I know it took a while. but it turned out I had no idea what to write here. and there was all kind of other stuff going on in real life too, so I have been a tad preoccupied. but finally here is the second part of summer break, I do hope it turned out okay.
thank you ChouRan for your continued support with my Kurofai fics, it has helped keep the pairing alive. I hope you like this one too :D

and Guest8, surprised to see you here but thanks for reading and commenting. I don't think I will be able to do much in the next couple of weeks either because my lieutenant is having summer vacation now, so we'll be doing stuff. like going to cabin. that should be fun.

anyways, thank you for choosing this story to read and I hope you enjoy! reviews would indicate that you read and liked.


Summer break 02

They were finally closing in on their destination. The train was slowing down and their stop had just been announced. He stood up and grabbed his backpack, slinging it over his shoulder. Fai didn't make a move to get up. It was obvious that Fai was nervous. For the last hour he had not been able to play his console or read a book or concentrate on anything. With a sigh he held out his hand

"Come on" he grunted. Fai looked up at him, surprised. The eyes shifted from his face to the extended hand and a slow smile crept onto the blond's lips. Then Fai grabbed it and allowed him to pull the blond up. "You ready?" he asked after Fai had picked up his back. Fai glanced along the seats and floor before nodding

"Yeah" the smile turned nervous. "Let's go" Fai started walking and dragged him after. He didn't have the heart to snap at the blond to let go of his hand already. The long fingers were flexed around his hand and his palm was little wet. Fai was so nervous he wondered if the blond would jump out of his skin if there would be too loud noise. But for once he decided not to tease the blond. Since being the only child he had no idea what it would feel like to meet your brother after so long.

They exited the train and Fai looked around, stretching as high as he could to see further. He rolled his eyes for the blond's antics before starting to search another blond head like Fai's.

"There" he said pulling his hand free and pointing a direction at Fai. Immediately the blond took a few steps forward before stopping. He stepped next to the blond, bending down a bit to see Fai's face. The idiot was biting his lip, eyes wide. He sighed and gently pushed Fai onward "He is as afraid of you as you are of him" he said. Fai snorted

"Yuui is not an animal" Fai retorted. He lifted an eyebrow and smirked

"Really? But he is your brother still...?" He congratulated himself when the blue eyes snapped at him and Fai scowled at him

"I'm not an animal either!" he had managed to make Fai forget at least momentarily his fear. Which had been his goal the whole time. Sometimes Fai needed to be annoyed to get him functioning.

When they got closer a guy exactly like Fai waved wildly at them. Seeing it Fai straightened up and dashed to the guy, arms wide. He watched how the two collided in a hug. Walking close enough to hear but not too close to get uncomfortable he stopped and observed the reunion. The face he saw leaning on Fai's shoulder was identical to Fai, which shouldn't have been a surprise but was still somehow unnerving. But he grinned to himself when he saw tears falling from the set of blue eyes while the guy was laughing. The two pulled away a bit, giggled and talked something in low voice before hugging again.

Finally Fai turned back to him, wiping his face dry.

"Yuui, I would like to introduce to you Kurogane" the sparkling blue eyes were full of emotion when Fai looked him in the eyes "Kurogane, this is my brother Yuui"

he shifted his gaze from Fai to the blond next to him. He bowed his head a bit

"Nice to meet you" he muttered. Yuui titled his head

"He is nothing like I imagined. You told me he was like a puppy" Yuui frowned and looked at Fai, who just shrugged

"He is like a puppy!" Fai exclaimed and he glared the blond who just grinned at him before focusing back on his brother. "But where are we going now? Kuro-wan was hungry in the train already, so..." the other blond nodded

"I know a good place"

with that, Yuui grabbed Fai's arm and they started walking. He followed after them. He was happy that Fai looked so content and happy. But he felt a bit left out, what with the two clinging to each others and whispering something that he couldn't hear. Though noticing the looks he occasionally received he figured it was better that he did not know what crazy stuff Fai was telling about him.

They went to a some grill-type diner and during the eating he started to get a bit jealous already. He could understand that the two had not met in years but it would be nice if Fai would still even smile at him occasionally.
Noticing how stupid his thoughts sounded even to himself he lowered his eyes and focused solely on eating. No way in hell was he jealous of Fai, and especially not to Fai's own twin! That was just absurd. Gritting his teeth he forced the feeling aside. He was happy for Fai. And he had enjoyed the blond's company the whole ride here so it was only fair that Yuui got some attention now.

He sighed and put his utensils down

"Be back in a minute" he said and went for the toilet. In there he splashed some water on his face and checking that there was no one else there looked himself hard in the eyes through the mirror.

"Don't ruin it for him" he muttered to himself, eyes narrowing angrily. Then he closed his eyes and focused on his breathing for a while. He had gotten too used to having Fai cling to him. At school even if they were surrounded by their own friends Fai would always smile at him, wink his eye or somehow annoy him. And now he was a bit lost. He had no realized himself how much of a granted he had started taking Fai. He made a point to recall to appreciate the blond's company more form now on. Even when he was being a pain in the ass.

"Kuro-pin?"

startled he opened his eyes and through the mirror he saw that Fai had followed him and was now standing next to him, worried. "Is something wrong?" he turned around and leaned on the sink

"No." he said and crossed his arms over his chest. Fai shook his head, making the soft locks fly around.

"Don't lie to me. What is it?"

he sighed and looked away. They had had earlier conversations about trust and he had done a lot to convince that Fai could trust him and tell him if something was bothering him, that he didn't need to carry everything alone. So it would be very unwise of him to act against his own words and not trust Fai.

If only he wasn't so serious with Fai. Then he wouldn't be so caught up with all the emotions.

"I just think what am I doing here" he muttered, still not looking Fai. He heard Fai stepping closer

"You don't like Yuui?" Fai sounded offended. He clicked his tongue frustrated

"It's not about that. I don't even know him. But since he is important to you I am okay with him too"

"Then what is it? You are all reserved and clamped up"

he looked back at Fai, annoyed. But seeing the blue eyes take most of it away. Fai was really worried about him. It warmed him. And hadn't Fai just come after him to see if he was okay. He run a hand through his hair.

"I feel... " he closed his mouth. No way was he going to say something lame like feeling lonely. He shook his head. Cool hand pressed against his cheek and Fai leaned even closer, searching his eyes. The blue eyes widened and then Fai squealed happily and kissed him straight to the mouth

"I didn't know you care about me that much" Fai said after pulling away. The blond's cheeks were tinted pink. "Don't worry Kuro-puu, I will never forget you. I am just so happy to see Yuui again"

He sighed

"I know. Don't mind me. I am happy to see you so happy"

Fai smiled at him, blue eyes soft and warm

"I know. And I am happy that you came here with me. I might have run of if it hadn't been for you steering me to the right way. I was really worried"

he chuckled

"I noticed." he pushed away from the sink and standing right in front of Fai "And we better get back to your brother before he starts wondering what we are doing."

there was a mischievous flash in the blue eyes "Fai, what are you planning?" he asked, guarded.

"Oh, nothing Kuro-min" Fai said and tilted his head to the side. A sign that he was definitely up to something. But knowing Fai he would not get it out of him and so all he could do was prepare for it. They walked back to the table and Yuui looked up at them, smiling but the blue eyes were dark. If he could read Yuui based on Fai he would say the guy was worried. He realized that the situation must be hardest on Yuui. Fai had him for support, he himself had nothing in stake. But Yuui was here all alone. He decided to try to act a bit nicer, even if it was just so that Fai wouldn't have to spend the little time they had here on him

"Sorry about that" he said and sat down. Fai sat down next to Yuui and immediately whispered something to him. Yuui's eyes widened and he looked at him then at Fai.

"Really?" Yuui asked and Fai nodded. Yuui glanced at him again and he frowned

"What did the idiot say to you?" he asked. Yuui fidgeted nervously.

"He said you two are together"

air was knocked out of his lungs. They had not tried to hide anything but neither had they openly told anyone what was going on between them. It took a moment before he could breath again. Then he cleared his throat.

"Yeah." he answered continuing his food.

"So... "Yuui started. "Have you two been doing it already?"

he choked on his food and Fai spilled his drink all over the table. They both stared blinking at Yuui who looked between them. Then he slapped a hand to his forehead

"He clearly is your brother" he said, looking at Fai. The blond was bright red

"No." Fai said, grinning nervously "How about you, you got anyone special?"

Yuui shook his head.

"Nah, not really"

he straightened up.

"I'm done here" he stated and Fai nodded

"Me too"

they got up and Yuui followed them.

"So, where do we go now?" Fai asked curiously. Yuui started walking and all they could do was follow.

"We are staying at a friend. I can't really take you home since mom would throw a fit." they both nodded in understanding and then the twins started talking about their parents and what their lives are. And now he was satisfied with just looking from the side. It was too much to handle too blond's who were trying to tease him insane and it was nice seeing Fai so open with someone. And he enjoyed greatly whenever Yuui managed to throw Fai off balance and embarrass him. It was something that he rarely managed to do himself and something that Fai did to him on regular basis.

Once they were indoors Yuui led them to a room

"Sorry about the small quarters but we should all sleep in this room. It's not like we can take over the whole place."

Fai smiled

"I don't mind, and neither does Kuro-rin" with that Fai glanced at him and he nodded confirmation.

"Whose place is this?" he had to ask

""Subaru's. He lives here alone and he is already in working world. He agreed to stay out as late as he could, so we should still have our own time."

he nodded in understanding and they all flopped down to them mattresses that were already spread on the floor with pillows and blankets.

They spent the evening talking, well he mostly just listened or zoned out, and when they were ready to tuck in Fai pulled his bag close.

"Umm" Fai started and opened the zipper. He could only smile a little at how cute Fai was. Nervous but determined to do this "I know this is silly but... I brought Mokona with me." Fai finished and pulled he white teddy bear from his back. Yuui stared at it mouth open before reaching for it, hand shaking.

"I didn't think..." Yuui took the bear and hugged it tight against his chest "I thought I was the only one!" Yuui exclaimed before going to his own small back and pulling a pale blue teddy out of it "I wanted to give Chi back to you"

he bit his teeth together when he felt a lump in his own throat seeing how moved Fai was when he hold the blue bear in his arms

"Thank you" Fai said voice shaking with emotions. Then the brothers hugged each others once again, both still clutching their bears. He had to look away before neither of them would see him touched by all this. But all the time he had been with Fai it somehow had felt like Fai was missing something, no matter what they were doing and now he finally felt like Fai would really be okay.

He crawled under his cover. He would let the twins have their time together. He could just keep watch here and rest.

He woke up in the middle of the night when something pressed against him. He opened his eyes and patted the thing. It was a freaking teddy bear. Grabbing it he tried to see witch one was it. The blue one. He looked past the bear and at Fai, who was looking at him

"You should sleep so you have the energy to have fun tomorrow." he whispered.

"I know." Fai said and wormed closer "But I just had to thank you. If it wasn't for you, none of this would have happened."

"Tsk" he said, "You could have done it, it might have just taken a bit longer"

they were silent. He heard Fai yawn

"I'm still happy that you are here."

he licked his lips

"I'm... glad that I came too" he said. Soft hand brushed against his cheek before Fai had wormed close enough to kiss him. Tongue trailed into his mouth and he pulled Fai closer and the blond followed eagerly.

"Don't get me wrong, it's great that you take such a good care of my brother, but you mind saving that for later?" came amused voice in the distance. They jumped apart and he was grateful that it was too dark for anyone to notice how his cheeks were burning. Fai must have been embarrassed too since he chuckled awkwardly and moved back to his mattress.

"Sorry" Fai said sheepishly. There was an airy laugh

"No worries. Like I said, I am happy to see that you are doing well"

he buried himself back under the blanket and turned around. He wanted to sleep.
And with the brothers again talking and whispering to each others he drifted to sleep. And just before he passed out wholly he noticed that he was still holding onto something. Fai's bear. Sleepily he thought if he should return it to Fai but noticing the two were busy talking he decided he would not make a fool out of himself by showing himself with the bear now.
Besides, he didn't mind having something of Fai with him to hold now that the real Fai was busy elsewhere. And it let him dream what it would be like to sleep like this with Fai in his arms.


so. that was the end of this Kurofai. I wonder if I will one day write a fic where they are grownups. since nearly all of mines are about them being in one school or the other.

well. time will tell. happy summer everyone!