Pain, Pain go away. Come again another day

POV: 2D

Place: In the Winnebago, Murdoc's bed.

Time: 10:37 am

'Hmmm where am I? This isn't my bed, it's too soft. It's warm, not warm as in hot day. More like warm like another person warm. Aargg my head hurts' I think to myself. I feel a migraine coming on. I open my eyes it takes a while to august to the light. Then I release where I am not by sight but by smell, the scent of cheap fags and alcohol. 'Must have passed out in the Winnie last night..' then I remember what happened. The memories flood back. The talking, the truth. Then I see whose arms are around my waist… 'Oh no!' It's Murdoc! 'No, no, no if he finds me here... He'll kill me.' I know I like him I've always liked him maybe even love him… I never thought he would like me back!... So I turn around now facing him. 'Oh shit…' He start's to stir. I pretend to be asleep. I close my eyes.

"Oi, Face ache you awake?" he whispers softly. His voice soft and sleepy, the best mixture.

Without knowing it I start ginning a little... 'Oh no… he'll know I'm awake'

I guess he didn't because the next thing I know I'm being pulled closer. My head in the crook of his neck. He smells nice. Almost safe in a way. All of a sudden my thoughts are interrupted by Murdoc's sleepy voice.

"I…. I luv yew Stu…" his voice so soft like the rain outside .That I just noticed. He sounded a bit scared too… Is he scared of me? Or what he feels for me?

To give him a bit of comfort I snuggle up to him as if saying 'I heard you.' I've always wanted this to happen; I just never thought it would. I just want to melt into him right now.

Before I can stop myself, I say something.

"I… luv yew too Muds" I whisper a bit my voice breaking a bit, because I haven't said anything all day.

I feel is body tense, 'oh no, he knows I'm awake.' I open my eyes I know I lost the game. I pull away from him. I'm now looking at him. 'Oh god, please don't be mad…' to my surprise he doesn't start yelling or hitting he just looks at me and I look back. Finally he speaks after what seems like years!

"I knew ya where awake," he smirk's. He says it as if he hadn't said what he said before.

I manage to find some words.

"Did yew really mean wot yeh said?"

I hate it when he's quite it's so scary, it swallows you whole… it eats your insides. I think he doesn't know what to say…

Finally he speaks up. I've been waiting for it.

"… If ah didn't then why did ah let yeh come in the 'bago, share me life and booze wit ya an' let yeh sleep in me bed?" He say's coolly like he always does.

I want to question it but I don't have the chance. Because, his long tong is in my mouth. He tastes like fading rum and fags. A moan escapes me. I run my fingers threw is greasy hair. Our lips still locked, his tong searching my mouth, as if there was a prize in it that he desperately wanted. I tug a bit at his hair, this time he is the one that moans. My heart is beating faster. I feel a sensation in the pit of my stomach.

As soon as it started it ended, he broke away.

"And…" he pants "If ah didn't mean et ah wodda already have fucked last night." Then he turns to lie on his back.

Me being dull and all it takes a while to sink in what just happed.

"So yeh mean you're taking et slow?" I say still slightly panting.

He chuckles "ya say it like it's a bad thing." He says Staring off. He's smiling! He never smiles. I like it!

All of a sudden I blurt out.

"Then why don't we do et now?" god I wish I could learn to keep the hole in my face shut.

He looks away from whatever he was staring at, and raises an eyebrow.

"Ya think ya can handle et?"

"'course ah can, I'm not a baby."

"Well then, can't keep yeh waitin." He's in a sitting position now.

He pulls me into his lap. I start to blush. He sees it, and his smile only grows wider. Our lip's find each other again, like old friends. This time I'm the one looking for the prize in his mouth.

He breaks away again, and looks at me. Then moving to my ear. Nipping at my earlobe for a moment.

He whispers to me "Yew know that you're beautiful right? Just thought yeh ot to know."

I start to blush an even darker shade of scarlet.

"yer not ta bad lookin yer self. " I say with a small smile curling its way onto my face.

He begins making a hikie on my neck. I'm not sure what to do. His sharp teeth biting in a sensitive spot on my neck that I didn't know that I had! It feels so amazing. Losing myself in the pleasure. It's nothing like what I've done with woman before. I feel the sensation in my stomach again, this time it's stronger. Murdoc's hands making there why to my belt buckle. Before I know it, my trousers are gone as are my boxers. Murdoc brakes away and unfastens his own trousers, losing them in a matter of seconds along with is boots and boxer. 'Wow he's bigger than I thought…' As I thought these words I hadn't noticed I said them as well.

"wow ah knew yer big but ah didn' fink yeh was that big!" God I hate that hole in my face I call a mouth.

He looks at me 'Oh god I offended him.'

"Ah don't know if et's a complement or if ah should be offended... Did ya think I was small?" he asks.

'I have to fix this... oh no, oh no, oh no'

"No, no, no. et's a complement, like ah said ah knew et was big but didn' fink it was fhat big."

"Oh…." Now I'm not the only one who's blushing.

It was getting awkward so I pulled him down by his inverted cross, our lips met each other once more. The awkwardness melted away. We pick up where we left of. His hand trailing downwards. Is hand lingering above Stuart jr. causing him to stand up, the same reaction to happens to Murdoc.

POV: third person.

Murdoc had never been with another man, but he did his best to pleas Stuart. He pulled away and their lips where no longer glued to each other. Trailing his long tong down to his bellybutton liking around it. Murdoc slips his hand around 2D's shaft and taking the tip into his mouth. Sucking softy, causing the latter to shiver and moan Murdoc's name. Picking up the pace, 2D trying not to thrust into Murdoc's mouth. He stops and takes Stuarts member out of his mouth, the bluenett looks at him confused and disappointed.

"Not yet o'right?" He says with a lustful smile curling on his face.

2D nodded. Murdoc pulled 2D back into his lap.

"This might 'urt a bit." He whispers, as he positions himself. He's nervous. Murdoc Niccals nervous! About sexs? He looks 2D deep in his rabbit hole eye's feeling his own filling with lust. Losing himself, snapped out of it by 2D who was finding the courage to speak.

"Umm… Muds don't we need… umm ya know… somefing…" He's nervous too. Murdoc knew what he meant.

"Err. Yeah… right umm" Murdoc looking around his bedroom looking for lube. Finally finding a small bottle of it on his night stand still half full. He squirted the lubricant on his hand a coated his member in it.

"Yew ready Stuart?.." he's nervous again. "If it 'urts tell me an' we'll stop, okay?"

2D nodded as he gently slid his member into 2D's entrance, only halfway. 2D closed his eyes and bit his lip trying not to show weakness. But Murdoc saw the pain in his face.

"Try to relax… don't worry soon comes the pleasure." When 2D opened his eyes. Murdoc smiled again, weakly but it's still a smile.

"Okay…" 2D breathed.

Murdoc pushed himself a bit farther now. He could still see the pain in the latter face. He pulled out and pushed back in. And wouldn't you know it. The pain melted away and pleasure kicked in. And a moan escaped the latter. Trying to remember where his pleasure spot was, he pulled back out and went back in.

2D still biting his lip but not of pain but trying not to make too much noise. But being a singer he couldn't hold it in. his finger nails digging into Murdoc's shoulder's.

"Harder…" he murmured. Murdoc didn't need to be told twice.

"As you wish." He whispered, slightly panting. Picking up the pace of things. The two moaning and groaning became louder and louder, there sweat covered bodies against each other. Murdoc thrusting harder into 2D.

The pleasure became too much for 2D and het came onto both of their stomachs, Murdoc fallowing soon after in 2D. Murdoc pulled out of 2D and collapsed on his bed. 2D's head resting on his chest, as he starts to fiddle with Murdoc's inverted cross.

"I've nevah had such a good shag in me life…" Murdoc panted. Looking down at 2D. 2D looked up with love filled eyes. He smiled at the bluenett. For the first time in a long time Murdoc was happy. Murdoc ran his fingers throw 2D's hair, and started to twirl a lock between his fingers

"Me nefer…I luv yew Muds." 2D smiled back.

"Ah luv yew too, pet" he said. Wrapping his arms around the latter, both men fell asleep. Happy in each other's arms.