The next week Elena wouldn't go to school, she even ignored her friend's calls.
Dear Diary,
This week has been horrible, I can't sleep don't even want to look at food. Everything is just so fucked up; I can't believe this happened to me, Me of all people. I just don't think I can deal with this, it's too much. I'm so scared I don't think I can face him, his face haunts my dreams, and his voice makes my skin crawl. It's horrible, just downright horrible and I don't want to go through it anymore but what choice do I have.
Elena just stayed in bed the rest of the afternoon, until her aunt came home and incited she get up.
"Why can't I just sleep, I'm sick, Elena whined.
"Because you're not sick anymore and you've been in there like a cocoon, you need sun and fresh air, her aunt ordered.
"OK OK I'm up, where do you want to go.
Well bonnie and Meredith said they were coming, ohh I think that's them.
Her aunt rushed to the door and let her two best friends in.
"Hey there's the sicky, everybody thinks you like died or something, Meredith joked.
"Well you don't look bad, you must be better, bonnie concluded.
'Yes in better, I'm going to go to school tomorrow, so we'll meet in are usual spot? , Elena asked looking a little uncertain were that spot was again.
Elena walked her friends to their houses, and walked through the cemetery. She sat down right next to her parents grave stone and just sat there remembering what happened that night, letting the silent tear fall from her eyes. It was going to be ruff at school, she knew it cause she had to see him, Tyler.
