Lilly was still on the night watch. She enjoyed it because it was quiet, and when it was quiet she liked to think. She thought about all the people in the motor especially Lee. He had tried to save her father, he went against Kenny who was his number one companion. That is except for Carley.
Lately Lilly noticed them together, laughing and talking, she couldn't help but feel jealous. Kenny had his family, Lee had Clementine and in a way Carley. Everyone here had someone, except for Ben.
Lilly never cared for the kid. In fact he did nothing to help the group. He was a drain on their supplies but Lee, Carley and clementine insisted he stay.
Lilly felt a presence near her and turned around. She figured it would be Kenny even though he was an hour late for his shift. She'd give him hell for it tomorrow, right now she was too tired and yelling this late at night would probably piss everyone off.
"Need a break," the voice was not Kenny's, it was Lee. She felt they made a great team and that maybe one day they could actually get to know each other better. 'What the hell Lilly stay real,' she mentally cursed herself for thinking of him like that. She did not have those feelings for him.
"yeah,thanks""I am pretty tired" she said in a surprisingly cheery mood. ( as cheery as you can get after watching your father be brutally murdered.
"...Well, can I have the gun?" He asked very confused from her behavior. He figured that she would act weird after what happened in the meat locker but not like this. She was actually pretty kind to him.
"Oh..uh yeah" she said awkwardly looking a tad bit embarrassed. "Here" she said tossing him the rifle.
As Lilly walked back to her room, Lee got settled in the lawn chair and sat back. Lately there weren't as many walkers (not that anyone was complaining) but it was a little odd. Lee and Lilly did the far most watch shifts. Lilly did more because Lee was often on supply runs with Kenny. Jesus... Kenny used to be his go to guy, he was the one he trusted the most but all that went down in the meat locker. From the time Lee defended Duck from Larry at the drugstore and when he gave rations to Kenny's entire family, the only time lee didn't side with him he turned against him.
Dawn soon cast over the motor inn, giving off a glamorous sunrise that Lee enjoyed watching. It reminded him of the way things were before, happy and beautiful. Things he took for granted he now desperately wished he had things like toilet paper an-. His thoughts were cut off by Lilly who burst out of her room with an enraged look on her face as she headed to Kenny's room banging on the door. She was pissed. Kenny stepped out closing the door behind him so Katjaa and duck didn't have to hear him and Lilly bickering.
"Goddammit what's your problem now!?" Kenny exclaimed.
"Why the fuck did you not come out to take your shift" she retorted angrily.
"Well princess some of us have a family to take care of-"
"A FAMILY,DO YOU RELIZE WHAT YOU DID TO MY FATHER, YOU MURDERED HIM!" she said, her voice filled with an unbelievable amount of rage.
Everyone had heard Lilly's outburst and had ran out to see what the problem is now.
"DO YOU NOT EVE-" she began before Lee cut her off.
"whoa whoa whoa, what's wrong now?" Lee asked. Lee was the peacemaker of the group and always seemed to put Kenny and Lilly's arguments at ease.
"Kenny is talking to me about family, ha family he still has his" she stated bitterally. "He didn't even take his shift last night"
"My boy is sick, I needed to stay with him," Kenny shot back.
"Do you need some medicine for him," Lee asked genuinely concerned for the boys health. Kenny nodded gratefully.
"you have Katjaa to take care of him, don't you see I have nothing" she feel silent, her eyes closed taking a deep breath. Everyone left Lilly to be by herself, giving her even more time to think.
A/N: my god this is really difficult, how on earth do you guys do this, anyway I just needed to get this out of my system. It's my first time writing somthing this big and I'm really inexperienced. Thanks do my reviews and private messages, it really means a lot. Bye for now
