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Wait! Carlisle? Oh shit. FUCK ME!
"Come in! Its been a while. You and your family look fantastic! New additions? This coven is almost as big as ours! We have a few wonderful additions to our family too. You should meet them!" Castiel greeted them and hugged his brother.
"Ah, as you see dear brother, this is Alyssa, and Karen. Our two newest lovely additions. Quite gifted too." He said, matter-of-factly. Huh, probably Edward's two newest toys. Dick head.
Yeah, Like I was gonna sit here like a pathetic ex that he cant get rid of. So I did what I had to do. I left.
Edward's P.O.V.
We were greeted by Carlisle's brother Castiel, but something was off. I couldn't read anyone's mind. Not a whisper. The only person's thoughts I couldn't get into was… Bella's. Damn, its been more than two hundred years. She was dead (No matter how much I wished I could be too, it didn't happen.) Now, I lived soulless just for my family's sake.
Well, actually, they made me. I'm constantly watched to make sure I didn't do anything stupid to get myself killed by the Volturi. Alice was to blame. She saw me asking for my death and doing something stupid to provoke them into the decision of my termination.
That worried me. Maybe I was slipping away, the same way Alice thought she was because she couldn't see the Night's future. Oh, boy.
Alyssa and Karen were behind Esme and Jasper, timid for Carlisle's brother was quite bigger than Carlisle himself. More muscular and taller with wild sandy blonde hair. If I could say so myself, he was a bit intimidating. Scary is the word I was willing to throw into the sentence.
"Ah." Castiel said, pulling myself out of my rambling mind thoughts.
"What is it brother?" Carlisle asked, stepping forward and putting his hand on Tall Dark and Gruesome's shoulder.
"My friend Isabella just left. I was hopping that you could meet her. She is fascinating." He pouted and Elizabeth came to his side.
That name killed me inside. Isabella. Isabella Marie Swan. Bella. My Bella. My love. No matter how much I wished that she could be here with me, she was gone and so was my heart.
"Sorry dear, she told me should couldn't handle all their emotions. She will be back later tonight. She went hunting again." Her voice shifted on the word 'emotions' and 'again'.
"Excuse me? Did you just say she couldn't handle our emotions?" Jasper's curiosity took the best of him so he had to ask.
"Yes dear, I did. She has a way with everyone's emotions and it bothers her. Poor darling can't handle all the negative emotions. Its the only thing she can feel." She said, worry and hurt spiking her words. She was just like Esme.
Jasper frowned and eased. Poor thing. That must haunt her. I know that all the sadness we feel is bad but having it attack you and that being the only thing she can feel… It must SUCK. He thought to me.
We all went inside to the cavernous kitchen and talked about our family, our abilities and how big our covens were.
Erik could control objects with his mind, Rouge could kill someone with the touch of her hand. (That's why she wears gloves.) Clair could see someone's past, of future by touching something that belongs to them. (Alice was enthusiastic about this.) Jake could mess with one's memory. And Elisabeth could teleport while Castiel could see and talk to dead people.
It was around midnight and everyone split up. Erik and Emmett were out wrestling. Clair, Jake, Alice and Jasper went to an all night store to shop. Rouge and Rosalie were out, showing off their beauty to the world. Alyssa and Karen were out hunting. Elizabeth and Esme went to look at designer houses and Castiel and Carlisle went to the hospital where they both work together.(Because we are not planning on leaving soon.) I on the other hand, was stuck at the house, alone as always.
1:30 am. The clock mocked me as the time passed by slowly. Soon enough, I could hear light footsteps as they raced towards the house.
About to turn around, I stopped and sniffed the air. The scent wasn't anyone I knew, but at the same time, it smelt oddly familiar.
I turned to meet this this stranger, but sure enough, it was Bella.
If I was still human, my mind would have exploded, my heart would have stopped beating and I probably would have shit my pants.
She came through the front door and passed by me. Its like she didn't know I was there. OR she didn't want me here.
FUCK. Bella was a vampire? She was the one with those heart breaking abilities? She wasn't dead? She lived with the Night coven?
My mind was racing a mile per second. All I really had to say was... FUCK!
Her golden eyes swept the house as she passed by, her beauty lighting up the room.
"Bella?" I said softly. I was more than sure she could hear me.
She turned half way to look at me with her eyes full of hurt. "Look, Edward, I just don't feel well right now. I cant deal with all this stress. Just, please leave me alone." She whispered and looked down at the floor before turning away to walk up the stairs.
I ran in front of her, making her stop, but she wouldn't look up at me! Ugh! I haven't seen her beautiful face for about two hundred years and I will not wait any longer.
I lifted her chin with my pointer finger, trying to look at me.
"Bella?" I asked again and she finally looked at me, smoldering me in her fearful eyes.
"What do you want with me now, Edward?" She jerked her chin away from me. Ouch. That was hurtful.
"I want to talk to you." I said, trying to hold her gaze in mine.
"Well, that's inevitable. Leave me alone, Edward." She warned.
She tried side stepping me, but I wouldn't let her go.
"Move or you and I both are going to regret what I do." She said angrily, crossing her petite arms across her chest. Oh, how they were perfect... wait! What did I just think?
I didn't move. "Not until you let me talk to you Bella." I stated. Please, Please, let me talk to you.
But then, I couldn't see her. Everything disappeared from sight and I was living in hell. It burned with sadness and depression, hurt and pain. It hurt horribly and I screeched out in pain, begging for it to stop.
As soon as I begged for the pain to stop, I fell to the floor in front of my beautiful Bella. I gasped for air, trying to hold myself up.
"I told you we both would regret it. Now PLEASE move, Edward." She said softly, her voice cracking.
I JUST GOT BURNED BY FEELINGS! And it hurt. Was this what she felt? Oh, shit. I'm the biggest asshole on the planet. Yeah, Edward. REAL smooth. Look what you have done to the poor girl you idiot.
Instead of moving out of her way, I jumped up and grabbed her in a tight hug. She tried to get me off of her at first, but when she saw that I wasn't going to let go, she stopped.
I held her to me tightly, afraid that this was the only time I would get to hold my lovely angel. Pushing her hair to the side, I laid my head on her shoulder and pressed my nose into her neck.
She smelt WODERFUL. My beauty stood there shocked but after a few minutes, she pulled her arms around me.
"Do that all you want to me but all the bad feelings in the world will NOT get me away from you." I said really softly, trying not to ruin the moment.
She never said anything after that. Ten minutes passed by and I let her go.
"I- I'm sorry. I really needed that Bella. You have no idea how much I wanted to hug you." I had my hands on her shoulder. "You can go now if you want to." I turned around and walked back into the living room and turned the television on.
I heard her take a long, unnecessary breath then turn to go upstairs. I heard the door close and it was quiet for the rest of the night. There was one thing nagging at me.
She relaxed so much when you hugged her, Cullen. She wasn't tense. Maybe your sorry ass could get her back! Idiot, you shouldn't even get a second chance after the bullshit you've pulled two-hundred years back with her. But man, you're lucky she didn't rip your head off. I'm sure any other girl would have. But Bella wasn't like any other girl. Maybe she would give me another chance. Maybe is the key word
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