"I don't think you get this.."
He whispered shakily into my ear. I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought my body closer to his. "please." I pleaded to him desperately.
"NO, ness." He pushed my away. I looked into Jacobs serious rejecting brown eyes. I couldn't help but feel hurt. "Not now," He said putting his hands on my face trying to calm the hurt in my heart.
I parted from him and fixed my shirt and hair. It was dark in his room and i felt as if there was tension now between us, he did the same and sat us down on the couch in his living room. I sat away from him thinking he wanted space but he looked at me and dragged my closer. He rested an arm around me and sighed.
"You're not ready for that yet, babe.. How do you even know how to-" I looked up at him and smiled. "Kay, ya .. NO." I giggled. "I am ready, i don't know what you're talking about."
"You're 15, Ness you're dad will kill me, literally."
"he doesn't have to know.." He laughed at me and blushed.
"If i ever, did that with you.. Did those, things.."He blushed and i bit my bottom lip.
"I wouldn't be able to stop myself from having little, flash backs.." He winked.
I felt disappointed, and silly. "I'm not giving up on what i want." I said while moving onto his lap. "Too bad sweet cheeks. Now if you will excuse my babe..I have to go patrol its my shift. I'll drop you off first though."
"fine." I huffed.
He changed and i climbed on his back and kicked him in the side like a hoarse.
I laughed loudly until he took off and i almost pissed myself, thinking i would have face planted off of him.
He was, fast. Really fast. Im surprised i didn't have a good case of whiplash. I leaned down with all my might and whispered din his ear. "The only time you'll let me ride you is when you're in dog formation. Aha."
He barked sounding like a laugh or telling me to shuttup.
He slowed to a walk at the usually spot letting my collect myself so i wouldn't puke from the ride. "I can walk from here," i said checking my wrist watch he had to jet or he would get into shit from Leah.
"I dont want you in trouble." He stopped and let me off of his back. I walked around him and kissed his nose. I looked into his big brown wolf eyes and caught a sense of worry. "Im fine you big lug. Leave."
He nodded once and ran away.
