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A/N: This chapter will be jumbled but I wanted to be it like that way. Now please on with story. This story is not beta'd so there may be typos.

"Blood...whose blood is this?"

"Get her off the body..."

"What are they talking about, why am I covered in blood"

"Ma'am I know it's hard for you, but you have let go"

"Let go? Let go of what? "

"Something or somebody is lying in my lap"

"I look down to see face, a familiar face which is cold and moving"

"Horror, cold horror seeps in my body"

"No, no, it's not possible, NOOO..."

Edward coos in my ear that it is a nightmare, just some other nightmare. But in my head I scream at him. It is not a nightmare, but instead it's a memory, a haunting memory that I recall every day. This memory overpowers everything. It hurts too much to think about those gentle sighs, your sweet declaration of love in my ears, that laugh, the way sun used to hit your skin. Memories are all that I have left. But this haunting memory is now what fuels me, what makes me hell bent on revenge. This memory will become your nightmare Edward Cullen. Soon.

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"Isabella..."

"Yeah Mr. Anderson"

"You are missing our sessions"

"Ah, yeah I am kind of busy nowadays"

"Busy doing what?"

"You see I am finding somebody"

"Isabella if you are trying to find him, then..."

"I never said him, I said somebody. Somebody else"

Week two of Curious Carlisle's psychiatry sessions. And suffice to say I hate them with passion. But according to him it's necessary. To help me cope up. Oh dear Edward you are trying to pick up the pieces of something you so brutally destroyed. But for my revenge's sake I will abide by your wishes for a little longer. After all you don't have much time left now Edward. Just wait a little longer my love; we are going to be together soon.

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A wedding. A damn wedding is what you want Edward, huh? Oh just wait my dearie Edward, you want a wedding I will give you a wedding. This wedding is going to be the perfect setting. A perfect setting for a perfect revenge. And ironic too, only if you knew.

The shortie is here again, yip yapping in my ears. Her visions are blurring. She is worried. I am worried too. One slip and my plan for revenge will be destroyed. After coming this far I cannot take a risk. She senses something is wrong, and I tell her everything is fine. Well it is for me. She will not come between my plans this time. Did I mention I hate siblings?

"Her recovery is almost impossible"

"With what happened to her in past ...I am sorry sir"

I gave into in my insanity. But you understand, don't you? Your separation was too much. You must have known what boundaries I can cross for our love. This is the way we will be together but I only hope you will still love me after this. After all it was our love which evolved me into this monster. But I cant help is a monster too. Okay he isn't he a monster, just a sweet little veggie vampire. I will have fun.

/

"A vampire, he is a damn vampire"

"Now what the hell I am supposed to do"

Bella's emotion is spiralling out of control.

"Only I can harm myself Bella"

Wrong Edward, I will be the only one to harm you.

"He is gone Bella, gone forever"

Edward you have to do something. My visions are getting darker.

"Bella's psychological is getting worse Sir"

Being insane is better than being without you my love.

"Something is wrong with Bella Edward, really wrong."

For my love I will take my revenge.

Love, revenge, love, love, take your revenge Bella. Take it, take it.

Nooooo...Don't leave me. Don't.

"In my visions, somebody dies Edward."

/

"Its common Edward, she has gone through of lot of trauma these past few months." Oh Carlisle you have no idea. "It would be better if you give her sometime". Yeah, sometime to plan Edward's murder."Don't worry about her; I have consulted about this from a good friend of mine." Worry about your son not me idiot, after all its, he who is the hot target.

I wander and wander through the forest. They will find me eventually. But before that I have time. I think about everything, but as always I think the most about you. I wonder if I was like this all along. How did you fall in love with me a monster? My innocence stripped away, I was killer from beginning. It was suffocating, living this life was worse as everyday passed. And then you came. I didn't know how I functioned without you. I was alive, so much alive. And when you left me there was no reason left to live. I remember my mother whispering her love for me in her last moments. How she was sorry she couldn't save me. And I couldn't save you. I am thankful; if not for this revenge I would have been dead long ago. In some sick twisted reason I am thankful I have to reason to live, even if that reason is going to kill someone.

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Only one day left for my wedding. Tomorrow is the day when I take my revenge. Again the blood will soak against the pure white of my dress. Fouling it. It's going to be the day when I will be in your arms again forever. And this time nothing will separate us.

"Edward, there is something with Bella"

"Not you too, Carlisle"

"I was talking to a psychologist about Bella's psychological condition"

"You are going to believe some human who has little knowledge over your vast experience?"

"It's not Bella condition which is troubling me but..."

"But what Carlisle?"

"It's rather who she is"

"Bella's real name is not Bella Swan instead its Bella Davis, and she is from Chicago"

Alice has been looking at me rather weirdly the whole afternoon. And it is not just Alice but rather whole Cullen family. Have they figured about my plan somehow? But I don't think it's possible. Or maybe it is. But I covered my trails nicely. Then what could have happened. A knife and a lighter is tucked in my dress. Today there will be no setbacks. Today no matter what I am going to take my revenge. After all I don't think I have strength to live anymore.

I am sliding down stairs in my white dress. Few moments and all this will be over and finally I can have my peace and give an end to this nightmare. But something is wrong, very wrong. Charlie isn't looking me in eye. He gives me guilty look as I descend down the stairs. Whole Cullen family is there. But they are not happy like they should be. Idiots. What the hell is happening?

And then I hear Rosalie's bitch voice "How are you Bella Davis"

I can't hear anything after that it's like I am being sucked into black hole. NOOOO...this can't be happening. I have to take my revenge. I have come too far. I will make him pay by his life. It's just a little setback which I will ignore. Yes, yes it doesn't matter. I slowly pull the knife from my dress, and then I stab myself in stomach. I guess that will do.

A/N: Doesn't make sense. I know. But answers are going come soon. Till then review and make me happy. And motivated. I need a beta and I don't know how you apply for a beta reader. So if you are beta reader you can message me or recommend somebody else. That would be really helpful.