Chapter 2

Next day at school I was trying to ignore Caleb. It wasn't easy considered the fact that we had almost every class together but I just said that my mom would kill me if I got another F and that I have to be more focus on lessons. He didn't buy that, though. But he didn't push me. He just gave me a little space witch makes me love him even more. I knew that I'll have to tell him soon. I just didn't know how. We were eighteen. Two irresponsible teenagers who not a long time ago couldn't take care of each other. And now we were about to be parents. Mom. This word sounded so weird now. But I knew that even if I give this baby away I'll always be a mom. Abortion was not an option. I couldn't leave with it. So I had to tell Caleb quickly because I knew I was going to get bigger. I just wasn't ready yet.

"Hanna, I'm talking to you" Misses Montgomery was looking at me, probably waiting for an answer but I didn't even hear the question. I looked at Caleb but he just shook his head. I assumed he wasn't focus either.

"I'm sorry. I'm not feeling well" I said with a guilty face. I really was sorry. I couldn't fail school, even with a child on the way.

"Are you okay?" Aria's mom has always problems with us. She always wanted to be fair to all of her students but she couldn't help that she treated us better. We were her daughter's best friend and she was kind of like a mom to all of us. Now she was looking at me worried.

"I'll be fine" I said but my voice sounded so weakly that even I didn't buy that.

"Maybe someone should take you to the nurse" I was about to say that it's not necessary but Caleb volunteer before I opened my mouth. Alone time with him was the last thing that I needed right now. But neither Caleb nor Misses Montgomery wouldn't let go so I had no choice. We were walking in empty hallways in a silence. It took me a minute before I realized that we were going in the wrong direction.

"Where are we going?"

"We're going to talk" I was afraid that he'll say it. He stopped at the end of the hallway and stared at me. I was quite. After few minutes he finally had spoken.

"What's going on with you?"

"I'm just…"

"Stop it. I know you Hann. Who are you trying to foul? You're not acting like this because you're ill. I've seen you being sick. It's not that. You're not sick. You're…" He stopped to find a right word "empty" For last 24 hours I couldn't exactly described how I felt but he did it perfectly. I was empty. I was scared to feel anything. So I felt nothing. " And I get that you need a little space, but it's killing me to see you like this and not been able to help you. I just want you to know that whatever it is that you're hiding from me you can tell me" He held my hand " We can deal with it. Together" I looked at him and all I saw was honest. And than I just said it.

"I'm pregnant" I whispered. First, I thought that he didn't hear me. But than I looked at his face. I saw thousand emotions in his eyes. Confusion, stress, fright. After a while he took a deep breath and looked at me. He saw tears in my eyes and he tried to calm himself down.

"Are you sure?" He asked gently as if he thought that I was going to run away as soon as possible.

"I'm pretty sure. I mean, I didn't see a doctor, but I took a test yesterday. Couple of, actually. All positive." When I started to talk about it finally seemed real. And this was the moment when I broke. I couldn't talk or breathe. I was crying stronger than ever. It was like all of this mess that I was holding in me for a day finally came out.

"Shh" Caleb whispered to my ear. He hugged me and held me like I was going to fall apart "It's going to be okay."

"I don't think so" I said when I finally was able to speak again. "I mean, it's bigger than anything we were dealing with before. It's not something that can just go away. It's a baby, Caleb. Real, breathing baby. Our baby"

"I know Hanna. But I promise you that we'll handle it." I knew that he didn't know what to do and just comforted me as always but it actually made me feel better. At least I wasn't alone with this anymore.

"But there's so many things that we should do know. First, we have to go to the doctor, than tell people about it. People like my parents." My voice trembled at the last sentence. I knew that mom, even if it takes her a while, will be supporting me with every decision. But my dad.. it was another story. So many times I said to myself that he's just a jerk who left my mom. But he was still my father. I wanted to make him proud of me. I wanted to show him that I can be better than Kate. I assumed that teen pregnancy wasn't high on list of top things that make him proud.

"I know Hanna. But for now lets keep it to ourselves. First we checked everything at the doctor and than we talk about what do next" He was simply amazing. I knew that he felt exactly like me but he was doing everything to make ME feel better.

"I'm scared Caleb" I confessed quietly.

""I am too" He admitted "But I promise you that everything's going to be okay"

"I love you so much" I said and kissed him. I knee that it couldn't be as easy as he said it. But for me the fact that he didn't run away and that he was there for me was more than enough.

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