Disclaimers: All credits goes to Amano Akira.
Somewhere I Belong (Mukuro)
When this began
When Mukuro reached the doorway, the feeling of dread grew. It was funny how he cared so much about her. He grew up in a world filled with darkness where light can't even reach. He grew up to think humans were pawns... no to think they all are puppets. He was the puppeteer.
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A humorless chuckle escapes his throat when he saw his hand shook as he reached for the doorknob to their house. Was he really afraid to see what was behind the doors?
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He pushed her away not wanting to taint her with the darkness he carries; he did all that for her sake... but would she understand? Will his Nagi understand that?
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His hand furiously shook as he finally turned the brass knob. Cold sweat formed and his breath turned shaky.
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Empty... The house felt so empty... lonely. To be memorized by the mist user he found... He let out a bitter chuckle.
"Kufufu, to feel this useless emotion... what a spell you put me under Nagi." he said with a smirk filled with emotions he never thought he had.
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He brought up his hand to his face clearly frustrated. He saved her from blink of death, pushed her away... then threw her away when her feelings for him grew. Taking a deep breath, he stands up using the wall for support.
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Walking to their- no it alone was his, he found the photo they took at their first date.
"A monster like me doesn't deserve an angel like you."
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His mismatched eyes caught a white envelope neatly placed on the night drawer with her neat writing on it.
Mukuro-sama
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He picked up the letter gently as it was to shatter with his touch and slowly tore the envelope.
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Mukuro-sama, if you are reading this letter then I had already decided to take my leave. He let out a chuckle, thinking how it was like her.
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I guess I wasn't as strong as you thought I'll be and I guess that is the reason why you push me away. He shook his head at that wishing that he could tell her his reason for that.
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Though this may not matter to you, I still love and want to be with Mukuro-sama... but I guess that is impossible. Mixed emotions swelled in his chest.
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This may be selfish of me, but I want to become a stronger so Mukuro-sama will look at me again. Some of the words blurred due to water droplets... Her tears.
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But we both fully know that is a silly fantasy of mine, so I promise won't meet up with you again. His throat squeezed tightly.
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But thanks to Mukuro-sama I experienced many things! I am forever grateful to you Mukuro-sama for making me live once more. He felt his heart squeeze painfully... something he never thought he would ever experience... nether less from one of his so called puppets.
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Farewell Mukuro-sama, Chrome Dokuro He felt something trail down his cheeks and was surprised to know he was crying.
"No Nagi, I thank you for giving me something I never thought I have..." He a puppeteer, heart was taken away by his puppet.
Again ... are where the lyris are suppossed to be.
To understand the story more you should listen "Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Parks while reading.
(I personally think this song represents some parts of Mukuro, but that could be only me.)
