause for me to for once in my life rely on someone else besides myself.
Booth's actions that have saved me every time is the cause of my belief that he always will save me, every time.
Booth's intelligence is the cause of my original trust in him, not that I would ever tell him that.
Booth's understanding of me is the cause for my belief that I'm not as weird as the rest of society would like to believe.
But when it comes to love, I can't discern if my reaction to all of those things above are they cause of my feelings or the effect?
The world is a collection of cause and effect it's what makes it make sense to me; it's what makes it rational to me. Yet there is this one concept that throws it all away because it is both the cause and the effect.
Thoughts?
Baby rose
