IMPORTANT!: If you had started reading this story on September 9th and haven't seen the updated chapter 1, I recommend you do before continuing onto chapter two

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters of D. Gray Man


I awoke in the middle of the night in a dark room, it took me some time to figure out that it was my own. I wanted to sit up, but all I could manage was to look up at the ceiling, so I sighed in defeat. Suddenly a flash of memories came into my mind and the boy with blue hair running towards me and this time I managed to sit up, frightened. "It's about time, idiot apprentice." I turn to look towards were the voice came from and see a red-haired mine with a mask on the right side of his face and a cigarette in between his lips. I narrow my eyes immediately, bringing up my guards, "Who are you?" The man sits back against his chair, looking annoyed as he crosses his arms over his chest, "So it's true, you don't remember." I frown and start to get off the bed, but I feel a sharp sting on my abdomen and look to see blood on bandages that have been wrapped around my torso. My eyes widen in fright and I immediately start unwrapping the bandages, but I frown, confused, at what I see. There was nothing, no wound, no blood, not even a scar.

I look up at the movement of air and see the red-haired man in front of me and I curse myself for letting my guard down and immediately move to back away, but he grabbed my arm and leaned close. "You better start remembering, idiot apprentice" with that the man went to the window and threw them open, letting the cold air in, sending shivers through my exposed skin. He turned back towards me and smirked, reaching into his coat and taking out a golden sphere, he then threw it at me and I caught it in between my hands and looked down at it, "Here is a present for you" then he jumped out the window and I ran to see were he went, but there was no one in sight. I sigh and walk back towards the bed, leaving the windows open. I lay back down and look at the sphere in my hands then suddenly with a flap of its wings and a sway of it's tail, it starts to move.

A yelp escapes my lips as the ball opens its mouth and I see its many fangs and I throw it to the wall, but it catches itself before hitting it and starts flapping its wings, a few feet away from me. I couldn't make my mouth move, but it didn't seem like I needed to. It came to me and rested on my head like it meant to be there and I felt calmness surge through me like this ball belonged on my head. I smiled and picked it up and petted its head then, looking at the glowing clock on the wall and saw it was barely three in the morning, so I laid down on my side hugging it to my chest then closed my eyes and fell asleep. It has been so long since I have felt this peaceful.

-Morning-

I wake up to the ringing of my alarm from my phone, I had noticed it had been ringing for some time now, but I couldn't bring myself to wake up. Even now, I didn't want to get up, but the time on the clock did it. I only had fifteen minutes to shower, get dressed, eat breakfast, and get school, but I doubt that breakfast will be checked in the to do list. I undress rapidly and go into the bathroom, taking a five minute shower, then step out and put on gray skinny jeans and a black plaid shirt, then slip on my socks and run downstairs grabbing my backpack and putting on my vans. I run out the door and lock it quick then I run up the hill, almost not noticing the golden sphere complaining on my head by the sudden disturbance of his sleep. I look at my watch and see I only have five minutes, so I pick up my speed, one that I didn't know I had because of my short legs, but I can now see the gates of the school, closing but I can see them.

I manage to pass through the golden sphere's wing almost getting stuck in between the gates, I run up to the doors holding the sphere against my chest in case something else happened and I didn't notice the front doors open, until I knocked into a strong chest, making me fall back in surprise. I look up and see a long hair falling down strong shoulders and a handsome face, but with a scowl, it could almost be called breath-taking if wasn't the boy who tortured my mind with fright and my body with pain. All I could was stare into those chrome almost black eyes as they stared back down at me. Taking in a shaky breath, I notice the boy hold out his hand out to me and small smile on his lips and I look at his hand, inviting me to take it, but then I see the golden sphere fly to the boy and rest on his shoulder and a confused look crosses my face and I stand up without taking his hand.

"Do you know him?" I ask a bit timidly, trying to hide the fear in my voice and the other one looks back at me, "Yeah, he's name is Timcanpy. Don't you remember?" I frown and shake my head, "I never seen anything like him in my life" this time the other boy frowned, but it quickly disappeared and I wondered if he ever frowned. "In that case" he says as he sticks his hand out to me, this time as a greeting, my name is Yuu Kanda" I look down at it and wonder if I should take it, but it seemed that I didn't have to make that choice. A loud cheery voice sounded from inside the school and I stand on my toes to look over the man's shoulder as he turns around,"Yuu! What are you doing out here, you are supposed to be in class. Oh, hey there Timcanpy, long time no see, this must mean Cross came back too" he says as the golden golem flies to his extended hands and rests on them and Kanda nods.

I suddenly felt uncomfortable being the only one not knowing who Timcanpy was and that those two strangely did and also this Cross guy. "Um, excuse me, but I need to get in" the both boys turn to face me, making me feel more uncomfortable as the attention is drawn to me. "All-!" the boy was cut off by Kanda's hand over his mouth and Lavi stares angrily mumbling something under the hand and Kanda gives Allen a smile, "Sorry, we didn't mean to be in your way" he says dragging Lavi to the side with him and Timcanpy flies back onto Allen's head as he starts walking through the doors, then turns back to see the boys giving themselves death stares. He holds back a laugh and Kanda turns to see Allen looking at them and Allen smiles "I'm Allen" with that he runs into the school, but not towards class, instead towards the roof, he needed to think.

-Kanda's POV-

He couldn't help but smile of the shyness in this boy, it was cute, but Lavi was surprised that he had seen Kanda smile two times now. "What was that about?" the red-head boy asks, a small smirk on his lips and Kanda turns to him, scowling. "Allen doesn't remember us" I say with a sad sigh, "I figured that out Yuu, I mean you just smiled, it's the first time I have ever seen you smile, a true smile that is." Lavi's smirk turns into a grin and he rests his arms behind his head, "If I didn't know you as much as I do, I wouldn't have thought that you feel something for that little Moyashi-chan." "Don't be ridiculous! How can I love that damned Moyashi?" he says trying get Lavi to think other wise because he knew nothing good could come if the wheels in Lavi's head starting turning. He heard Lavi laugh "I never said you loved him, but now you admitted it on your own" my eyes widen slightly as I realize that he was telling the truth and curse under my breath at my carelessness and Lavi laughs again.

"Come on, lets go up to the roof" Lavi lead the way and I follow just sulking and thinking about what Lavi might do, I knew Lavi had something in mind now that he knew I love Moyashi. I didn't care of not going to class, it was already thirty minutes into first period, there was no use in going in there just to get in trouble by the teacher for being late. We took the west stairs to the roof and made our way up, the air was chilly this morning, warning that fall was near and then winter, not that he minded, winter was his favorite season. When Allen had died, he would always find himself remembering Allen when the snow started to fall, that's when he started to smile, even though he didn't have Allen physically, he would always have him in his heart. Lavi stood against the rail, facing out towards the other side of the school, looking at something, but he didn't care what the red-haired boy did. He stood with his back against the rail and crossed his arms, closing his eyes and started to think about Allen.

During the time when Kanda had been alone, he didn't mind it, as long as Allen was in his mind he could bare with it, but now that he had found him, it was difficult. The first day he saw him, he wanted to run to him, hold him tightly and ask for forgiveness for the way he treated him, but when he passed them like if they weren't there, it made him think that he hated him, but now that he thought of it, there wasn't a reason for him to ignore Lavi. When they were still in the Dark Order, Lavi and Allen were best friends, to be honest it made jealousy bubble up in his blood, but he didn't know why, how, or to who it was directed to, so he ignored it. He ignored it until his blade went through Allen and caused Allen to turn into a Noah, guilt had gone through his whole being and he was still guilty to this day, he never managed to ask for forgiveness, not even after he found him dressed as a clown.

Now was his chance, but that Moyashi had to be reborn with no memories, it just made everything pretty damn difficult, sighing in pitiful defeat, he decided that he might never get to be with Allen. He rubbed his temple as a headache threatened to come, then he felt a poking in his shoulder and turned to see Lavi still looking far off, "Isn't that Moyashi-chan over there?" I turn to were he was looking and true enough the snow-silver hair could be seen and my heart started to pick up its pace and I wondered if Lavi could hear it, "Lets go make him company, if he is like he was before I doubt he likes to be alone." I shake my head, "I don't want to go" Lavi turns to me, a confused look in his eyes, "Why not? You love him don't you?" I rub my temples again and thought, "Doesn't he understand that I can't be with him, he isn't the same person he was a thousand of years ago" but instead said, "I doubt he will ever love, he just isn't the same Allen we knew" he walks inside leaving Lavi alone with a sad, sympathetic look on his face,

-Allen's POV-

"What is this feeling?" he thought as he held a hand over his heart, "Why don't I fear him like I did yesterday... No, I still fear him, only when he is in front of me." I sigh leaning back against the railing putting my arms behind my back and looking up at the sky. "I wonder if the same person from my memories is the same one here, but it doesn't seem likely. Kanda-kun doesn't seem menacing like that person does" I smile a little at the memory of the smile he gave me, "It felt so warm and friendly" I move to lay down on the floor and pull the hoodie over my eyes, closing them, "Maybe Kanda-kun can be my friend" with this final thought he went to sleep.

-Lunch Time-

He looked around, wondering if Moyashi had come to get lunch, thinking that he mustn't have eaten breakfast since he got to school late. He went to the line and got a tray of food, but more than usual. He wondered if Allen still had the same appetite as before, but when he looked around the cafeteria again he couldn't spot the silver-haired boy. Suddenly he remembered that the last place he saw him was on the roof and he wondered if he was still up there, so he left Lavi and his group of girls and made his way to the roof. When he got there, the scene almost made him drop the tray and his heart started beating fast.

His Moyashi, his because he wished him to be, was laying on the ground wrapped around in his sweater sleeping peacefully. He quietly walked over and set the tray down and slowly pulled off the boy's hoodie to show more of his face, moving the boy's hair back, Kanda noticed the slightly parted lips and the faint pink blush on the boy's cheeks, he looked so tempting. Kanda felt himself loosing his self-control, he wondered if the blush was natural or if Allen was running a fever again, so he leaned down and pressed his forehead against the boy's, but his temperature felt normal.

When he pulled back he saw gray eyes looking at him and he jumped back, afraid of how the boy might react for what he just did, but the boy just kept looking at him. After a few awkward seconds that felt like many minutes to Kanda, Allen started to sit up and noticed the tray of food beside him and immediately his stomach growled, a small blush crossing through his cheeks in embarrassment. "I-Is that for me?" he asked innocently, looking up at the Kanda, all Kanda could do was nod, watching the small Moyashi as he started to eat. "It seems his appetite hasn't changed" he thought noticing the quick way he devoured his food.

Soon enough he was finished and Kanda had sat himself in front of Allen, looking everywhere except the boy, but it was pretty hard when Allen made noises of how good the food was. He almost wished Allen would do those noises for another reason, his mind started thinking of perverted things, a faint blush covering his cheeks and his jeans starting to feel tight. He hadn't noticed Allen finish or move for that matter until he felt a soft cool hand against his forehead and pulled back, the blush intensifying as he held the small wrist in his hand. "W-what are you doing?" he stuttered seeing the boy blush too, "I saw you turn red and I wondered if you might have started to get a fever. He let go of the wrist and composed himself, clearing his throat, "I'm fine" he said looking towards the tall skyscraper that could be seen from there. After a few minutes, Allen broke the silence, "D-do I know you" this made Kanda stiffen and he turned his head to look at Allen and saw him looking down at his lap trembling slightly. He couldn't bring himself to tell the truth so he looked away again, "No, we have never meet" he said hearing Allen let out his breath thinking that maybe he had been holding it.

A few quiet minutes passed again, then they heard the door slamming open and Allen jumped, surprised by the sudden intrusion. "Yuu! Look who's here!" Lavi said excitedly as both Kanda and Allen stood "Baka Usagi, you almost gave Allen a heart attack. Lavi just grins, "Sorry Allen, I didn't mean to scare you, I was just looking for Yuu-chan" suddenly there was a blade on Lavi's throat and Allen stiffened when he heard the blade unsheathing, "How many times do I have to tell you not to call me by first name" Kanda growled looking angrily at Lavi. "Calm down boys" a girl with two high pony-tails steps from behind Lavi placing a hand on Kanda's arm, "Put up Mugen, Kanda." she said and he growled, but he did so and sheath Mugen back.

He saw the scene unfold with wide eyes, wondering how had the girl managed to calm down Kanda. She stepped forward and extended her hand towards him, "Hello, I'm Lenalee Lee, Lavi wanted me to come here because he wanted Kanda, Lavi, and I to be together, since we are childhood friends" she said as she smiled warmly. He took her hand shaking it in greeting, "Hi, I'm Allen" he says as her smile grows and steps back, looking at Kanda and Lavi, "Well, lunch is almost over, we better make our way to class. It was nice to meet you Allen, hope to see you around." with that all three turn and leave, leaving Allen alone with Timcanpy who was tucked in his sweater asleep.

-After School-

School had soon ended and he found out that he had two classes with Kanda, he was sort of happy, but a bit frightened when he felt eyes on him, but didn't dare to turn to look at those eyes, thinking they belonged to Kanda. He also had two classes with Lenalee and one with Lavi. Lavi had spent the whole class period talking his ear off, it felt annoying at times, but he welcomed it, he felt happy to finally have a friend. He didn't talk much to Lenalee, he somehow didn't like her much. He sometimes wondered if he was feeling jealousy when she saw her walking and talking to Kanda, but he immediately shook that thought away. He and Kanda were boys, it would be quite strange if he felt something for him and Kanda had the right to love and go out with anyone he pleased.

Right now, he was making his way to his house, not having a ride, not that he minded, he could clear his mind like this and he liked the cool air of the upcoming fall on his face. Kanda-kun had said I didn't know him, but I feel he is lying, but I also want to trust him, "This is pathetic, I wish I wouldn't be thinking about this at all" he thought as he rubbed his forehead. Timcanpy awoke and popped out of his sweater and floated in front of him looking forward as if he sensed something, "What's wrong, Timcanpy?" I didn't have time to see Timcanpy be blocked of my sight by a strange looking umbrella with a pumpkin head before I felt a cloth over my mouth and nose and immediately started to struggle, but then darkness enveloped me as the alcohol on the cloth took my consciousness. The attackers also tried to capture Timcanpy, but he managed to escape.


I started working on this chapter on Monday during school, but then I got lazy on Wednesday and Thursday, so I decided to finish it now in 7th period instead of procrastinating any longer. I also planned on submitting it on Saturday, but I had to prepare for my friend's birthday, so I was finally able to do it today. Hope you enjoyed this, review if you wish.