Second Part of Next Step!

This story was inspired by Logan Henderson and Kendall Schmidt's song "Next Step".

These stories took me a little while to write but it was a good idea to me, I hope it turns out okay!

Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush, unfortunately. I do not own the song "Next Step", sadly.


Step 2: Couldn't Take My Mind Off Of You

I stared at my fish sticks on my plate, not really eating. I just kept thinking about Logan. Was I really going to kiss him? Why was I thinking that? Why was I doing that? Could I be...? No, no I can't be. Can I? I shake my head and pickup a fish stick. I felt eyes on me and I know I was acting weird but I can't help it. I've never felt like this before, especially towards another male.

"Kendall are you okay?" I heard whispered to me by James. I nodded at first but then started to shake my head.

"I feel sick. I'm going to bed." i said then got up and left to go to my room.

When I closed the bedroom door to mind and Logan's joined room I leaned against the door. Why can't I stop thinking about that brown haired, brown eyed beauty? Did I just think he was beautiful? Yes. Yes, Hortence Logan Mitchell is beautiful. I groan and walk over to my bed and flop down on it, lying on my stomach burying my face into my pillow. I hear a small knock on my door. I hope it wasn't Logan, well he wouldn't knock it was his room as well after all.

"Go away," I said to the person, but it was muffled by my pillow. I heard a soft chuckle and the door opening. Now I really knew it wasn't Logan because of the chuckle. Logan doesn't chuckle like that, his chuckle is gorgeous. Wow, I know exactly how Logan chuckles? I shake my head and sit up a bit and look at my intruder. James.

"Want to tell me what's going on?" He asked me sitting on Logan's bed. I sighed and sat up, knowing full well he wasn't going to leave until I explain it. James and I are similar in many ways, this being one.

"Logan and I almost kissed. I mean I almost kissed Logan." I admitted and looked down, but glanced at his reaction. He was just smiling at me.

"I know, Kendall, I saw. I'm asking why?" James' voice said to me. "You never told me you were gay."

"I'm not!" I said, too fast, and too defensively. "At least I don't think I am. I don't know, James. I'm so confused." I groaned and put my head in my hands. I heard James sigh.

"Well let me help. Tell me what went through your head in that pool." I sighed and groaned once more, looking at James. His eyes told me he really wanted to help me.

"I was tickling him and he was laughing and his face was getting all scrunched up it was really adorable." I smiled and laughed at the memory but then my eyes widened and I swallowed. "I was wondering what it would be like to kiss him, then you guys threw a ball at my head," I shot him a look and he put up his hands defensively, "and now I can't stop thinking about him." My head snapped up to James' all the pieces coming together. Why did I want to kiss him? Why am I thinking about him like this? I understand now. "I love him," James smiled really wide and toothy.

"There ya go! Now go get him." He got up and patted me on the shoulder then turned to leave. I fell back on my bed thinking those words over and over again.

I love him.

I love him.

I love him.

I love him.

I decided I would deal with this in the morning though. My drowsiness filling my eyes as I kept picturing Logan in my mind they way he looked in the pool. I changed into my pajama shorts, and went to bed and fell asleep and for the first time I dreamt about being with Logan.


So how was it? I know these aren't very long but I was thinking about putting them all into a one shot deal. The whole story is written. I just decided this was the best. :D Please Review and let me know what you think!

~Alexis