Hello veiwers. I do hope you enjoyed the last chapter! This chapter is rated M so do not read unless you are 18 or over. This chapter will contain rape and maybe swears. This will be longer and more carefully edited. Thankyou for reading and hope you enjoy and please please please review. It would mean so much to me if you did.
This chapter is based on the maid who claimed rasputin raped maria when she was eleven years old. This is how I imagine it and not based on facts, only the thought is.
(Maria's pov)
My happiest memory was when a gaurd who I cared for sneaked me cake. His name was Ivan Skorokhodov and I was in love with him. He was caring enough to sneak me cake on my 19th birthday during when my family was in captivity. We were daring enough to sneak away for a moment. We were in the middle of "fooling around" when we got caught. To superiors caught uss during a surprise inspection of the house. But him being taking away was not my worse memory unfortunately. I was eleven years old while it happened. It was late at night and anastia was sound asleep. I heard the door creek open very slowly. I coudnt see who it was so I hid under my covers. A black figure stood over me and spoke in a low spooky tone. "Don't be afraid child its only me rasputin." I sat up and took the covers off my head thinkig eveything was alright. "shhh we might wake up Anastia" I said. "Don't worry little maria we don't need to talk tonight" I was very confsed about what he said. "I want to show you Im not bad and I am good' He started to lift up my nght gown. I flinched and tried to move away. "Don't worry darling, youll enjoy this" He lifted up my night gown and took down my under wear. I started to struggle and whimper. "Little maria don't be afraid, I have to make sure your pure before we can be friends" He took of my night gown and layed me down. I started to cry as my bare body was exposed to him. He started to kiss my navel and went down from there. His beard tickled my private. I Felt his warm tounge start to lick me. I started to push him away so he pinned my arms down. I started to cry even harder and tried to whisper to Anastia hoping Rasputin woulddnt notice. But he must of cause he covered my mouth and moved his mouth up my body. He unbuclked his pants and took his thing out of his pants. I tried to scream but his hand coverd my whole mouth. As I felt it go in me and rip me apart I just felt numb. I couldn't move so I just looked over to Anastia who was still sleeping. I felt a gooey substance run down my leg. Rasputin Started to whisper thing in my ear like your so pure my darling and God will accept you. I was frightned and I knw those words would haunt me forever. As he finished I started crying again. He Handed my dress over to me and smiled. "I hope this shows you im not a bad man and I want to be your friend." I nodded my head so he would leave sooner. He kissed me on the cheek and left the room. I cried all night and faked a smile in the morning. I was never the same.
But that was then and this was now. I was sitting with Mama knitting and drinking tea. The rest of the family was coming here today. O h how I missed them so much. Ive been feeling lonely since we left them. I can not speak unless spoken too since the incident with the cake. Only if mother understood how it was like to not be able to have a say in who you love. Mother will never undestand me. There is just a silince in the room as we wait for the rest of the family to walk in. Hopefully it will be soon. I cant stand another day alone with mother. Even if Olga is still mad at me it will be bettter to have her around.
Come on guys were are the reveiws?! I would really love some, even harsh ones. Just to know your out there J
