Purpose. It was a simple word. I was a normal child. I lived with my mom & dad in a nice house. I was a good daughter.
Purpose. It was a simple word. I was a child of divorced parents. Nothing to uncommon, I was used to looking after the cooking and the general running of the house. I was more the parent than Renee but I didn't hate her for the arrangement. When Phil came along nothing really changed. When they got married I decided that it would be better to give them some space and live with my dad. Not an extraordinary difference I thought. I was a good carer. Some days I wonder what would have happened if Renee had never moved out with me. But the idea is so foreign.
Purpose. It was a simple word. I was the new girl. I hadn't expected this much attention but I lived with it. I was a good friend to Angela and I kept my grades up. The only black spot was Edward Cullen but he ignored me so I didn't let it affect me, too much.
Purpose. It was a simple word. I was someone's girlfriend. A vampire's girlfriend. If you had asked me 2 years ago what a vampires girlfriend looked like I would have hesitated for a second and then drawn something the opposite of me. How ironic.
Purpose. It was a simple word. I was almost dead. I knew that. But I knew I had to keep living for Charlie's sake. Jake did help. I put my effort in to being his best friend. I lived in hope that he would come back but it was the same type of hope that you had with winning the lottery. An easy subject to discuss and plan but an almost impossible dream. School was my other focus. The chance of me being in love had gone so I had nothing to look forward to other than a career. I was a good student.
Purpose. It was a simple word. I was a fiancée to previously said vampire and about to join him. I knew he worried that I would regret it but in my eyes there was nothing I could regret other than losing him. I tried not to complain too much about the wedding plans. But also I was anxious to be the best possible daughter in the remaining time I had left. I was missing my best friend. But it was for the best.
Purpose. It was a simple word. I was a newborn with a newborn daughter. I had never expected to be a mother. It was an abstract concept for me. But I finally understood what Rose was talking about. I had made Edward the happiest man alive. I was also on an even footing with the rest of the Cullens who for so long I had accepted to be so much more powerful than I was. But the best bit was that Charlie & Jake were back in my life. Everything was going fantastically.
Purpose. It was a simple word. I was the secret weapon. No one knew how powerful I was. I could finally aid instead of hinder the Cullens. But this was not an easy battle. I had become such good friends with everyone I could not bear to even consider them dead. Ness was the hardest. She was my priority, level or even more so than Edward. If no one else survived she would.
Purpose. It is a simple word. I have learned to never take life for granted but to enjoy it to the full every blessed day. We will have more trials but we will always come out stronger. Reflecting I see how every choice had a consequence for better or for worse. I've come along way but I would never change it. And I can officially say I have the most species in my family but proving to them that they can co-exist pleasantly was a goal that I am so glad I reached. Hate is a tiresome emotion. But as I do reflect I so think that even 5 years ago if you had shown me a picture of my family I would of called you insane but now it is perfectly natural. And as we have the world on our doorstep I can't wait to explore.
