A/N – Here you have Chapter 2. I know, I know, I was supposed to post it sooner but real life just made it impossible for me. I am sorry to have kept you waiting.
I want to thank all of you that left me my very first reviews and to those who added my story to story alert and story favorites. You all made me smile like crazy!
I do not own Eric, Sookie or any of the other characters in the SVM books. They belong to the most talented writer, Charlaine Harris. I am just borrowing them for a while so they can get to play a bit with mine and with each other. Of course, I have to confess that I would be a very, very, VERY happy woman if I had book-Eric or TB-Eric (Alex). OR better yet ...had BOTH of them, for real! *giggles*
Ok, enough about my delusional talk, here you have my next chapter. Hope you enjoy reading it and leave me your review. I would love to hear from you! =) *puss puss* (kiss kiss in Swedish)
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CIRCUS
II
SPOV
I was in a very dark place. Silence all around me. Suddenly, from nowhere, a strong light hit my face. I couldn't see anything past the beam of light that engulfed me. I couldn't hear anything or have any clue as to where I was. I started to feel scared but at the same time I was anxious and curious to find out what place was this I was in. I closed my eyes and tried to listen harder but there were no voices nor any other sort of noise. Wait! I could feel that something was close... or someone... I just felt a presence. I opened my eyes and as I did so the light was turned off. I wanted to move and see if I could find a way out of this place so I raised my arms and put my hands in front of me. I took a step... then another... and another... and still another... and nothing!
I felt the same presence again, only stronger. I stopped moving. An overwhelming wave of energy hit my senses and I knew its epicenter was behind me. I turned around fast, but couldn't see shit. I tensed up and immediately started to feel something stir inside of me. My "inner Hulk" (A/N - Zigster expression in her story the Bitch and the Hellcat) wanted to get out. It was always ready to appear whenever I felt defensive and needed to protect myself from others. It was very familiar to me and one I could never control properly. But I had learned with time that if I really set my mind to it I could delay it or even stop it from coming out of me. Well, most of the times, anyway. This time I willed it to stay inside of me and it complied. Good boy! I did love my inner-green-guy, but I soon acquired the knowledge that almost every time I let him get out there were far more damages than benefits to my persona.
"Hello! Is someone out there?" I asked making sure my voice sounded as calm, controlled and Hulk-free as I could possibly muster under the circumstances.
Movement... I know I felt it and then a voice answered me: "You seem lost. Are you in need of any assistance?" GOD! What a voice! I shivered from my head to my toes and my own voice got caught in my throat. I closed my eyes again and shook my head to get the blood moving to the part of my brain that made speech possible. What was wrong with me? It was just a voice, a very beautiful and sexy male voice, but just a voice. Snap out of it, Sookie!
"Yes, can you please tell me where we are and how I can get out of this place?" I finally managed to say after a while.
"I can show you the way... if that is what you wish." He vaguely answered and I could perceive he was much closer to me this time.
"Yes, please. I'd really appreciate your help. Thank you!" I quickly replied.
"I will need to get closer… do not be frightened!" He whispered in my hear and I almost came in my panties. Jesus Christ! If his voice did this to my body then I wondered what his touch would do to me.
"Oookay!" I stammered. Then he touched me. He put his big strong manly hands on each one of my arms and his chest touched my back. I felt a jolt of electricity course through my whole body. I think I moaned. No, I definitely did moan. The sensation of having him this close to me, touching me was so damn good. Instinctively, I pressed my back to him and he let out a deep sensual groan.... GOD! Fuck me! I mean... no, don't... HELL!
I tried to summon some reason into my brain and managed to behave myself by stopping what I was doing. I stopped pressing my back to his body. I sure didn't want to find out, there and then, if by any chance I had a hypothetical "inner-nympho" within my rich and multiple inner self. Yes, I admit it, my poor brain was so out of it at this point that my thoughts were not making any sense whatsoever!
"Can you please show me..." I started to ask him but stopped when I felt his lips on the right side of my neck. I almost jumped out of my skin and stepped out of his reach. I was so proud of myself! Of course, I knew right way that if I let him touch me again things might get out of control. I knew that if those lips were to touch my skin a second time I would be so inevitably screwed.
"Come, I will show you how...." He said quietly as if nothing had happened and not even bothering to complete his sentence.
He took my left hand and I let him guide me. It was so dark.... I kept telling myself that it was just my hand in his, nothing else, nothing to worry about, Sookie. His hand was cold but I liked the sensation it produced on my hot hand. Cold 'n Hot! Hot 'n Cold! Hmmm... wasn't that a song I used to listen to? I definitely needed to find something to keep me distracted and my brain was being very good to me, for once. Yes, because like seconds ago that same brain of mine was sending all sort of urgent messages to the rest of my body and making my libido shift into overdrive. Bad brain, making me lust over a totally unknown stranger that I couldn't even see. That was definitely not a too proper thing for a decent Southern Lady to do!
I was so caught up in my insane internal monologue that I didn't even realize he had stopped and had apparently turned to face me. I kept walking and ended up with my face buried in his chest. He smelled so good and his chest felt so hard and smooth... wait, smooth? I lifted my right hand and touched his chest... hmmmm... yep, smooth alright and very much defined too. Oh, and there was nothing between my face, my hand and his cold smooth skin. Just his smooth skin on my skin. Have I mentioned already that it was really smooth, his skin?... Ok, time to double check now! I rubbed my face all over his muscled pecs and let my open right hand's palm be my face's faithful follower. I came to a conclusion: Ok, on time 2 it was still definitely smooth. No need for time 3, as much as I wouldn't mind doing it this time. Anyway, I don't think I would have had the time to do it even if I wanted to, because as soon as I heard the sensual rumble coming from inside of him followed by his very sexy and deep groan I knew that I had to stop and force myself to come to my senses. It was either that or I would end up licking and probably drooling all over him and from that point on there was really no going back. I would come undone!
Once again, I stepped back and tried to get away from him, as fast as I could, but I wasn't fast enough. He grabbed the back of my head with his left hand and put my face back in his chest. Immediately, my mouth opened and my tongue got out on its own volition and started licking his left nipple. Then my lips sucked on it and my teeth decided to give it a little bite. This time, he released a very load moan followed by a devastating groan that set my entire down under region on fire. I licked, sucked and bit, not only his left nipple but his right one too. I was as if possessed. Where the hell is an exorcist when you need one?
Suddenly he pulled my head from one of his nipples and tugged at my hair making my head go back and my face look up... I was sure at this point he was going to lay the mother of kisses on me and I most definitely was not going to say no. It was still dark as pitch but I closed my eyes anyway and waited for the one that would doom me. Can you really stop a volcano's eruption once it has started? Yep, my thoughts exactly!
Oh, GOD ALMIGHTY... I was so fucked!
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I woke up. I could hear Kate Perry inside my head and someone was tugging at my hair. I looked around and saw this cute little blue-eyed blond haired boy pulling at my hair trying to get a reaction out of me. When I looked directly in his eyes he released my hair, gave me a wicked grin and walked away with a very satisfied look on his face. Mission accomplished. Grown up is awake.
Yes, horny and frustrated grown up was most definitely awake. I am pretty sure I was still open mouthed until I came to the full realization of my whereabouts. Down under things were pretty hot and humid. I was inside a plane. My IPOD was playing Kate Perry's song "Hot 'n Cold" and Amelia was sleeping in her seat on my left side. Thank God for small favors! If she had noticed that I got all hot and bothered over a dream I would never hear the end of it for as long as I lived.
Damn it! I was only dreaming! Or maybe hallucinating is much more likely! I closed my eyes hoping I could somehow press a button in my brain for the play to go forward after the pause. But, of course it didn't work, it only worked on my DVD Player and on my IPOD.
I turned off my IPOD and looked down at my lap where the reason we were on this plane, the magazine I had discovered in the little coffee and breakfast place back home, was wide open in that same very page as before. Again I looked at the picture. Wouldn't it be so fantastic that the he in the picture was the HE in my dream? I guess I would never know that since I never got to see the HE in my dream. And with my luck, I guess I would never get to see the he in the picture either.
I inhaled deeply and released all the air in my lungs (and hopefully all my frustrations, too!), afterwards. I needed to get some sort of distraction and so I decided to pay attention to the TV screen in front of me and watch a bit of the movie that was playing on board.
The last thing I remembered, before Amelia woke me up to tell me to fasten my seat belt and to prepare myself for landing, was having read the word CIRCUS. And I couldn't stop myself from thinking that, at this rate, soon I would be good enough to be the guest clown once I arrived finally there.
I had no dreams this time. Just my plain good old luck back.
TBC
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A/N - *looks around to see if anyone liked it*
You guys will have to excuse me for my mistakes, but not only am I not from an English-speaking country and therefore am bound to put my foot in my mouth, but it is rather late, 4.26 a.m., so I am practically sleeping here, you guys! I will try to take a better look at it tomorrow but I want to post this chapter now before I go to bed. Tomorrow or Today I will be sleep walking at work in about 4 hours or so. *giggles*
Oh, so how was TB, episode 4? I can't wait to see it tomorrow. I envy you all in the U.S. that get to see it on Sundays. Poor me has to wait for Monday. *sniff*
Dreams can be so rewarding sometimes! What was your best dream ever? =)
