Sorry it took so long! Been busy lately :/ hope you enjoy this chapter it is very different it kind of skips parts because I thought it may be better this way .but anyway please R&R
P.S: Update should be soon.
Disclaimer: I own nothing apart from Sydney
Six days later~
"Okay Teresa just wait here I'll be back in a minute" Jane said looking out the window searching the streets to see anybody suspicious wondering about "Not a chance" She replied stepping out of the small car without waiting for Janes reaction. She looked out into the open darkness and took a deep breath, Jane opened the door and then slammed it shut "You never listen do you?" He said walking round to where she was standing and grabbing her hand "Huh! That's rich coming from you!" they both looked at each other for a moment "You ready?" Jane said breaking both the silence and serious eye contact "How much longer is this going to last Patrick?" they were now walking toward the tall building that had MOTEL written across the front "What do you mean?"
"I mean, I don't want to live like this for the rest of my life. Running and hiding sleeping in motels for days on end" Jane span around and pulled her into a hug "It'll all be over soon, I promise" Lisbon squeezed him tight for a second then nodded against his chest "C'mon I'm getting tired" He pulled back slightly and grabbed Lisbon by the hand again "Oh and we do have a long night ahead of us" Lisbon smiled and leaned her head against Janes shoulder.
2 years later~
"Patrick" Lisbon said tugged on his shoulder "Patrick, get up!" She was now standing beside the double bed and packing all her belongings into a large black suitcase "Mhmmmfm" Jane mumbled sitting up and leaning against the back of the bed "What are you doing Teresa?" but Lisbon's eyes didn't even leave the suitcase "I'm going Patrick, I'm going home" She said now looking at him with her emerald eyes sparkling in the sunlight shining in from behind Jane.
"Whaa… what?" He replied in utter confusion "You can't just leave?" Lisbon stood there looking down at her already packed bags but they weren't just hers "We are going, we can't live like this any longer Patrick" he got out of the bed and picked up one of the bags that was on the ground in-front of Lisbon "No, you're not taking Sydney" Lisbon's eyes started to water and Jane could see that she was holding back tears "I'm sorry Patrick" she mumbled "Sydney sweetie c'mon" Jane was gobsmacked and honestly didn't expect Lisbon to do this to him especially after losing his first wife and daughter "What about me? What about us?" Jane said sitting on the edge of the large bed "I never once said you can't come Patrick" Jane just huffed "And you want me to come do you?"
"I think some time apart will do us good" she said packing her toiletries into her purse when she heard small footsteps coming into the room "Did you find your binkie?" the small girl nodded her head and stretched her arms out to her mother "How long are you going for?" He asked in a low voice "I'm not sure" she said bouncing the small girl on her hip. Her small blonde curls bouncing on her head she looked up into her mother's eyes green meeting green "I think it's time to go… I'll call you" She said handing Sydney over to Jane "I'll see you soon beautiful" He bent his head to en-hale the scent of the small girl's hair "I love you" he whispered.
3 weeks later~
"Wow she really looks like Jane sometimes!" Grace said holding the little blonde headed girl in her arms "Huh yeah when she's being cheeky" Lisbon huffed rubbing the small girls leg "She misses him" Lisbon said in a small voice, Grace looked at her with a curious glare "And do you?" "Do I what?" she replied looking up at Grace with a confused look "Miss him?" Lisbon thought about it then nodded "Of course I miss him, He is my husband Grace" She said standing up and taking her coffee mug over to the sink "Then why isn't he here with you?" She followed her over to the sink with her big belly in-front "It's complicated" She lied.
"No it's not you love him he loves you you's have Syd, what's complicated about that?" she asked suspiciously "Look you really don't understand Grace! I went out on a limb for him I risked and ruined my career for him and all I have to show for it is living in different motels every week and having to raise my daughter in them while eating cheap pizza from the gas station I don't want that life not for myself or my daughter" Lisbon snapped.
Grace just nodded "Well I'd love to see him soon, I miss him too" She said in a cooing voice to Sydney who had laughed at this statement. The topic was changed after Lisbon's confession and Grace had gone home an hour later. Lisbon pulled out her phone and scrolled through her contacts *Patrick Jane* she closed her eyes and pushed dial it rang twice before it was answered by a groggy voice "Yes?" god he sounded terrible "It's me" she said soothingly "Okay, what?" He replied in an angry voice "I was wondering how you've been?" she said calmly "You mean without my wife and daughter?" he snapped "Patrick listen" but she was cut off by his angry remark "No Teresa I understand I ruined your life and your career everything was fine before you met me so you want a divorce" Lisbon was stunned. She never wanted it to be like this she was only doing what she thought was right for her and her daughter.
"What are you talking about?" He could hear the sniffles through the phone she was crying "Don't pretend like you didn't want this" he sighed "I know what this is; it's a trial separation isn't it?" He said in a low voice "I thought it was for the best Patrick I really did" She mumbled in reply. She heard some moving then the line went dead.
Janes POV~
He chucked the phone at the wall then started to pace up and down the room "I need to go home" He mumbled to himself. He walked over to the bedside table and pulled all his belongings out of it and shoved them into a large black bag. He left a fifty dollar note on the bed then walked out of the room. It was a long walk to the nearest bus stop but he didn't mind as long as he was going home to sort things out with his wife he didn't care. The bus came exactly 45minutes after Jane had arrived at the depot "To the airport please" Jane said handing the driver a twenty dollar note which he accepted.
It was a thirty minute ride before he reached his destination he ran into the departure section and brought a one way ticket to Sacramento. *Boarding flight 567 to Sacramento* the boarding call echoed through the waiting room and Jane picked up his bag to check in.
Later that night~
There was a knock on the door that woke Lisbon she woke up to see the alarm clock above her head *2.13am* she huffed into her pillow, who goes to someone's house at 2 in the morning? She stumbled down the stairs to find a very familiar figure standing in her living room "How the hell did you get in here?" she said bringing the man back to his thoughts and grinning at her "This" he said raising his hand to show her the paperclip "Hmmm" She glaring at him "I'm sorry Teresa" He mumbled and walked toward her "Me too" she said walking down the last few steps and wrapping her arms around his waist "I missed you" she said against his chest, He stepped back to look into her eyes he bent his head down then pressed his nose into hers "I missed you too".
