Chapter Two
Natalie was beyond pissed as she stayed in her apartment all day sulking, she couldnt believe he had suspended her and she was completely helpless to stop him. She had ignored her ringing phone all day, she put it to silent and had seen he had called numerous times, serves him right she thought to herself as she laid on the couch watching court shows on the television, even Gigi had tried to call and she didnt want to deal with anyone right now.
Her life was a fucked up mess and she had made it that way, ever since she began fucking her boss nothing was normal anymore, she was losing herself, she could feel it happening a little at a time. She was damn near obsessed with him and she hated it, she hated the power he had over her, that just the mere thought of his body inside of hers sent her in a whirlwind of desire, it was ridiculous and he was toying with her, asserting his control more and more, this needed to end, somehow, some way.
The sound of a key entering the lock in her apartment door stirred her from the couch, she didnt know why it surprised her to hear the key, maybe cause she half expected him to just stay away even though the very idea made her sick but then there he was walking in, she hated that her heart nearly stopped everytime he got near..
"go away" she forced the words out..
"You made me look like an asshole in front of everyone at work" he snapped as he picked up her phone and looked at the missed calls.."real mature Natalie, ignorning my calls"
"screw you" she snapped as she got up now but he was in front of her in seconds, his hands on her arms.."Let go" she said angrily but instead his mouth was attacking hers in a brutal assualt that had her seeing stars, she fought against him but it only made him pull her tighter against him, making her body flush to his, god he infuriated the shit out of her and yet turned her on like none other..
He pulled back with panting breaths as he looked at her.."I should take you over my knee for that shit you pulled earlier" his voice stirred something dark in her, she should be mad, insulted even but hell his words made her wet even though she tried to hide it..
"go to hell" she said with a breathless pant and his eyes lit up and then he was kissing her again, harder this time as one hand balled up in her hair and the other squeezed at her ass, pushing her against him hard, she could feel just how hard he was, how ready, hell she was practically salavating with pulled back again..
"Your really pissing me off sweetheart" he said in a low groan..
"good now leave" she said as she pushed against his chest and backed up as she panted and wiped her mouth..
"i told you yesterday that one day a week isnt enough, your little fucking game in my office earlier made me so fucking hard i had to sit and talk to your uncle with my dick so hard it hurt" he growled as he stalked over to her and she hated to admit it but she was damn near orgasming already just by his words..
"cause your a sick fucking pervert, thats why" she snapped as she backed up and he licked his lips.."we had a deal"
"fuck the deal, i wanna fuck you" he said as he kept walking closer..
Her breathing quickened.."you should of thought about that before you suspended me" she continued to back up..
He stopped now surprisingly..."the station is being sued because of your careless shit"..
"ok fair point but still" she said honestly..
"But still what?" he snapped..."its my ass on the line here, i had to sit with your uncle and plead your damn case to him!" he yelled.."would you rather i fired you!"
"It was one little fucking mistake" she said loud..
"and it just cost the station a shit load of money not to mention my case against lawrence is officially screwed, do you know how long i have been working that case!" he snapped..
"Like you would ever let me forget" she said sarcastically.."If you just came here to yell" she snapped at him...
"i came here to fuck the shit out of you" he said as her back hit the wall and he boxed her in with his arms..
"well too bad im not in the mood" she said with a panting breath..
He grinned wickedly.."oh really?" he moved his mouth to her ear and she sucked in a deep breath..."i seriously doubt that sweetheart" he said as his hand cupped between her legs and she let out a groan.."But maybe your right, maybe im being too easy on you" He groaned and quickly let go of her as a gasp left her mouth.."You shouldnt be rewarded for being a smart ass" he backed up now and she literally couldnt find her breath as she looked at him..
"Denying me sex?" she said sarcastically as he raised an eyebrow at her.."oh please i hate to burst your bubble chief but im not some sex feen like you are" she said as his hand went to his cock as it pressed deliciously against his black pants and he grabbed the thick flesh through his pants, her eyes were locked on him...
"we'll see about that" he said as she watched him quickly undo his belt and then pull down the zipper of his pants, freeing his very impressive erection, she couldnt help but lick her lips, he had turned her into a sex crazed animal, god she hated him for that! His hand moved slowly up and down his length as his eyes burned into her. Just watching him hold himself, stroke himself it was incredibly hot, she swallowed hard.."i think you may be onto something here, denial is a dangerous thing" he growled as he stroked his cock harder and she found herself walking towards him, her eyes on his cock and then on his eyes, he backed up now.."dont toy with me cause you will lose" his voice was a low threat..
She had never been with anyone who turned her on like he did, it was insane and bordering on the line of irrational, what they had was completely fucked up, they were fucked up but it was so damn hot, she couldnt help herself..
"stop messing around John" she snapped, getting increasingly frustrated as he continued to back up from her.."fine i want you ok" she snapped angrily..
"Thats not good enough sweetheart" he grinned wickedly as his breathing hitched and he let out a groan as he stroked himself.."beg me" his words made her stop now as she looked at him a bit shocked.."oh you heard me sweetheart, beg me to fuck you and maybe i will" he cocked his head to the side and licked his lips..
"im not begging you" she said with a sarcastic laugh..
"Oh but you will if you want to feel my cock inside of you" he groaned and just like that he closed his pants as she stood there, her mouth open in shock..
"stop being fucking ridiculous" she snapped getting angry now..
"how bad do you want me?" he zipped up his pants as she rolled her eyes..
"Im not begging" She said again..
"then im not fucking you" he said with a shrug of his shoulders..
"your out of your fucking mind" she snapped..He didnt say anything as he stood there.."Im not saying it" she put her hands on her hips.."if anyone is begging it will be you" she cocked her head to the side as her heart raced..
A grin formed on his lips.."we'll see" he moved around the couch and walked back to her door as she looked at him in shock, he was really leaving, her body was absolutely on fire as she stood there, she couldnt believe he was denying her!..
"wait" she called out as he got by the door, his hand on the knob..
"Yes?" he raised an eyebrow as he looked at her now..
"goodnight" she forced the words out, she couldnt let him win, she just couldnt..
He shook his head as he smiled and then he was leaving as she stood there completely and utterly frustrated..
So being suspended wasnt all bad, natalie got to catch up on tv shows she had been missing, she even managed to squeeze a trashy romance novel in as well as visit her family who wasnt too happy about her being suspended..
By the time two days had passed she was really starting to lose her mind, not only was john taunting her through text messages but she was absolutely out of her mind horny with no release in sight unless she begged him and that she wasnt going to do. Its amazing the amount of free time she had on her hands, she began to notice how depressing her life had become, she barely went out anymore, she was either working or fucking john and both were a full time job..
"He really is an asshole for suspending you" gigi said with a frustrated sigh.."i cant believe your uncle is allowing this"
"Oh well its only for a little bit, i mean i am getting the station sued" Natalie said honestly as she held the phone to her ear..
"whatever as if they cant afford it" Gigi said sarcastically.."But now that you have all of this time on your hands we need to get together, it sucks that the only time i see you now is at work"
"I know" Natalie sighed...
"girls night it is then, i mean hell when was the last time you went out" Gigi began..
"its been awhile" natalie said honestly..
"I know and its depressing, i mean you havent even hooked up with anyone since Brody left" Gigi said with concern and she didnt know any better, no one knew Natalie was fucking John..
"when would i even have time" natalie said quickly..
"Oh please you can make time, i cant watch you like this natalie, its killing me" Gigi sighed heavily..
"im fine, really" Natalie said honestly and she was fine, well up until a few days ago she was fine, now she was completely frustrated because of John and his little power trip..
"Bullshit, its been like three months, you need to get laid" Gigi said matter of factly..
Natalie laughed now.."thanks"
"Im serious, you need to get back in the game girl" she laughed..
"i think i will pass on the games" Natalie said honestly, she already had her hands full at the moment..
"You know what i mean, what about cris i mean he is hot" Gigi began...
"seriously Gi he is my partner" Natalie shivered at the idea..
"but he is seriously hot and im sure he would be up for some mind blowing sex" she laughed..The only one Natalie wanted to have mind blowing sex with was John, her mind drifted to him, god he drove her crazy.."either way were going out tonight, we'll find you someone"
"Im really not looking for anyone" Natalie began...
"Im totally not going to watch you transform into the crazy cat lady" Gigi laughed..
"i dont even have a cat" Natalie laughed..
"gotta start somewhere" Gigi grinned..
"fine tonight it is but just a girls night, no guys" Natalie said with a huff..
"we'll see... how about we meet up at crossroads at 8" Gigi began..
"8 it is" Natalie said as they hung up, the sound of a text message alerted her as she glanced at her phone and huffed as she saw who it was from, damn he was relentless..
Have anything you would like to say to me?
Natalie laughed as she read the message, he wasnt going to rattle her, she went to put her phone down and not even respond when she was alerted by another text message but it was accompanied by a picture and her eyes grew wide as she looked at his massive erection, up close and personal, underneath it read.."how about now?"
It took natalie a second to gain her wits back as she stared at the photo of him thick and proud, it made her insides clench just looking at him, she responded back with.."sorry too busy getting ready for a night on the town" she smiled as she hit send and then put her phone down, two seconds later it rang, it was him..
He spoke before she did.."a night on the town huh" his voice was low, raspy, delicious..
She straightened herself up some.."yeah well with all this free time on my hands" she said sweetly and she heard him groan in response..
"where are you going" his voice had a bit of an edge to it, he almost seemed jealous..
"Out" she smiled and he growled a bit..
"ah so its like that huh" he said with a groan..
"Yep, its like that, now if you dont mind" she began..
"dont. Hang. up." he said each word slowly..
"I really am busy chief, shouldnt you be working or something" she said with almost a purr..
"fiesty today, hmmm" he began..
"well being denied certain attributes can do that to a girl, i may be able to change that tonight" she smiled..
"and i could just take that sweet ass over my knee and make you beg me" he growled deep and the sweet threat sent a chill down her spine.."i dont need to remind you of the rules do I?" his questioning made her think back to their second sexual encounter, one that damn near repeated the first time but this time she wasnt drunk and she knew exactlly who he was..
"Im sorry your breaking up, i cant hear you" she said with a smile..
"natalie" he said warningly..
"Hello? I cant hear you" she smirked again and then hung up the phone with a satisfied grin on her face..
He had been staring at her all week as she worked, his eyes saying something his lips wouldnt and she'd be damned but as much as she was aggravated with his holier than thou attitude, she was utterly turned on by him.. Brody had just gotten word that he was being transferred to another station and he thankfully was too busy bitching and complaining to anyone who would listen than to fuss over natalie which was good cause she was completely engulfed with a certain someone a few doors away from her office..
On this particular day she had been literally elbow deep in files and the sound of his voice on her intercom nearly made her fall from her chair.."Buchanan, my office, Now" there wasnt a question in the way he spoke and his voice, god his voice was powerful and sexy, she tried not to think of the mind blowing sex they had had just a week prior before she knew of his position at her office..
She walked to his office with her shoulders squared, she wanted to show him that she meant business and that no one could rattle her, not even him. She knocked and heard his loud command to come in, her belly tightened as she stepped in..He was sitting at his desk, he had worn a dark blue dress shirt on this day and she'd be damned if it didnt bring out the blueness of his bedroom eyes..
"Please have a seat" he said almost softly and she did just that..Since she was on desk duty today she had opted on a navy blue skirt with a white blouse, the skirt was form fitting and landed just below her knees, his eyes wandered over her body as she sat there, she felt his heated gaze all the way to her core, she was sure the room temperature had spiked considerably..When his eyes landed on hers she sucked in a deep breath.."Its a shame about your boyfriend, i heard he is being transferred" he began as he leaned back in his chair some...
"He's not my boyfriend" she swallowed hard as she looked at him..
"good because inter-office dating is against the rules" he began with a smile..
"I assure you i have read over the office manual" she said with a sarcastic smile and he stood now, his massive frame hovered over his desk and she couldnt help but glance at what looked like a very apparent erection in his pants, she quickly looked away, feeling her face become heated..
"I should probably just get to the point" he grinned as he walked around his desk and she gulped, god he was delicious, images of their encounter on that drunken night flew through her head, she wasnt even paying attention to what he was saying until she heard four little words and her eyes got wide.."to fuck you again?" she hadnt even heard what came before that statement and her heart raced..
"what?" she said with a bit of a laugh, clearly she had heard him wrong..
"I want to fuck you again, how can we go about this" he was standing in front of her now and she felt her face flush almost instantly as her mouth got dry, he leaned on her chair with his arms, his face inches from her.."we could play the song and dance but neither of us have time, and as you can see im seconds from bursting out of my pants, so when can we fuck again?" he asked with a serious tone and she literally thought she had stepped into the twilight zone..
"Listen about the other night" she began and he leaned in more, cutting her off, before she could say another word his tongue was begging entry to her mouth and she made a surprised sound and then his hand was in her hair as he pulled her up so she was standing and he was kissing her something fierce, the man could kiss unbelievably well, he held her hard against him as his other hand cupped her ass and shoved her harder into him, she was lost, so lost and then he pulled back, breathless as was she..
"when?" he said in a ragged breath...
"I...I dont" she said breathless and then he backed her up as she moved fast, when her back hit the wall of his office as he pulled her hands above her head as she gasped and then he slid one of his legs between her, widdening her stance..
"I cant work, i cant focus cause all i think about is fucking you, we have to change that" his lips were in her ear, his chest pressed against hers as he held her hands above her head with one large hand.."when?" he rasped and then pulled back to look at her..
She couldnt talk, she was speechless as she looked at him, her body still vibrated from his kiss and the way he held her hands so helplessly above her head.."i know you feel it to" he groaned as his hand began to slide down the outside of her leg.."your eyes speak volumes" his mouth fell on hers again and this time she couldnt help but moan, he had to be a professional kisser, that much she did know, his hand continued to slide until it hit the bottom of her skirt and then he yanked it up as she gasped, his hand hitting the silky material of her thigh highs, his hand moved up quickly as his mouth ravaged hers, he stopped when he got to the top of her thighs and he pulled back with a ragged breath as he glanced down at the lacy material on top.."who did you wear this for natalie" he groaned as his eyes darkened even more..She couldnt find words.."was it for me" he groaned and her eyes got wide, how had he seen through her as if he knew when she had gotten dressed this morning that she had precisely picked that out with him in mind, something about the way his eyes constantly racked over her, it set her on fire.."did you?" his voice was a low demand..
"yes" she finally said breathlessly..
"god i want to fuck you right now" he said as his mouth attacked hers again and then he was shoving his hand up higher and higher until he hit the silky material of her panties which were now damp with her excitement, he shoved them aside roughly and she gasped into his mouth as he plunged not one but two fingers into her slick opening..He bit against her lip as he fucked her slow and hard with his fingers.."ive been wanting to touch you all week, to taste you" he groaned as his fingers slipped out of her and she gasped at the emptiness it created and then she watched as he brought them to his mouth and sucked against them as he stared at her and than groaned deep..
The sound of knocking on his door alerted them both as he pulled her skirt down and she stood there completely flushed and breathless, he looked at her as he walked over to the door, he only opened it enough to slip himself outside of it as she stood there trying to understand what the hell was happening, she could hear voices and her heart raced and then he was coming back in as she moved from the wall..
"I have a meeting to go to" he began as he walked over to her again.."I need to fuck you Natalie, tonight?" his voice was urgent and deep..
"Ok" she managed to say as she looked at him..
"good... until then" he said smoothly as he walked her to the door as if nothing had just happened..
Natalie quickly got dressed for her night out with Gigi, she opted on a short skirt and a tank top, she was sure to take pictures tonight and drive John wild, he would be begging her by this evening if she was lucky, the sound of her doorbell ringing made her look at the clock, it was still early, only seven, she walked confusingly to her door and opened it..
"Im coming" she called out and then swung it open only to see John standing there with a wicked grin on his face..
"your not coming yet" he looked her body up and down.."But you will be" he said as he pushed his way into her apartment and pulled her against him as his mouth attacked hers..
