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With a wave good bye to Victoria, I jump off the train and roll over the soft grass. Inhaling the sweet scent, I pause for a moment to appreciate the lush green beneath me and suck in slow breaths.

Nature is so beautiful, I think as I study the pure sky. It was such a lovely shade of blue and like a gradation, the blue casually shifted to silvery white on the horizon.

I sprang to my feet and rearranged my back pack straps before sprinting off in the direction of my house. Memorizing the longest route home, I twist through the maze of streets, crossing Michigan Avenue and scaling a small building to run across the roof and leap down. The soles of my feet sting but I ignore it and keep jogging, wrapping my fingers through fence loops and hoisting myself over.

By the time I reach home, my lungs are burning and my legs are shaking, but I still feel as though adrenaline is continually pulsing through me. I want to keep going. However, nothing is left to scale and I trot up to the fence surrounding our yard.

For once, I can't hear anyone arguing after I leap over the fence to enter the house. Then again, no one is home aside from me. My stomach grumbles and I saunter over to the refrigerator to find enough left over hamburger meat to make myself one. It sizzles as I slide it around the pan, waiting for Andi to walk into the house as well. No sooner had I thought it, Andi bounces into the house, her brown hair whipping about her long face.

"That smells amazing," she remarks, tossing her back pack on the kitchen chair.

"It's mine," I half joke, guarding the pan with my body and slip the brown meat onto a bun.

Andi rolls her eyes and sits down after grabbing a bag of chips.

"So, they aren't arguing anymore."

"They aren't even home," I say through a mouthful of burger and Andi beams.

"My point. I say we lock them out tonight."

"Andi! That isn't nice!" I want to laugh but it would be incredibly mean. Andi doesn't seem to care.

"I'm just saying, Jay. Once you're gone, I'm not going to have anyone to really talk to and they'll probably fight even more."

I feel my eyebrows crease at her remark.

"What makes you think that?" I ask and swallow another bite of my hamburger.

Andi pauses for a beat, twisting a lock of straight hair around her index finger.

"Well, I know they are both worried that you're going to choose another faction," she begins and I feel my stomach begin to knot. "It's not like they haven't noticed the way you analyze everything...it's become such a habit with you, it's blatantly obvious. And Dad doesn't want you to leave."

I stare at her, and she continues.

"And Mom...well...she...I don't know."

"What?" I prod her, the knots still forming in my stomach.

"Mom thinks it would be best if you did switch to another faction...like Erudite. She thinks you'll prosper there."

"I prosper here!" I almost shout, the nervous knots twisting into flames of anger. "Why doesn't she think I can?"

Andi shrugs, genuinely clueless.

"I don't know. Maybe I misheard something she said."

My fingers curl into a fist, but I'm not angry at Andi. I was the one that asked after all, but, I have no way of knowing Mom really felt that I belonged somewhere else.

Though it wouldn't surprise me…

I wasn't sure why, but something told me Andi didn't mishear.

"I'm going to do my homework, so that Erudite teacher doesn't get pissy with me. Again," I say and rinse my plate off before placing it in the dishwasher.

"See you at dinner. Or tonight. I might go over to Victoria's to chill with Uriel," Andi shrugs and I roll my eyes.

"Just date the boy already," I joke and Andi wrinkles her nose.

"Ew. He wants to transfer to Erudite though. I don't want to be with a Nose!" she laughs and I rub the back of my neck, half amused.

"You don't like Erudite, do you?"

"Not any more than anyone else. I want to stay here and I hope you do the same," Andi replies and walks off into the living room.

I take the stairs three at a time and toss my pack onto my hammock, launching myself after it. The hammock's ropes groan in protest as I squirm to get into a comfortable position and pull a thick book out from my pillow case.

But, maybe Mom's right, if she really did say all that about me, I reflect as I graze my fingers over the thick, leather cover. Books and education always have been a weakness for me…

I open the musty novel, pages crinkling in that beautiful note only well-loved books can. Before I have time for a second thought, I'm yanked into the alternate world, one where the line between Dauntless, Abnegation, Amity, and Candor and Erudite people is uncomfortably thin.

We are silent for the most part. The continuous clinking of forks and knives begins to make me feel uneasy. Dad isn't looking at Mom; Andi's brown eyes are glued to her plate. She isn't eating too much either.

Did something happen at Victoria's? I want to ask. She was gone barely two hours.

Dad clears his throat then wipes his chin, clearing the stubble of bits of coleslaw.

"So," he begins and Mom must know what he's going to ask next. Her fork pauses momentarily and her gray eyes flash with inner lightning. However, she remains silent and continues eating before anyone else has a moment to notice her brief storm.

I quickly meet my father's brown eyes.

"Your big day is coming soon," he remarks and the former knots reform around my stomach.

I can only nod.

Dad curls his fingers, forearms resting on the table, the black tattoo ink swirling on his large bicep peeking past the ebony t-shirt sleeve. His eyes are gentle however his jaw is set, locked. I can tell he doesn't want to be harsh but it doesn't look as if he has a choice.

"Have you decided what it is you want to join?" he inquires before shoveling another forkful of coleslaw into his mouth.

I swallow, not wanting to answer and my eyes quickly dart to my mother. She is silent as usual, casting sideways glances at Andi, who is still transfixed on her full plate of food.

"I have to give it some more thought," I admit, my dry throat making my voice crack.

Dad's eyes close and open as a sign of understanding.

"You know we'll be proud of you no matter what your decision is," Mom finally says. She smiles, but it doesn't reach her eyes.

That worries me.

You don't think I can make it, can you? I think bitterly and fork a piece of rare steak into my mouth.

Dad loudly swallows his water and stands, finally taking his eyes off me.

He knows...Dad knows what I'm thinking.

A former Erudite himself, Dad has an amazing way of analyzing people and the world. Most likely where I get my own analytical skills from.

Even so, it's not enough for Mom to want me in Erudite…they are much more than just analyzing things.

"Jay, when you're finished, come downstairs please," he commands and I jump a little.

"O-okay," I stammer, and immediately stand, tossing half my meal down the garbage disposal before Dad is able to protest about my not eating the rest of my food.

He caves and I follow him to the basement, my back burning from the glares of Mom and Andi's inquiry. The steps creak and moan, familiar childhood spooks.

"Remember when you were little and you wouldn't come down here without me?" Dad laughs lightly. I snort.

"You never let me forget it," I sigh, smiling. Dad gives me a nostalgic glance and bounds down the remaining steps. I follow him through the Training Room door, the old punching bag swaying from the fraying rope.

"I take it I'm falling out of shape again?" I laugh, nervous of his answer even though it's true. Dad steadies the punching bag and shakes his head.

"Close the door please," he asks and I obey, allowing the wooden door to click into place.

Is something wrong? I wish I could ask, but I don't want to know the answer. If what Andi said about Mom is true, then, surely Dad would be disappointed in me.

I can't have that happen…I can't.

"Jay," he begins and his voice softer than I expected it to be, "you know I'm very proud of you."

I blink.

"You've become a very mature and beautiful young lady. I'm proud of you," Dad says and rests his forearms against the punching bag. The light catches on his black hair, shadows making his stubble like beard appear much darker. He's avoiding my gaze.

"But you're going to be on your own soon, making your own choices. I guess I'm just as nervous as you are."

I tilt my head.

"Is it because you were in Erudite and transferred to Dauntless?"

"Basically," Dad grins, "I was so worried what my family would think. What everyone would think...but I did what was best for me. And I don't want you making a decision because of someone else. If you want to stay, then do so, if not, we'll all support you." His grin widens a bit.

I pause. I want to stay in Dauntless but I have no idea as to why. Because it's all I've ever known? My childhood is printed in the invisible hand prints from grasping onto the moving train, weaved between the links of fences I climbed over with Victoria, Uriel and Andi. Most importantly…no other faction has Andi. I would be leaving her behind.

I can't leave my sister...

"If you want," Dad seems to be reading me like a book, "we can train."

"For what?" I blurt out, realizing how stupid the question is the moment I finish it.

"Well, if you're going to stay in Dauntless, I would like to take some precautions. Those leaders will beat your ass into the ground."

Thanks Dad.

"I don't mean to be that dad, but it's true," he continues, "those trainers are harsher on Dauntless born—or so I hear. So, we're going to start training. If not for the sake of your choice, then, old times' sake. Is that alright?"

Dad's brown eyes gleam the same way Andi's do whenever she's brimming with hope. I allow a smile to conquer me.

"Of course."