This is my second chapter. I don't think it's as good as my first but there's one way to find out! R&R please, and ill (try to) send out cookies to people! ( real, tasty ones!) =)

enjoy! I know it's really short, but there isn't so much to say from his point of view. if someone gives me an idea i might add it to this bit ( making this chapter a preview) or might start a new chapter =)

He was sorry. And desperate. Sad, lonely and close to losing his world. She was lying in a hospital bed, and he was holding her hand, urging her to stay with him. It was his fault, he knew it. No one's fault but his. Her parents ran in. They shoved him out the way, and took his place. He waved goodbye, but no one saw. No one, except her. She was his world, and he adored her.

If only he hadn't drunk so much! If only he hadn't driven away! If only he'd stayed, then things would have been ok. So much would not have happened and she wouldn't be lying in hospital, fighting for her life.

It had started when Luke, his best friend, had left him. Deserted him would be a better description. He had left, no note, no sign, nothing. And it had hurt him. Luke had been his first friend, before Rani and Maria. Before anyone. And he had taken it badly, he couldn't control himself. It was the first time this had happened, and he was feeling and seeing the side effects. His world was falling, he was losing grip on reality, just because he wanted to see her face again.

And tell her how much she meant to him.

I'm not to sure about this one, and dunno if i should continue or leave it here, i dunno what else to put! I know its short! i'm sorry =( (215 words =O )

ideas please! =S im stuck -.- love you still =) xxx

Linx25 xxxx