Hey everyone sorry the last chapter was kind of short.
I don't know how to explain but when it came to my turn to go by myself without edward it was like all my shyness came back. But when we both did it together the first time i wasn't so scared.
music class same day
Ok we are going to do see do so everyone grab a partner. I just stood there being shy like allways. When i noticed jessica asking edward an i could tell he said yes so i was stuck with the vile mike newton. at least i would get to him sooner or later. we imediatly started and by the time i got to edward i was laughing and having more fun than i thought i would. After we finished jessica came up to me in a grumpy mood.
"Hey." I said a smile still plasterd on my face.
"Hi."
"Whats wrong?"
" I noticed that when edward got to you and saw you laughing he immediatly smiled." She sounded really upset.
"Listen even if i did like him i wouldn't do anything cause you called him." Beside that no one like him would ever like someone like me. I don't know how to explain it but after that i felt really upset like i wasn't happy but i decided to put on a happy face for my friends.
fith grade cristmas break
My unhappiness allways got worse a during this time of year because i had more time to think and day dream just to be crushed by reality. I missed edward alot cause when i saw him at school i at least felt a little bit more happiness. Not much hass happened this year but i made two new friends whos names are angela and her little sister rebeca. Rebeca was a year younger than us. They were the only ones who knew about my crush and i hoped to keep it that way.
Summer
The reat of the year went by normal and boring just more music classe which involve alot more dancing which allways made me happy for alittle while. i just hope this year at middle school will be better and more exciting little did i know...
I hope you liked the story of my life next chapter is more exciting cuz i had a teacher that wasn't right in the head it was so much fun. And yes everything you read or will read did happen.
