This is the second chapter to Cant Get Over It. This is the chapter where Logan and Kendall have sex for the first time. ha ha...exited about writing this but I feel bad for Kendall already, and the awkward conversation afterwards...lmao. Its gonna be weird. Anyways my smut skills arent the greatest but this is gonna be as good as I can make it. So please enjoy. Oh and also the first teacher from chapter one was James. But my computer was being a idiot and for some reason wouldnt publish , soo yeah, sorry about that.

Disclaimer: I dont own BTR.

It had been almost a month since Logan had started teaching English class. Kendall was becoming a little less unnervousr around the older man, and had gotten to know him quiet well. He knew where he had gone to college, how old he was, where he had gone to high school, what his favrite books were and things like that. Some of the information had came fromthe school website, and the other half was Kendall asking Logan what his favrite book was in the most shy manner possible.

Camille and Katie teased him about it daily, and Kendall had had to pay his sister off not to tell there mother so there mom wouldnt make fun of him too. Kendall was kinda wishing he still had the fifty bucks but he guessed that was what it took to keep secrets from parents. He told them all the time it was just a stupid baby crush and he was pretty sure he was getting over it, and he guessed they had believed him until the next day when Logan had bended over and Kendall swooned, because yeah there teacher had one fantastic ass.

Camille had picked on him all during free period for that one.

Now he started to dress better, do even better work. Desperate for Logans attention or a complaiment. Logan always compliemented him on his work. He pointed out how much detail and compassion he put into his writing or how well he read or understood a book. Kendall had been a little upset he hadnt got any attention about his looks but then one day, Kendall wore black jeans and a green button-up the exact same color of his eyes and the teacher had told him it looked nice on him. Kendall had been bursting with exitement over this ALL DAY. He had even had a dream about it. So yeah...Kendall was a little over dramatic about it.

But still Kendall was a very shy around the older male. Not talking unless talked to, always keeping his head down or not meeting Logans dark brown eyes. He blushed everytime Logan spoke to him and got highly embarrassed whenever Logan told the class how wonderful Kendall was in his work, and that he was proud of the youngest memeber of the class. Which his sister and Camille never failed to tease him about.

And lately Kendall had been having some...wet dreams about the teacher. Kendall had never had a wet dream before. And the first time he had wooken up with cum filled pants and a sore throat from screaming the teachers name in his sleep, thankfull neither his sister nor his mother had been home. But the first time it happened it had freaked the younge virgin out, but now he was used to cum filled pants when he woke up, and always fell asleep with his face in the pillow so his pleasured screams wouldnt wake up his sister and mom. Hard thing was was that he had to wake himself up at almost five thirty in the morning to clean his pants and then wash his seats, so Katie didnt have to wake up and find his cum all over him. That would just be so...awkward.

So yet again he woke up with cum filled pants. He rubbed at his face, trying to forget the dream, this time Logan had slammend him up against the class room door and Kendall had begged the teacher to fuck him. The teacher had. Kendall blushed deeply as he got up, thankful this time no cum was on his sheets. He went into his bathroom and stripped and then got in the shower.

When he got out he dried himself off and then went threw his closet. For some reason he got the feeling he should dress extra special today. So he got out a gray buton up, a black sweatervest, black skinny jeans and then black vans. He thought he actually looked good as he went down the stairs, Katie was already dressed and was brushing her hair. She turnend to look at him and she had a huge grin on her face for some reason.

"Soo...how you doin little bro?" Katie said, before taking a bite out of a green apple.

"Uhh..I'm good." Kendall said as he reached for a peach and a bottle of chocolate milk from the fridge when he opened it.

"Thats good." Katie said.

Katie then grabbed the car keys and said "We're picking up Cami, okay?"

Kendall nodded and grabbed his bag. Katie was smirking wildly, and Kendall had no idea why. And then she would let out giggles every now and then, making Kendall give her confused looks, but Katie would just giggle and turn away from him.
When they pulled up infront of Camille's house, she was already outside and she skipped to the car and then giggled as she crawled into the back seat. She greeted them happily with a huge grin on her face. They were half way to school when suddenly Katie spoke.

"I never would have guessed you were a screamer,Kendall."

Kendall almost spit out his milk.

"WHAT!" He yelled once he had swallowed the milk.

"You have some wicked dreams little boy." Camille said from the backseat. She had a huge grin on her face.

Kendall turnend bright red. He couldnt BELIEVE they had heard him, he tried so hard for no one to find out so how the hell did that happen.

"How-how-how-" he couldnt even finish his question.

"I was one the phone with Cami last night, I was walking to the kitchen and we heard you." Katie said with a chuckle.

"I c-c-can e-explain.." Kendall stuttered out. But really he couldnt, what was he supposed to say?

"That you have wild fantasies about your teacher fucking you in your dreams." Camille said with a chuckle, Katie justlaughed and shook her head.

Kendall rubbed the back of his head. "Yeah." he muttered.

"You have one set of the lungs on you boy. Katie could hear you from across the hall and in between two thick doors. All we heard was 'oh Logan fuck me' and 'God Logan your so big'and 'Logan I'm so close' and of course 'LOGAN OH GOD LOGAN'" Camille mimiked him, and Kendall was hiding his face in his hands.

"I'll never see the same way again." Katie said, shaking her head in mock sadness.

"Oh my god." Kendall groanend, putting down his head in his own knees.

"You said that alot,to." Camille added, tapping her chin, with her index finger, looking calm but quizzacal.

Kendall was beyond emmbaressed, he couldnt believe his sister and his best friend had heard him dreaming about having sex with there super-hot teacher. This was just another thing they could tease him about. But who could help it Logan was hot but he was also a sweetheart, which mad Kendall like him even more. But what had really made Kendall bonkers was that Logan shared his love for Literature and they liked the same books.

"So how long have you been having these dreams?" Camille asked.

Kendall blushed and looked quickly at his sister who was trying not to pay attention.

"I dont wanna answer thoose questions with Katie here." Kendall told her. Camille just rolled her eyes.

"Thank you." Katie sighed dramatically making Camille laugh.

"But you will answer them later." Camille told him seriously.

"No." Kendall said shaking his head frantically.

"Then I'll hint about wet dreams all day." Camille said. Kendall wasnt sure if she was kidding or not, but he decided he didnt wanna take that chance. Camille was dangerous in the nicest way. She wasnt afraid to say emmbaressing things, expecially about herself. But sometimes she was just fun that way.

"Fine,Fine,Fine. God your insane." Kendall said, glaring at her playfully.

"Awww thank you." Camille said.

Katie and Kendall then shared there 'Camille' look. The look that said 'I love her, but shes insane."

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Camille and Kendall sat in the back of there Health class. They had both finished there work before anyone else had and now they were both sitting together quietly. No one was around were they were sitting, and Kendall had known the moment Camille had almost threw her paper at there teacher she wanted answers at that moment. She tapped his shoulder and Kendall looked at her with a sigh, they skuted closer together.

"So how long have you been having these dreams?" Camille repeated her question from earlier.

"About a week after school started." Kendall whispered with a red blush.

"Have you ever came during them?" Camille said it as if it was a normal every day question but it made Kendall gag.

"Camille." Kendall whisper-yelled.

"What? that can show the intensity of the dream." Camille whispered, and by the look she gave him it was clear she wanted a answer. Kendall bit his lip and growled when Camille started to nudge his shoulder with her own. Fuck it.

"Everytime." he whispered with a deep blush.

Camille giggled which made Kendall blush even deeper. It was just so emmbaressing saying things like that but Camille had a way of getting any information she wanted out of somebody, whenever she wanted it, whenever she needed it.

"Damn, thats some intense feelings you got for a teach, aint it? Why couldnt you just fall for a extra nerdy senior? But, NO! You gota fall for the 21 year old extra super hot, sexy english teacher! oh what will we do with you,Kenny?" Camille said sarcastically, Kendall just laughed a little but he was just blushing.

"He's so beautiful." Kendall whispered to Camille. Camille gigled at him.

"Your adorable." She reached out and ruffled his soft hair.

"And your crazy." he shot back with a grin.

"So...tell me bout your dreams." Camille said, Kendall rolled his eyes.

"Your such a perv Cami." he told her with a chuckle.

"Hell yeah. Now tell,Junior,tell." she said, grabbing his arm and shaking it.

"What do you wanna know?" Kendall said slowly, not so sure he wanted to know.

"Like where do you guys do it?" Camille answered with a question. A question that made Kendalls whole face turn bright red.

"Ummmm...Well once we did it on Jetts desk. He was like 'Want some payback,baby?'" Kendall said covering his mouth with his hand, half because he was giggling and didnt want anyone to hear and half because he couldnt believe he had just said that. Camille didnt try to hide that she was hawling with laughter. Everyone gave them weird looks and there teacher Mrs. Duncan just rolled her eyes at them and went back to her magazine.

"Oh my god, that is so funny." Camille whispered.

"Oh really? I couldnt tell." Kendall said sarcastically.

"Have you ever riden him?" Camille asked casually.

"Oh Jesus, what is wrong with you?" Kendall said outraged.

"Just answer. You know I wont stop til you answer. Just get it over with." Camille said. Kendall sighed. This was true and he didnt want Camille to ask him that all day until somebody heard her by accident.

"Only while he was inside me." Kendall said turning crimson.

"Hot." Camille said.

"Your so weird." Kendall told her.

"And so are you. Which is why where best friends." Camille sighed dramtically, wrapping a arm around around Kendalls shoulders.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO "Guys come on! Where gonna be late!" Kendall whinnend for the tenth time since they had left lunch. They had been the first people to leavelunch, there was no other people in the hallways, and there were one hallway away from there english class with ten minutes to spare. Katie and Camille highly doubted they were anywhere near late.

"We are coming." Camille said as Kendall continued to walk a yard infront of them, Kendall gave them a pout.

"Kendall we're coming. We can even come in five mintes and we would still be there on time." Katie said exasperated but amused at her brothers behavior.

"No, I wanna come now!" Kendall whinned at them.

"I wonder how many times you've said that to ." Camille laughed.

Kendall turnend bright red, because yeah in one of his dreams he had said that, he remebered a time when he had begged the teacher to let him cum. Camille noticed his blush and started to laugh hysterically.

"Oh my god! you totally have." Camille screeched as they walked down the hall there English class was in.

"Camille shut up, he'll hear you." Katie snapped. Camille just rolled her eyes at her best friend but she didnt say anything else as they walked and Kendall stopped walking so they could ketch up to him. Kendall then stayed behind them as all three walked into Logans class.

Logan was sitting at his desk, going threw one of several huge piles of papers. Logan look tense, agravated, and frustrated.

"Hi Mr,Mitchell." Camille said with a huge grin. Logan jumped in surprise but gave them a tired smile.

"Hello, Camille." Logan said giving warm smile. Kendall felt jealousy surge threw him, and he felt like throwing up or slapping Camille as she gave him a huge smile in return.
Kendall decided he wanted Logan attention, and that he should take it for himself. He was the one who was crazy about Logan. Why couldnt he get warmsmiles from the teacher?

"Hi, ." Kendall said in a quite voice, actually meeting Logans deep brown eyes.

"Hi Kendall." Logan said, Kendall felt butterflys when the teacher said his name. Logan was smiling at him sweetly, and he wasnt even aware when Katie and Logan greeted each other. He was to caugh up in Logans soft smile and warm eyes.

"Whats up with all these?" Camille asked gesturing towards all the papers.

"Work I have to grade. Its gonna take me forever."

"I could help you with it."

The to younge females and Logan where surprised when the sweet innocent voice joinend the conversation. Kendall was never so brave or straight forward about things like that. Logan had never even ever heard the younger speak above a whisper. Logan smiled at Kendall.

"Could you stay after school today?" Logan asked him.

Kendall blushed, he couldnt believe he had actually had enough balls to actually say that. "Yes." He muttered.

"So your walking home?" Kendall asked his sister in surprise.

He,Katie, and Camille were all standing infront of Kendalls locker, the rest of the day had been slow and annoying but Kendall was estatic about spending a few hours alone with Logan. Even though he was sure he wouldnt talk to the teacher freely, and it wasnt like anything was going to happen. He was a teacher for gods sakes, it was illegal to have sex with him. Plus Logan wasnt gay, he wasnt even Bi. He was just a sweet, understanding person who accepted gay people.

"Yeah." Katie said.

"Then how are you getting home?" Kendall asked.

"Me and Camille are walking. I havent been on a run for a week. I need to stretch my legs." Katie said, hopping on the balls of her feet.

"What are you getting out of this?" Kendall asked Camille, he knew the girl hated slow walking, she'd rather jump or run wildly.

"Food. Katies making me pie." Camille said happily.

"You better save me some." Kendall said narrowing his eyes.

"Oh whatever." Camille said with a giggle.

"I gotta go." Kendall said checking his plone. He was supposed to meet Logan at his classroom at three it was now two fifty-five. Logan wouldnt be upset if he was late, but Kendall would be upset, he wanted to please Logan in any way he could. Any. He shook the thought from his head. Thoose dreams were turning the innocent boy into a total perv.

"Bye." Katie and Camille said.

Kendall gave them a wave and then walked down the hall as fast as he could to Logans class room, the door was open but he was hesitant to just wallk in. He bit his lip but ignored his protective thoughts. He walked in and saw Logan putting up the chairs.

"Help?" Logan asked him.

Kendall dropped his bag near Logans desk and then started to put up chairs with his delicate arms.

"No matter how many times I tell them thoose damn kids never put these stupid chairs up." Logan growled.

Kendall gave him a surprised look. He never thought Logan would say something like that. Not that he minded, it made Logan seem his age, and Kendall suddenly saw him as more of just a guy then a teacher, which he liked alot. He liked seeing Logan as just a normal super sweet and hot guy who talked his age and sometimes cussed, even if he hadnt then.

Logan laughed at his expression. "What? Never thought a teacher would say something like that,Kendall?"

Kendall smiled shyly. "No I like it. It makes you seem...younger, not like a teacher but like a normal person."

Logan burst out laughing. " Are you saying teachers arent normal?" His eyes were shinning with amusment as he grinnend at Kendall.

Kendall blushed. "I didnt mean it like that." Kendall said quickly, flustared.

"I know what you meant. Don't freak out. Students see teachers as middle-aged grumpy old people, not as younge normal just out of college guys." Logan said as he put up the last chair.

"Can you close the door? I dont want anyone walking in or something." Logan told Kendall and the blonde did so.

They walked over to Logans desk and Kendall took his place in the chair Logan had left out for him. He felt him self relaxing, becoming calm around Logan. He didnt find himself so nervous and tense. Logan gave him a stack of papers to correct and then handed him the answer sheet.

"Thanks again for doing this for me." Logan said smirking at him.

Kendall blushed lightly. "No problem."

Then they were off to work. Neither of them spoke alot as they worked, just every now and then they would ask if they could understand some kids mest up handwriting, or when Kendall ran out of papaers to correct and asked Logan for more. It was a comfortable silence as they worked, and it gave Kendall alot of time to think about how he felt about Logan. How far did his feeling go? Was it just a baby crush, or was it like a major crush or was it more? Kendall didnt know and he wasnt sure he wanted to. But of course being him he found himself analyzing his feelings no matter how much he didnt wanna know.

How Logan him feel was...different. He had never felt like this for anyone else bwfore. Mostly because Kendall had never really liked anyone before. Sure there was guys he found attractive, but he didnt really have any feelings for them. They didnt make him feel butterflys and make him have wet dreams, and make him scream there names in his sleep. They were just hot boys he had thought were hot, and that was that.

He bit his lip as he appeard up at Logan threw his thick pale eyelashes. Logan looked so cute while he was staring at the paper he was correcting, which was the last in his pile. His nose was scrunched up as he tried to understand some kids sloopy handwriting, his lips were pursed in annoyance until finally his face broke out into a smile as he finally understood what the kid had written and seemend pleased by it.

Kendall finished the paper he was correcting then stood up reaching for the next stack, but as he did so a pale hand meet his and his and Logans hands brushed.

What was that? Like fireworks, Kendall felt his mind mist over, and he felt like lightning was hitting him, he looked up at Logan the same time Logan's eyes meet his, there hands were still touching, the lightning was still hittig, Kendall couldnt tear his eyes from Logans and it looked like Logan was in the same state. Then they were both leaning in and then Logans soft lips were pressed against his.

This was amazing. This was something he had never felt in his entire life. He felt like he was whole,almost. Then it hit him, HE WAS KISSING HIS TEACHER! But he couldnt stop, he didnt want to and he couldnt stop even if he wanted to. The kiss was sweet and gentle and Kendall whimpered as there lips parted barely more than half a centimeter.

"?" Kendall gasped half in shook and half in bliss.

"Call me Logan." Logan muttered against his lips, before there lips were connected again and then Kendall was pulled into Logans lap, straddling the brunettes hips. Kendall whimpered happily. Logan told him to call him Logan. This made his stomach curl and his heart flutter. But right now he was to busy with kissing the teacher back to pay attention to his happiness.

Logans tongue sweeped out of his own mouth and traced Kendalls bottom lip softly not wanting to scare the gentle blonde. Kendall opened his mouth slowly, inviting the olders tongue into his mouth, Kendall let out a small moan as there tongues faught for dominance, which Logan won.

Kendall wrapped his arms around Logans neck and gasped when Logan bit down on his lower lip, the effect that small bite had on his body was surprising, Kendalls skinny jeans being impossibly tight around his suddenly acheing member. This caused the virgin to whimper. He had never been this hard before.

Logans hands ran down his sides and reached down to cup his ass in his hands, squeezing the blondes jean covered pert ass roughly, Kendall moanend loudly and he felt Logan smirk against his lips, Logan lips moved from Kendalls mouth, and as Kendall was gasping for breath, Logan started bitting and sucking his neck, Kendall cried out when Logan bit down on his pulse point, his jeans were painfully tight and he was burning. Logans hands slid under his sweatervest and the brunette looked up at him with patient eyes.

"Can I?" Logan whispered,tugging at Kendalls sweatervest to show what he meant.

"God yes." Kendall panted.

The blonde knew what the teacher was doing and he didnt want him to stop. He wanted this more than anything, even if he was just a fuck to the older male, as long as he had had the brunette once, that would be enough. It would probably help him get over his dreams. And he knew this was his virginity he was giving up but at that moment he didnt care. What was so big about losing his virginity anyways?

It was really big, he answered himself but he didnt care. Even if he was nervous.

Logan pulled the sweatervest over the youngers head slowly, he dropped it at his feet and then he reached down Kendalls feet and took of the younger shoes and socks as he began to gently kiss the youngers jaw. When the blondes footwear was off, Logan stood up, Kendalls legs still wrapped around his waist, he attacked the youngers lips and then placed him on the desk, papers flying all over the floor but neither noticed as Kendall started to unbutton Logans light blue button-up and then let it fall down the brunettes shoulders, he pulled back and looked at Logans chest, and abbs he whimpered at the sight, this was the body he had been dreaming about and not finally got to see. Logan took of his shoes and socks with his feet and then pushed the blonde back so he was laying down on his desk.

Logan crawled on top of him and then cupped the blondes cheek, he rubbed the soft skin for a minute looking into Kendalls bottle green eyes, Kendall whimpered, then reached up and laced his fingers threw Logans hair, and then pulled Logans head down and kissed him roughly.

Logan reached down and unbuttonend Kendalls shirt and then throwing it down to the floor, Logan started to kiss down Kendalls body, along his jaw, down his neck, licking his collarbone, and then bitting down Kendalls body, Kendall was moaning wildly, he never thought he would be into biting. Logan stopped at his jeans and then sat up a little before pulling down his zipper and then undoing the button, Logan pulled the jeans down the small slender legs.

Kendall gasped at some of the restraint being taken off his member. It felt amazing and then he looked up and meet Logans lust and caring filled eyes.

Kendall knew how sex worked. He wasnt stupid. And he obviously knew what the teacher was going to do to him, and he knew it would hurt but he wasnt that scared as long as it was Logan and he got to stare into thoose deep brown eyes.

Logan hand slipped threw the slit of his boxers and grabbed the base of his dick and started to stroke him, teasing the tip of his cock with his thumb. Kendall let out a scream of pleasure.

"So loud." Logan purred as he took his hand away with a smirk. Kendall let out a whin and then pouted, Logan pulled down the blondes boxers. He threw them to the other side of his desk and then starred down at the small pale body under him.

Kendall suddenly felt very shy and he dipped his head, and then he was Embarrassed thinking certain parts of him wouldnt be big enough. Logan reached down and tilted Kendalls head up by his chin.

"Dont be Embarrassed. Your beautiful,baby." Logan whispered. Kendall felt his heart speed up when Logan called him 'baby'.

Kendall reached up and pulled down Logans boxers, showing off Logans massive member. Kendall felt drool pool in his mouth even as fear spread threw his body. Logan grabbed Kendalls knees and spread his legs.

Logan chewed on his lip. "I think I have lotion." Logan muttered to himself, he reached into one of the desk drawers and then pulling out a small bottle of lotion and then applied some onto two of his fingers. He circled the boys virgin hole before, pushing past the tight ring of muscles. Kendall whimpered, very uncomfortable.

"Shhh,Its ok." Logan whispered, he kissed and and the sucked at the corner of Kendalls hip as he pushed farthere in now knuckle deep inside of the boy. Kendall seemend to be okay after a minute he was breathing fine and he didnt look in pain. A second finger joinend the first and then Kendall hissed in pain, eyes squeezing shut. Logan felt bad for hurting the blonde, he didnt want to put him in pain. He searched for that special spot in the blonde and he knew he had found it when Kendall cried out in pleasure.

"Oh my god." Kendall cried pushing down on Logans fingers. He looked up when he heard Logan chuckle and threw his haze he looked up at Logan.

"I've never heard you actually speak in a normal voice before." Logan rubbed Kendalls sweet spot roughly. "Its nice to hear you so loud." This was a differnt side of Logan Kendall had never seen before, and it drove the green-eyed boy crazy. Logan pulled his fingers out, making Kendall whimper in loss.

Logan spread the youngers legs wider and then he positioned himself with Kendalls entrance. Kendall felt the nerves running threw his body, he was so hard, and he wanted this so bad. Logan pushed past the still tight ring of muscles and then flinched when he heard Kendall scream out in pain. He kissed the blondes collarbone, sucking harshly, trying to distractthe younger male. Leaving behind hickeys and bitemarks.

Kendall whimpered as tears fell from his eyes, Logan kissing his neck made him feel a little bit better. Logan looked up at him and then kissed the tears away. He slowly pushed his dick in furthar into the blonde. Stopping whenever he cried out in pain, or when tears fell so he could kiss them away. When he was fully inside of Kendall, he stopped all movement and then waited. Kendall was taking deep breaths. Trying to make himself relax. At one point the pain was gone but he was still a little umcomfortable.

"Move." Kendall told him, whimpering.

Logan pulled half way out and then thrust in slowly. Kendalls breath hitched when Logan hit his sweet spot on the first try. Then Logan pulled out til onlt the tip of his cock was inside of him and then thrust back in. Kendall scremed out in pleasure.

The pleaser was so intense. It was over-powering. It was almost to much for his small fram to handle without exploding. Almost.

Logan was thrusting into him wildly, and it felt so amazing. It was everything that had been in his dreams if not more. It was so wonderful.

"OH GOD LOGAN!" Kendall screeched in pure bliss as his sweet spot was hit repeatedly. His nails sunk into Logans lower back, scratching lightly, as Logan pounded into him. The teacher was all but fucking him into the hard wood of the desk and he wouldnt have it any other way. Logan was nipping at his collarbone, leaving behind teethmarks and small hickeys that would be gone the next day.

"Fuck,Kendall." Logan moanend. Logan swearing was one of the hottest things ever.

"Ngh, Logan harder, oh god please harder!" Kendall scremed, pressing down on Logans member. Logan did and he felt his mind glaze over as he threw his head back and it hit the keyboard of Logans computer.

"God Kendall. so fucking amazing,baby." Logan moanend into his neck, before delivering a rather hard bit over his pulse point. Kendall never thought he would be losing his virginity like this. On a desk with a guy he barely knew on top of him, thrusting into him, making his head spin and his heart thud wildly.

"Touch me." Kendall begged Logan. He wanted the olders hands all over him. Logan took a hold of Kendalls hard throbbing member and began to jerk the younger boy off, he felt a warm feeling in his stomach and he gasped at the sensation. He could feel how close he was, and by the way Logan was moaning Kendall knew he was close to. Kendall detached his nails from Logans skin not wanting to make him bleed, but then Logan delivered a extermely extra hard thrust and he gasped and instead dug his nails into Logans shoulder blades.

"So close." He whimpered out and then Logan was jerking him off harder, and thrusting into him faster, and then he was coming letting out a loud scream off Logans name as Logan quickly followed biting his shoulder and letting out a loud cry. Logan collapsed ontop of him.

Kendall was panting for breath and then suddenly it hit him. HE JUST LOST HIS VIRGINITY TO HIS TEACHER! HIS TEACHER!

"Oh my god." Logan said in a panicked voice. Suddenly he was off of Kendall, pulling out to fast and hurting the blonde making him cry out in pain. Logan fell to the in his eyes. "Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god." he chanted under his breath. There were tears in Kendalls eyes, this wasnt easy on him either. He looked down at his body and saw it covered with purple brises, scratch marks, and bite marks. Tears started to fall.

"Kendall, I'am so sorry." Logan said in a worried voice. He bite his lip and moved towards the quivering blonde. "I have no idea what that was, I'm so so sorry are you okay?" Logan said, staring at all the marks.

No. He wasnt okay.

"I'm fine." he said, then he noticed he was naked and then hurried to grab his boxers and then put them on. He realized just how loud he had been the whole time. It hurt so bad. He hurted so bad. He couldnt believe himself. Logan was cleaning himself off of cum, and then he to put his boxers on. Logan seemend to realize Kendall was freaking out inside so he found Kendalls clothes for him, he put them neatly on his desk next to Kendall, and then he dressed himself.

He was ready for crying, screaming, a law suit. But none of that came. He walked over to the blonde slowly, Kendall just stared at him with scarred eyes, and a broken face. Kendall felt so broken inside. He couldnt believe he lost his virginity. He couldnt believe he didnt have it anymore. he looked at the brunette and realized he had been lieing to himself earlier. Them having sex had meant something to him. It had meant everything to him.

He felt like he needed Logan. He needed the brunette there. He wanted him there. He was desperate. These feelings were so confusing. He was scared of what had just happened, he was scared of Logan a little too. He was scared of the marks all over his body. But at the same time he needed Logan, and he needed to remeber what had happened.

"Kendall..." Logan said quietly.

"I'm okay." Kendall lied.

"Kendall I'm so sorry. I dont know what that was." Logan told him.

"I'm fine. Its okay...we just forget about it." Kendall told him, hopping up and then putting on his clothes.

"Are...are you sure?" Logan asked. He didnt just want to leave him like this. That was wrong. He had scarred the blonde he culd tell just by looking into his eyes.

"Yes, its okay, Mr,Michell." Kendall said putting on a fake smile.

"Kendall your underage...its not okay." Logan said.

"I wont tell anyone, its not liked you raped me." Kendall said, even thought in a way he felt he had.

"But..." Logan began.

"Its in the past. We forget about it." Kendall said, as he picked up his bag.

"So...were okay?" Logan said bitting on his lip.

"Yes." Kendall said flashing that fake smile again.

Logan sighed and then ran his hands threw his hair. He moved to Kendall slowly, and then kissed Kendalls forehead once. "I'm so sorry I did that to you." Kendall chewed on his lip, forceing back the tears, fighting back both the urges to either fall into the brunettes arms or run away, screaming.

"Its, okay. Bye." And with that Kendall walked out of the room. He walked threw the halls, out of the school. He unlocked the car and then got in. Only then did he let go. He rested his forehead on the steering wheel and then started to cry. Because he knew he would never forget it, he would never get over it.

So I am so sorry if this sucked. Does anyone remeber when I wrote My Angel and I said chapter 7 was the worst smut in the history of smutness? Well I was wrong THIS was the worst smut in the history of smutness. This was actually really depressing to me. But like the next three or four chapters are gonna be so sad and depressing, but theres way more to come, and guess what? Next chapter Carlos comes to comfort Kendall. Only one person besides me knows what I mean, lol. Anyways, sorry if this was like really bad. I tried but I wasnt really into the sex scene today...mmm chapter 3 will be up in a few days to a week. Cant anything else to say even thought I know theres something missing... Oh well, anyways review and tell me what your think. I wanna tell you now I'm so sorry for my horrible spelling. I suck at spelling and I've actually approved alot which is the sad thing. So review and tell me what you hated or what you loved.

Love'
Sarah.