Im so sorry this is so late! After I wrote this I went away for a week then I was back at school and I have exams coming up so I have been studying like crazy!

I couldn't believe the amount of reviews this got, it was only like 11 or 12 I think but still for me I thought that was amazing on my first story.

So enjoy Chapter 2 of What if? …..

Arias POV

The door swung open with ezra standing there with the big cheesy smile on his face that I loved so much.

All of a sudden I realised that these feelings were going to be a lot more harder to stop then excepted.

The minute I saw that big smile my heart melted. All the emotions I once, still do, feel kept flooding back. Why did he always do this to me!

"Hey! Im glad you made it" he said without that grin disappearing one bit.

I rolled my eyes and walked into the apartment I would you to call my second home, even though I was only here a couple days ago, it felt like ages since I had been there.

"Ezra I'm here to get my stuff and thats it, no funny stuff"

"I know, but this apartment feels so empty without you in it."

I just looked at him and rolled my eyes once again and stood awkwardly next to the couch, it was so weird being here knowing it could be the last time I would ever be here, even though I didn't want to.

As I turned around to look at the apartment I saw a very familiar brown paper bag sitting on the table with the name "Rose of Sharon" on it with 2 dvds of my all time favourite black and white films. He knew me to well, he knew this would draw me back in.

"Want something to eat I just ordered chinese, oh and I picked these up wanna watch one?"

"First of all I already ate, and second of all, Ezra you know I love you so much but you have to understand its over, I would do absolutely anything to be with you but its to hard and to many people could end up getting hurt, I just really need to get my stuff and go"

He slowly nodded and made his way across the room to me.

"Aria, I understand completely, even though im in denial and really dont want this to happen I understand your reasons, but we cant just leave our relationship like that and not have one last night together, a night we can enjoy and actually live like its our last"

I thought about it for a minute, I guess he was right, the nights where we stayed in with chinese and movies were always my favourite. So I took a deep breath and took a step closer to him.

"okay, I guess we do owe it to ourselves just to have one last night together with no interruptions"

After eating our favourite meal together I turned on my favourite movie and we sat on the couch, at first I was confused, do I sit at a different end to him or do I sit cuddled up next to him as usual? I chose the safe side and leaned to wards the opposite side of Ezra.

" What are you doing you idiot, come sit with me"

As much as I wanted to I knew if I got to close to him I would not be able to help myself

"Ezra I want to, but If we get to close I wont be able to help myself"

"I promise no funny business okay, just hurry up and come sit with me"

With that I cuddled up into him in my usual spot and we watch the movie.

After the 2nd movie had finished I realised it was nearly 11:30 SHIT, dads going to kill me. I turned to ezra,

"I have to go im sorry my dads going to kill me"

I got up, grabbed my coat and started to head near that door, but then I felt the all too familiar grab of my arm and turn to a very passionate kiss.

"Aria, stay."

"Ezra, I cant, we're not together anymore"

"Please Aria, this is our last night we will spend together, I dont want any funny business, just you in my arms as I fall asleep, is that so much of a man to ask his soon to be ex girlfriend?"

Once again I found myself rolling my eyes, "Okay, but no funny stuff, let me just call my dad and spencer so she can cover for me be right back"

I went out to the hall to call spencer to cover for me, which I never usually did but I would have to explain to spencer what happened and I dont know that felt weird to do in front of spencer.

I dialled spencer's number and then after a few rings I heard a very tired spencer answer the phone
"Hey Spence, I didn't wake you did I?"

"Shit no, thankgod you woke me up, I have so much homework to get through and I must of fell asleep, whats up?"

"Sooo... would you be able to cover for me tonight"

"Sure but Aria why am I covering for you, where are you?"

I knew spencer would judge me if I told her what happened, I mean I love this girl to death but she was never one not to speak her mind. "Ezra's, ill explain everything tomorrow, your the best, love you"

I hung up before she could reply, I wasn't really up for a spencer hastings lecture, they could last for hours.

Next to call was my dad it was pretty late but he most likely still be awake grading papers or something.

"Hey dad"

"Hey, I was just about to call you, its nearly 12 am where are you?"

"Sorry I know im still at spencers, I dropped over this book and then she started to help me with my english final, I might just crash here tonight is that cool with you?

" Of course sweetie, id much prefer that then you driving at this time of night, Ill talk to you tomorrow, love you"

"Love you to dad"

As much as I love my dad and he thinks nothing gets past him, he may be the easiest man on earth to lie to, he's pretty gullible.

As I made my way back inside I saw ezra was in the bathroom and had left out my favourite t-shirt of his to wear to bed, well he thinks thats my favourite, which it is, but my absolute favourite is in my room in my draw from when I stole it a couple months ago.

I walked over and picked up the T-shirt as ezra walked out of the bathroom in nothing but boxers. All I could think to myself was damn, im defiantly going to miss those perfectly toned muscles of his. Once again I was faced with another awkward decision, should I get changed out here next to the bed where I always did? Or do I go to the bathroom, I mean ezra's seen me naked 1000 times before but this time it was different. I came to a decision and thought he's not going to see this ever again so I may aswell let him enjoy while it last.

After I was changed I turned off all the lights and hopped in to bed with Ezra who was reading a book. I laid down and almost instantly felt his strong arms pull me close to him. This place now was my happy place, I didn't care that this would be the last time wed be together, I didn't care that this was so wrong and he is now my teacher again, all I cared was that this moment, right now felt perfect.

Once I had almost fell asleep I felt ezra whisper something very softly in my ear

" No matter what, I will always love you Aria Montgomery, you will always be the love of my life and no matter how hard someone trys they will never replace you"

All of a sudden I felt an almighty urge that I had to be with ezra that second, not just here with him holding me, I needed to be with him, one last time. I rolled over and started to kiss him passionately and start to give him the idea that this is what I wanted. In the middle of our kisses ezra held my face and asked me if I was sure. I softly just nodded and whispered

"I love you ezra, from now until forever"

The rest of the night was filled with us just being together for the last time.

I cant really tell what I think of this chapter, whether I like it or hate it? What do you guys think, please give me feedback so I know how you like it! Im not sure how long this story will last if I get good enough reviews it could last for ages but if not who knows. I promise you all I will try my hardest to get the next chapter up soon because I start school holidays on friday so im sure ill find time, but in saying that I have exams so I have to study, so as soon as I have a spare minute ill continue :)