Sam/Samandriel (Samsamdriel?)
Samandriel lay on the bed and thought. He thought of Crowley and the unspeakable acts he had to partake in, of all the secrets he had released against his will. Tears slid down the round cheeks of his vessels and darkened the sheets that covered his legs. How could he return home? He was a traitor. The secrets he had let out could destroy heaven. He looked around and listened to his brothers talk. There was no talk of him. Did they even look? He began to ignore the angel talk from fear of upsetting himself anymore and resumed his crying.
"Hey there man, how are you feeling"
Sam Winchester walked in and saw the Angel, tear streaming down his face. He rushed to his side and sat in the open chair
"What's the matter? Does it hurt? Are you alright?"
Samandriel looked at the face of Sam Winchester and studied it hard. He had the face of sunshine. Although worry lines were dug into his forehead, he radiated this sort of comfort the little angel was not used to. Sam hair framed his face and his beautiful eyes seemed to only see Samandriel with a look of general concern. It gave Samandriel a warm feeling to know someone cared.
"I am fine. I was just thinking of home. I can not return there now. I am traitor and will be treated as such"
Sam looked at the Angel with pity but quickly shook the look off his face.
"Well, you have a home with us. Castiel is with us as well so you will still have family"
Samandriel once again took in the warmness that was Sam Winchester and smiled
"Thank you. You and your brother have done so much for me. I don't know how I could ever repay you"
He placed his hand on Sam's cheek and smiled warmly again.
"Speaking of which, Where is my brother? And Dean?"
Sam blushed at the small Angels touch and his question
"They..um...well...they are off having their profound bond"
Samandriel cocked his head to the side "I do not understand?"
"They are spending quality time together"
"Oh, I see. Are you jealous Sam Winchester? I know that Gabriel had taken to watching over you but he is gone now. You must be lonely"
Sam shook his head "No, I am fine...Wait. What? Gabriel watched over me? For how long? Why?"
"He had watched over you since you two had met at the university. He took it upon himself to watch over you. He cared very deeply for you. I am not sure that it was to the extent for which my older brother cares for Dean though"
Sam smiled at the thought of an Angel watching over him. He had been jealous in the past because his mother had told Dean that angels watched over him and it was true but for Sam it did not seem to be the same. It is not like he would be able to remember his mother telling him things like that but sometimes he just felt alone and wished he had the comfort of those words for company
Samandriel looked at Sam again. He seemed to be deep in thought. The look fit him. He was a thinker a man of intelligence and Samandriel appreciated that. The ability to think freely and act of his own accord. But he also worried about the burden that must have been placed on the man's shoulders, knowing that there would be no one to blame for his actions. The constant worry that obviously plagued the man in front of him.
Without thinking Samandriel reached forward and kiss innocently on the lips and pulled away. His whole face covered with blush in a matter of seconds
"I...uh...u-uh..."
Heaven's more adorable Angel grew increasingly cuter by the second as he stammered and struggled to regain his composure. And Sam lost it.
He lunged forward and hovered over the tiny Angel for second before diving down and kissing him open mouthed. The Angel leaned up in anticipation and pulled on Sam jacket trying to lift himself up more. Sam flipped them over so Samandriel straddled his lap and he could better reach the perfectly soft skin of the younger man's neck.
Samandriel moan as Sam attacked his neck leaving marks on the once blank canvas. His face grew a violent shade of red as he felt himself rut against Sam's package, feeling the hardness that was growing in both of their pants.
It was all happening so fast Samandriel panicked and jumped off of Sam.
"I am sorry Sam Winchester. I am not ready for that type of thing"
"No, it is okay. My fault...I shouldn't have...Wow..Um...I..I'll just go"
Sam made to leave to escape the awkward tension that seem to surround him and cut off his air supply.
What was he thinking? Samandriel was a third of his size, injured, and fresh out of heaven.
"No!...I mean. Please stay"
Samandriel patted the spot next him on the bed, his face still covered in red. Sam slowly eased himself back on to the bed. Samandriel placed his head on Sam strong chest and Sam placed him arm the angel and smiled.
"I may not be much Sam Winchester but I promise I will perch on your shoulder as my brother does for you brother and watch over you."
Sam smiled down at the Angel and scooted down allowing Samandriel to get more comfortable and waited for him to drift off to sleep before whispering
"Thank you"
AN: Ta-da! Hopefully this isn't too bad. When I saw Samandriel I totally thought that maybe he would live and join Team Free Will and be Sam's Angel...like desparately but oh well...A girl can dream or she can try and write fanfiction. 3
