It has been so long since the day that I thought about Lucifer, I barely have time to think of myself before I would have to go back into the mortals world and protect them from demons and the upcoming end of the world. Lucifer was going to be set free and we were going to have to fight him, all of us, together. I did not want to fight an old friend, someone who really had cared about me, someone that I really cared about in return. He had been my friend and one of the only friends that I really had and still have in heaven. I hope that he will not go through with this when he is released from his cage in hell, but he has had much time to plan and very time to think about everything, know him the way that I do, he will not be very happy. If Anna hadn't fallen from grace I would go to her for help.

Anna had been very high up, she was almost as high as you could get, she had been right below Zachariah, and we all moved up from there. I mean I got all new kinds of powers that I thought that I would never get, she fell and I flew right up in the charts. Since Castiel is and always will be younger then me, he is lower in the. . . we will call it a food chain then I am pretty much his Boss. Castiel and I are still mates, but sometimes I use too much of my power and I use it against him when I think that we should fall out of a fight or something that we have been assigned too. Most of the time he has to pull me back into reality and he had to tell me that we were both going to get out of this safely.

I've had to change body many times, while Cas prefers to stay in one body for many years until he feels like he has worn it out like clothing. I like to have the younger bodies, because they feel a lot more like me then any other bodies do feel. Cas feels like he should have a middle aged body, someone who has been through life and someone who really knows that he would like to have this kind of life, a devoted man of God. He found that in his latest vessel, he found that him and this Jimmy were much alike. They were devoted and they were both have much care about their woman. Although Jimmy had a child with his wife, and they were married, I still see Castiel and him very much alike.

I chose someone young, with bright red hair. She was born on Friday, June 4th, 1993. She is seventeen and is devoted to god. Although sometimes she is a disbeliever, she will always have faith in god, which makes her perfect for me. When I spoke to her about using her body, she was heartbroken from her ex-boyfriend, she did not want to live with her parents for any longer and she thought that this would be a way out of it all. It was. She was a blue-eyed, red-brown haired girl that I fit into well. She seemed to be perfect for me and I think that I am perfect for her. I got into all of her thoughts and I found out many different things about human couples. I would have to try some of this onto Castiel, to see how much of a couple we really are.

The next time we had a moment to relax was when his case, and also mine, was well. . . taken a break you could say. Not like we had dumped Dean or Sam off the face of the earth, no Cas would never let me do that to them even if I really wanted to, he would never say it but he cared for those fools. Zachy was sending them into a different world, to make sure they knew what their real place was. We didn't know how long it would take for them to come back from that world, or how many times Zachy boy would put them through the ringer before he would call it quites and let us get back to work. Castiel was sitting, alone, in our motel room. . . well Sam and Dean's motel room that they had rented out for the next two weeks.

He was sitting in the dark in the kitchen on the room and was just starring into the dark, doing nothing. It was now or never that I would try these moves on him. I didn't know really how I was going to do it. . .all I knew was I was going to try some things on him, somethings that I know would either make us a real mated couple like the ones on earth, or just the angel mates, the ones that do not even touch one another. I smiled as I came over to him, got onto my knee's and made sure he looked me in the eyes. I didn't say anything, I just waited for him to get a little more relaxed with me here before I made a move.

" Yes Vicky?" He asked, trying to look away but kept coming back to my eyes.

I just moved in a little closer to him and the chair until my body and either his or the chair was touching. He was all the way back in his hair, looking almost scared of what could happen here and I just leaned in lover to him, wrapping my hand around his head and pulling him down to my lips before letting them touch. He jumped back, almost falling out of his chair, but the wall had cough him.

" What was that for?" He asked, rather angrily.

" It was a kiss. . . something that the humans do to show affection to one another. Castiel, we are a mated couple. I just thought since we are that we should show affection to one another. Like that." I knew this was going to end badly from there on. Castiel was tensing up, he did not say anything he just starred. " Do you not believe that we should be able to do that to one another?" I asked, trying to get a response out of him. Something to say that he was listening and was comprehending the words I was saying. He just walked away, into another area of the motel room.

" Are you afraid?" I was a little angry at him now. But I was in more of a touting type of mode, something that I had become very well at doing, pushing someone until they broke. Nothing more then that.

" Of what?" He said, not even looking me in the eyes. Was he ashamed of what I had done?

" Are you afraid that father would not be impressed with us showing some sort of affection towards one another? Castiel, he's not here. He left heaven and now were alone! He's not watching and you're still afraid of him! He said that we should stick together, he never said how we should or how far we could do with one another!" I was sitting right in front of him, making sure that he could not go anywhere. " Castiel, we could do whatever we please and no one would punish us for it. No one is going by those rules anymore!" I smiled at him and I could see in his eyes that he was thinking about it. He wanted to so badly, he just needed a little push from a good friend to help him through it.

Then he pulled me into his lap, wrapping his strong arms around my lower back and pulling me into his lips. His hands moved all around my body, never going under the clothing but all around, from my hand all the way down to my thighs and back up again. I felt my heart leap out of it's chest and something in my stomach that made me even more shocked. He was moving quickly around me, kissing me in many ways, at one point one of his hands had made it all the way to my head and pulled me in closer to him, connecting our lips more then I thought possible. He was fierce and was very animal like in the way that he kissed, I never would have thought this with my little Cas. His fast and hard motions slowly turned into soft and passioned kisses, it felt like some sort of magic was being held above us. As we pulled away I smiled as he looked at me, tilting his head in a confused way.

" What is it?" He asked.

" I guess you are not as scared as I thought you were." I smiled as he pulled me back into another kiss. The magic continued all through the night. . .

" Cas?" Dean shouted the next morning, Castiel and I were laying on what we thought to be Sam's bed. We had not done much with each other besides kiss one another, but I had gotten sick of his trench coat after awhile and threw it across the room and undid his tie, just a bit. " Whoa!" Dean said as he came into the bedroom to see Castiel, his arm wrapped around me and my wrapped around him and both of us watching the television.

" Umm. . . wow." Sam said, neither of us really looked up from the television, Cas was much more sucked in then I was, but I really just wanted them to be in a little more shock then they already were before I spoke to them. We knew what they were talking about and what they were seeing.

" Cas did you get a little ass today? Who is she?" Yeah they had never met me before, I was usually in the shadows, watching and making sure that none of them are hurt.

" I'm Victoria." I said looking up to see Dean smiling and Sam standing there, still in shock. Their face's were hilarious and something that I only thought you could see on the television. " and no Castiel did not get any. . . ass as you said." I smiled, I knew all about Dean Winchester and also Sam too.

" She's my mate." Castiel said, not once did he take his eyes off the television. " She is an angel of the lord, as I am."

Sam and Dean went from looking at one another to looking and myself and Castiel and then doing the whole thing over again, this went on for a minute maybe even longer. Dean was the most shocked I mean his face was priceless in confusion and well more confusion. Sam looked a little more mellow about the whole thing, I mean he looked. . . well I don't even know what he looked like, he was just more mellow about this then Dean.

" Wait wait wait. . . I thought that angel's were not supposed to feel emotions." Dean stated

" Were not, but we always have. Besides being mated does not have to be because you fell emotions for one another, sometimes it's just because you feel you have more of a friendship with them then with anyone else, other times Father would tell you that you will be with this person. I do not know any angel that has mated with another person because of emotions, besides maybe being greedy." I sighed, going back through my memory's

" So what was it with you and this chick Cas?" Dean said, Castiel sighed and Sam just starred.

" I have a name thank you, it's Victoria and don't call me a chick." I said.

" Feisty." Dean said and looked back to Castiel.

" She was the girl that I thought that I could be with for the rest of time, she had been my first and one of my only friends in heaven." He said and smiled to me.

" We have been a duo ever since." I smiled back at Castiel.

" Duo? Ha. So where have you been this whole time when Cas was with us?" Dean said.

" Oh me? I was in the background, making sure Cas here didn't get his ass kicked by some little humans like you two." I smiled, finally I was getting the chance to talk to the Winchester's.

" Makes since Dean." Sam said. Oh. . . he speaks. " I doubt that they would have one angel looking after the both of us, even when we are together."

" He's the smart one here I can see and he is correct. When Cas got you, Dean, out of hell I was here watching Sam." I smiled and looking over to him, he looked a little scared. " I got the interesting one I can say that's for sure."

" We have been together since the day we mated. Since all the humans got placed onto earth." Castiel said and that was the last thing that any of us said to one another, Dean and Sam wanted to go to sleep and Castiel and I left and let them sleep in peace.

Castiel and I just walked around the town, just walking and not really talking to one another. It was our way of getting a little piece in this world. Knowing that we would not have enough time to relax in heaven, we just usually stayed on earth for awhile. We were in a really low-key town in the middle of North Carolina. There was not a lot to do around here beside drink mass amounts of alcohol and go swimming in the beaches. Castiel and myself could do neither, so we just walked.

" So you really think that you can put up with me for the rest of time?" I said jokingly.

" Yes." He stopped me in the middle of the sidewalk, pulling me in closely and kissed me again. Every time he kissed me, I got that feeling again where it felt like something was wrong with me and I did not want him to stop, although I knew that all good things come to an end. When our lips disconnected I felt like I could not breath, it was like the world was coming to an end. So I pulled him in for a few more kisses.

I will never know what it is about his kisses that make me feel that way, I may never really know why I love them so much, I just can't help but want more and more kisses from him. His lips are like a bad drug for me, so addicting and make me so out of control, but at the same time it was so amazing for me too, now that I had a little of them I need it more and more. The way that I feel with him, the way that I need him more then ever right now, it makes me wonder. . . does he feel the same for me? I wonder if he needs me lips just as badly.

" You make me feel like I am not in control of my own body anymore." He smiled as I set him free from my lips.

" Not your body." I said as I started to walk down the sidewalk again.

" Seriously. You make me feel like I can not breath without you, you make me feel now like I never have before. I think that this emotion will never go away now that I have felt it, really I doubt that I will ever get away from it." He sighed as he started after me.

" Oh. You wont. I'm a very addicting person, remember that Cas." I smiled as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in toward him, I was still facing away from him but it was a nice feeling. We just stood there for a second and listened to the earth moving around us, just listened to the world that Father had made. I wonder if he is happy with this world or not, if he really likes what he has done or not.

" Oh, I have known that for years now Vicky, trust me you have been addicting since the day that I first met you. You have and always will be one of the most addicting things in my life." His words made me smile, made me face start to heat up a little more too. It was something that I could not explain to him.

We just walked for the rest of the night, speaking some of it but most of the time we were just looking around and seeing all the different sights of the mortals world. We had walked miles until we made it to a beach, it was a little after one in the morning and we were the only ones on the beach. It was peaceful, just resting my head onto Castiel's chest and looking up into the sky, listening to the waved hit the land and then retreat back into the ocean. We sat there and I looked into the sky and remembered the past, when Lucifer, Gabriel and Micheal had all gone and painted the sky with stars.

It was a dark night and Lucifer had said something about how the sky looked so dark at night, that there needed to be something to light it up at night. So the three of them went up into the sky and started to paint stars into the sky. Gabriel was the one that started to make all the different people into the sky he said that it made it look more. . . like his type of master piece. Typical guy though always doing things that father would not agree with, so Micheal had to go back and make them better. Lucifer came back and told me to look into the sky, to look for something in the sky that was for me. I never found it, but for the longest time he would take me out at night and just stare into the sky with me. Saying that one day or another I would find it.

I found it that night. I was looking into the sky and remembering all the different stars that they had made and onto the far left of my sky there it was. It was small and most likely very far into space, but there it had been. It was and L with a V under it with a heart around it. It was beautiful and most likely took a lot of time to make. Why would Lucifer had done this? I mean I know that he wanted us to be mates, but had he really had more then just wanting to be a mate on me? Had he felt the emotions that I doubted he really had in him. . . and more then that was he feeling all of those for me? I laid in Castiel's arms and just starred at it, it was bright and shined through almost all of the other stars. It was so beautiful. Did Lucifer really feel love for me?