Note: Hey Guys! I know it's been two weeks and i'm so so sorry. I've been on vacation with my family in the Virgin Islands and there was no internet or cell phone service. I dont want you guys to think that i'm giving up on this story because i've only just begun and there is so much yet to happen! So now that my schedule is back to normal, i plan on posting every wedensday. Weeks that i have a lot of stuff going on, there could be a chapter posted before or after wedensday, plut plan on wedensdays being chapter days. If i know that i'm not going to have time to upload during a certain week i will probaly post two chapters the week before. I'm really happy that people are reading this story it really means alot. If you could take the time to review it would really mean alot.

Also, i know this story is starting off kind of slow, but i promise it will get better! I have a whole outline already on what i plan to do and it's going to start flowing i promise. Writing a story is like building a house, in order for a house to be beautiful and filled with lot's of things it got to have a strong structure. Lol i know it's stupid but seriuously. Right now i'm trying to build the structure of the story and make it strong before i start adding the really good stuff in. Alright sorry i'm blabbing! Enjoy!

Disclaimer: None of the characters as of right now belong to mw, they all belong to Stephanie Meyer who is the wonderful creator of the twilight saga, i'm just adding a new twist to the story because i have nothing to do with my life now that all the movies have been made.

Chapter 2

The Birthday part 1

Renesmee POV

I woke up on the morning of my birthday with a big smile on my face. I don't know how or why but I knew today was going to be a big day. Not just because it was my tenth birthday, but because today was the day I was going to tell Jacob how I felt about him. I knew I had to wait for the right moment to tell him but the anxiousness and excitement was killing me. I looked over at the clock and saw that it was way too early to go downstairs and face my over excited family so I decided to unpack the three boxes I had brought with me from England.

I started on the first box which held my favorite books. From Jane Austin to Nicolas Sparks, I had so many books it was kind of ridiculous. I organized them on the lime green bookshelf in my room that stood next to the plush couch underneath the gigantic window overlooking the water. After what seemed like eternity, I finally finished my books and then moved on to the next box that contained my DVDs. Over the years, I had a pretty decent movie collection since I spent so much time in the house when I was younger I had to find something to do. Jacob got me all of his favorite movies and we would spend days together just sitting on the couch watching movies one after another. I carried the box from my closet over to the shelves underneath my flat screen TV hanging on the wall. I laughed when I saw some of Jacob and my favorites like Bridesmaids, Superbad, and the Breakfast Club as I lined them up on the shelves.

After I was finished with the DVD's, I walked back in to the closet to face the last box. This box held the only secret I managed to have, which was quite shocking since I lived in a house with a bunch of nosy vampires. I had kept the contents in the box hidden for the past couple years in England, and I had to find a good place to hide it. I don't know why I wanted to keep it from my family, but the voice in my head kept telling me to not tell anyone and to just keep it to myself so I did. I took a deep breath and ripped the tape off the top of it in one quick fluid motion. I slowly opened the flaps and smiled. I reached in and picked up what was inside and a huge smile spread across my face.

I was so focused on my secret box that I didn't even hear anyone enter the room until I heard a voice come from behind me. "Happy Birthday Ness!" Jacob said happily. I jumped and shoved the contents back in the box throwing it in the corner.

"Geez, Jake you scared me!" I laughed. He walked up to me and gave me a big bear hug.

"Sorry, I just figured with your enhanced senses you would have heard me like you always do. What did you just throw in the box?" He asked curiously. His eyes left my face and traveled toward the corner of my closet.

"Oh… um, nothing really just some old photographs.." I didn't know what to say. I made a mental note to myself that I would have to find a good hiding spot for it.

"It didn't look like some old photographs.." He asked warily. I could tell that he didn't believe me.

"Just drop it Jake. It's my birthday and I'm supposed to get what I want. So what did you get me? Some new heels, a new Hobo bag, Tiffany jewelry?" I asked changing the subject.

"You are so spoiled you know that? I'm saving my gift for later. Your family sent me up here to get you though because Esme made a huge breakfast and I'm hungry so hurry up. I'll be down stairs waiting for you." He said with a dazzling smile before turning and walking out and heading for the stairs. Until now, I hadn't realized that Jacob look unbearably sexy in his wife beater and sweatpants that hung low on his hips. I started thinking how all I really wanted for my birthday was to see what was under the sweatpants and what it could do. I had to shake my head to clear my head of those thoughts when I remembered that my mindreading father was downstairs and wouldn't be too happy.

After throwing my hair up into a ballerina bun, I headed down the long windy stairs where I was greeted by my family. I was stunned and happy to see my beloved Aunts and Uncles had finally arrived. Uncle Emmett and Aunt Rosalie had been on another honeymoon somewhere Asia while Uncle Jasper and Aunt Alice had been visiting with the Denali's.
"I'm so happy you guys are here! I didn't know you were coming back today!" I said gleefully as I gave them each a hug and a huge smile.

"Miss my favorite niece's tenth birthday? Never." Uncle Emmett said messing with my hair.

"Uncle Emmett, I'm your only niece." I laughed. I had missed my big, strong teddy bear of an uncle the past couple weeks. "Yes, but if I had others you would still be my favorite." The whole family laughed at that and we spent the rest of the morning eating the huge feast Esme cooked. Well Jacob and I ate it, while the rest of the family caught up.

The pack, Charlie, Sue, and Billy were all coming over that night for my birthday and I couldn't wait. I missed Grandpa Charlie and I really like Grandma Sue although I hated my step-aunt Leah. Let's just say she was one crazy bitch ass psycho. I did really love Seth, he was more of a friend then an Uncle though and he always hung around.

The rest of the day Jacob and I just hung around and relaxed. It was Saturday and Monday would be my first day of school. I was really looking forward to going especially since Jacob would be there with me. I would be starting as a junior because I looked about seventeen, along with dad, mom, and Aunt Alice. Uncle Jasper, Uncle Emmett, Aunt Rosalie, and Jacob would be going as seniors. We were attending the local high school in town which was known for having very high standards and I couldn't be happier to test out my knowledge.

All day long my excitement kept building up. I knew that this was definitely the right night. Jacob was acting different towards me all day long, I didn't know how to explain it but he was just looking at me differently. Whenever he touched me, his hands would linger on my sensitive skin longer than necessary sending chills up my body. I had a feeling for a while that his feelings had changed towards me too and that he was just waiting for me to say something. I figured I would find out soon enough.

It was nearly 7, when my father came up to me with a strange look on his face. "So tonight's the night." It wasn't meant as a question, it was more of a statement.

"Yes. I mean I think I'm old enough and mature enough to start a relationship with Jacob. I'm technically only 10, but I'm so much more mature then a normal 10 year old." I responded with a nervous laugh. I honestly knew I was ready for this, I mean I have been for a while. Jacob was the one for me and I thought it was about time to tell him.

"If you feel you are ready, then I support you. I've come to like Jacob very much over the past decade and I think you both are perfect for each other and you both deserve to be happy." He smiled at me and kissed the top of my head. My father and I had always been close ever since I was a baby. He and I are practically the same person with are personalities and bad tempers. When my father and I did get in fights it was like World War 3 in the house.

I could pass as daddy's twin if I wanted too; with the same bronze hair and facial features as him we looked like brother and sister. The only thing different was that I had the same chocolate brown eyes mom had when she was human and I had the same body as her too, besides the fact that my boobs are huge and I have longer legs. I truly had the best parts of both my parents and I was so grateful for that.

My extended family came bounding in as soon as the clock struck 7 and the party officially began. Aunt Alice decorated the living room and dining room with bright blues and shades of pink and purple and the rooms were filled with candles and paper lamps hanging from the ceiling. My Aunt truly was the most creative person I knew, even though she drove me crazy all the time.

The night was filled with laughter and happiness which I was really glad about. It was nice that my family and the wolf pack had actually become one giant family over the years and got a long great. The person I was the most happiest about seeing though was Seth. That boy was so important to me and I can't believe I had lived so long without seeing him. He came to visit England a couple times, and we came to visit Forks a couple of times a year but I missed seeing him almost every day and I was glad I could do that again.

"Nessie, can you please come to rez soon we haven't gone cliff diving in so long and it's more fun when your there!" Seth said as he plopped down in between me and Jacob and wrapped his arm around me. I swore I saw Jacob give him a dirty look out of the corner of my eye.

"Of course! I start school on Monday though so maybe Friday night Jake and I can drive down for the night and we could have a bonfire or something!" I smiled not because of the cliff diving part, but because of the staying the night with Jacob part. I looked over at Jacob and he flashed his signature smile and nodded and I hoped it was because he was thinking what I was thinking.

I heard my dad growl but I laughed because I didn't know if it was at me or Jacob, but by the way Jacob suddenly straightened up I assumed it was at him. I saw my dad nod once out of the corner of my eye. This only further made me think that Jacob felt the same way as me. My father abruptly stood up and walked out of the room with a stern look on his face. A minute later Jacob turned to me and stood up too.

"Excuse me, I will be back in a couple of minutes." Jacob said as he stalked after my father. Everyone stopped talking and looked at Jacob as he walked out of the room. Everyone looked at me and then went back to conversing with one another. I think everyone could feel the awkward tension in the room.

"That was um awkward, so um Ness, can we talk in private?" Seth asked, his face turned serious.

"Of course, let's go for a walk outside follow me." I stood up grabbing his hand and headed towards the front door. We walked down the front steps heading towards the direction of the dock. "So what's on your mind? Is everything okay?" I was concerned because Seth always was so carefree and nothing usually bothered him but his body was tense and he was acting so weird.

"Do you love him Nessie? Not like a friend kind of love, but a romantic kind of love?" Seth asked casually.

"Who are you talking about? Jacob?" I laughed sarcastically.

"No, Quil." He rolled his eyes and I laughed. "Are you in love with Jacob?" We were almost near the dock and Seth was staring me right in the eyes. I got the chills suddenly and my whole body felt suddenly cold which was weird for me.

I took a deep and answered. "Yes. I've been in love with him since July when we went to Ireland. He's perfect and he's everything I've ever wanted. When he touches me my whole body feels like it's on fire, when he looks at me my heart melts, and he's always been there for me since the very beginning. I know that he's bound to me from the whole imprint thing but I feel like he completes me in every way. I don't know what I would do if he ever left me because I probably wouldn't survive. He's my everything. My soul mate, my best friend, and hopefully soon my boyfriend….." I said with a smile on my lips. Whenever I talked about him I couldn't hide the love and pride had for him in my voice.

"What do you mean soon?" Seth asked with a flash of sadness on his face.

"Well, I'm planning on telling him that I love him tonight. I'm almost 100 percent sure that he loves me too, and I think I'm old enough to start a relationship with him so I figured I would tell him tonight." I responded joyfully. We were walking down the dock when he suddenly stopped and turned towards me. "Why are you asking me this Seth?" Wait seriously why was he asking me this?

"Your too young Renesmee, you're a child, why the fuck are you trying to start a relationship?" He replied with a mixture of anger and sadness in his voice. His dark eyes stared right into mine.

"Excuse me? I'm ten years old and I stopped growing at the age of seven. I look and act like a seventeen year old! What the fuck is wrong with you?!" I was pissed. What the fuck was wrong with Seth? What the fuck was going on?

"I just don't think you and Jacob are a good idea. He's older and more mature then you, and just because you're his imprint doesn't mean that you have to be with him. You could be with someone else if you want to, and if you weren't Jacob's imprint do you really think he would be here waiting for you? Do you really think he'd want to be with a fucking ten year old hybrid?" He screamed at me with a loud angry voice.

"What did you just say to me?" I started crying. Like really crying. I don't know if it was because I was hurt or if it because I was in shock. I'd never seen Seth act or talk like he was at that moment. He was always my angel face friend, Jacob's pack mate and best friend, and my families' other favorite wolf.

"I'm sorry Ness, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make you cry. I just thought I would have more time." He wrapped me in his arms and pulled me to his chest. I hadn't realized he was shaking until he stopped as soon as I was in his arms.

"More time? I'm confused Seth. What are you talking about?" I looked up at him with my tear stained cheeks and my mascara smeared across my eyes. I didn't understand at all what he was talking about.

He took a deep breath and brought his face down to the same level as mine so he could look at my expression. "I thought….I thought I would have more time to.. to make you fall in love with me. To convince you to choose me instead of him." He said looking to see my expression.

"Wha..wha.. what?" I stopped crying and took a step back.

"I'm in love with you Nessie, and I know that deep down your in love with me too. I thought I had more time to make you realize you were in love with me. I've loved you ever since that day last spring when we were on the beach and you said that I was amazing and any girl would be lucky to have me. I realized that night that you were that girl. The only girl I wanted. The only girl I needed. I love you Nessie, I love you so much and I want you to choose me." He came up to me then I tried to back up, but the piling was behind me and there was nowhere to go.

He wrapped me in his arms and gently pulled my face up to his. I was so shocked and confused I couldn't move. I didn't want this. I didn't want Seth I wanted Jacob. Seth whispered I love you Nessie and pressed his lips to mine. He kissed me for about 20 seconds before I pushed him away. I was disgusted. How could Seth do this? After I professed my love for Jacob to him? Jacob his best friend and brother?

My first kiss was supposed to be with Jacob. My Jacob. The boy that had waited ever so patiently for me for ten years. If he found out about what had just happened he would be heartbroken. I loved Jacob not Seth, and I wanted all my firsts to be with Jacob.

I started crying again. What the fuck just happened? I turned around then to run but froze in my tracks. Everyone at the party was standing at the top of the hill leading down to the dock. Everyone's mouths were hanging open. I looked at each one of their faces trying to find the one I wanted to see the most. The one that was probably heartbroken and devastated by what he just saw. I looked down the line at each one of my family members. I looked for Jacob's but couldn't find it anywhere. Shit this cant be happening.

What the fuck did I just do?

Thank you so so much for reading! Please review it helps me when you review! By the way i saw the midnight premier of breaking dawn part 2 and then i saw it again 10 hours later and i don't know about you guys but i thought it was amazing!

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