What Am I Doing?- A Vampire Knight Fanfiction.
(If you want all of the disclaimer and crap, then go back to the first chappie. I'm not putting it up here a bunch of times, unless needed.)
Chapter 2- This Is My Angry Face
Zero+
Ok, so I woke up, drenched in sweat. Why? Probably because I had a fucking sex dream with Kaname and myself. ...No wait... I checked the sheets and guess what? It wasn't just a dream... it was a wet dream! Yaaay. God, I need to take a break.
Cursing, I balled up my soiled blankets and tossed them into the bathroom, where I proceeded to get ready for the day. After my shower, I just crammed them in the tub until I had time to wash them. Tugging on my uniform, still thoroughly pissed off, I stormed from the dorm and out into the courtyard where I found that I was late for escorting the Night Class back to the Moon Dorms. The sun was already up and the vampires had all gone? Oops...
I saw Yuki standing with her arms crossed over her chest, looking disshelved, standing under the shade of the trees that surrounded the pathway to the school building. I sighed ready to listen to her chew me out when I came to a stop in front of her, but as soon as she drew breath a hand plopped down on her shoulder. We both looked up to see Kaname Kuran, president of the Night Class. Nautrally, Yuki spazzed out and said, "Kaname-sama! What are you doing back out here?"
His odd colored eyes landed on my face now and he took a step forward speaking in his smooth, soothing voice, "I wish to speak to Kiryu, here."
Willing my face not to flush I said flatly, "What do you want, Kuran?" He chucked, a low rumbling sound in his throat. Crap- I felt my blush begin seeping over my skin and I turned away slightly. I didn't really take notice, but Kaname told Yuki that she should go to class, and that he'll send me along soon after. She complied as everyone does if told by Kaname.
"Well?"
"Hm? Well, what?" he said. Had he honestly forgotten that he wanted to talk to me? --;
"You said you wanted to talk to me...?"
"Ah, no. I wanted to do this-"
I opened my mouth to question again, but my words were long gone when Kaname's lips ghosted over my own. I even felt the tip of his tongue trace along my bottom lip. That was it. I was gooooone. I froze in place, my mouth still open and everything. My eyes were opened so wide, it felt as though my eyebrows touched my hairline. All of the air getting into my unblinking eyes stung them, but they were stuck, too, on Kaname. He was smiling with those same lips that just... that just kissed me! In fact, those same lips that moved to my ear and whispered, "That, my dear Zero, is what I want. ...At least a quarter of what I want."
My mouth moved on it's own, asking him, "Wh-what are you doing...?"
His face became sincerely thoughtful, "Hm. What am I doing, indeed."
Either the color left my face all together, or the blood rushed to my face when my tongue tasted the pureblood's mouth still on mine. Suddenly, I felt so powerless before him. I used to be known as the only one who could glare fearlessly at Kaname, but now he was less than a foot away from me and I could barely bring myself to look at him. And it wasn't out of shame, it was more of just unbridled embarrassment. I mean, I don't think I'm gay or anything, but I didn't react as strongly as I thought I would. Along with last night's thoughts and nocturnal emissions and all... I was confused.
And Kaname! He kissed me! Surely someone with so many adoring female fanatics, he wouldn't be gay.
"Zero, you're eerily quiet. Aren't you going to point your Bloody Rose at me like you always have?" He took a step closer, and I winced, actually wanting to take out my gun. "I'm so close, even I don't think I'd be able to dodge it." He was closer once more, and I could feel his dominance over me already. I closed my eyes tightly; I couldn't move away- why? I felt his breath on my lips once more. "Zero...", he purred. Oh, no...
"Kaname, Kaname!" someone called.
My eyes shot open to see Kaname back away from me. We both turned to where the voice had come from. It was Ichijo Takuma, the vice president of the Night Class. He sheilded his face from the sun as he ran over to us. Once under the shade where we were, he flashed a bright, but tired-looking, grin to us.
"Ah, Kiryu! Hello. Shouldn't you be in class?"
I was too busy choking on tangible shock to answer him and I was glad when Kaname stepped in with: "Ichijo, shouldn't you be in your dorm?" I glanced up at Kaname. He seemed sort of irritated with the interruption. But I sure wasn't. I attempted to inch away from the two vampires, but as soon as I moved, they both looked at me. I figured if I ran like I wanted to, Kaname would have to handle Ichijo's questions later... I decided I didn't care. I tore out from under the trees and took off towards my dorm. Sure, class was in, but I hope you don't honestly think that I would be attending class after that little twist of fate.
I was curled up on the mattress of my still coverless bed, quivering. What just happened couldn't have been real. I closed my eyes and wondered when I would really wake up and go help Yuki with the Night Class, because it must've all been a dream. Ever since yesterday, nothing has been the same, boring life at Cross Academy. It's changed. All of it. Now, I am angry and confused. And it's all because of Kaname Kuran. I groaned softly while curling up into a tighter ball. Deep inside, I knew this was real.
"Kaname... it's because of you that I'm so pissed, but can't stop thinking about you of late..."
"Is that so?"
I sat up quickly, leaning back on my elbows, looking at the person who just came into my room. The person that just heard me confess my thoughts aloud.
"K-Kaname... I didn't hear you come in."
He smiled softly and closed the door behind him. I stared at him as he swiftly, yet gracefully came towards me on the bed. The sinful thoughts of him intensified as he put one knee on the bed and seemed like he was going to get up next to me. He murmurred, "Most don't. Especially, if they are deep in thought... Zero, tell me, why do you blame me for your thoughts?"
I tried focusing on answering him, but this was no easy task when his hand was drifting down my chest and approaching my waistline.
"Uh... um. You... you're..."
He leaned in and whispered against my lips, "Come on, Zero. Where's that anger I bring?"
I moaned when his knee pressed against my groin and sent a ripple of feeling through my pelvis. He was fully on the bed now and he was hovering over me, his limbs braced on all sides of me. My breath was shortening with this sudden intrusion of my personal space, but, like before, I was powerless to stop it. Or maybe... I didn't want it to stop.
"The anger that makes you so beautiful, Zero. It's your only emotion, it seems. Show me."
I whimpered. How the hell can I be physically angry when he's doing this to me? I endured another pressurized kneeing to my crotch and whined, "Kaname, I... I am angry..."
His mouth hitched up into a smirk and he seemed amused.
"This is how you look when you're angry nowdays?" he paused to kiss me, but it wasn't like last time. This time, it was prolonged and heated, and this time I felt my mouth respond a little. Not much, but to respond at all to another man's lips (a vampire no less) was enough to make me notice. I gasped when he pulled away, saying, "I'm glad I'm the cause of your 'anger', then."
I was relieved when he sat up off of me, but that was short-lived, because now he started unbuckling my belt.
Author's Notes: Ooh, I like the ending of this chappie MUCH better than the first one. How about you? I like it especially because it's a cliffhanger! Fwahahah! As you may have figured chappie three will be the lemon or lime yaoi... I mean I don't think there will be any penetration because Zero isn't THAT incapacitated. Um, can someone tell me which is more graphic lemon or lime? I feel retarded for not knowing. --
Oh, and I think maybe I might need help with what should happen later in the story. Among my friends, I am notorious for not finishing stories, but it's only because I haven't thought out the plot fully. Thank You peoples:D
