Am I Gay?!

Ch. 2

TgyamiBakura

Heh...I'm FINALLY back...and it's all thanks to you lovely reviewers. I had thought this story had kinda DIED but apparently it didn't. So here I go...my pathetic attempt at a second chapter ;;;

Excuse me...but for some reason, whenever I think of Sakura, I imagine her arranging flowers...all of the flower points in this story, were completely SPONTANEOUSLY planned...Which means...i didn't realize that I was putting them in there...so lets count them.

Confrontation...?

Looking back, Syaoran always thought he was a pretty normal, ambitious boy. He loved archeology, the sea and of course Sakura-hime...or so he thought he did, until recent events.

"Sakura-" The auburn-haired angel looked up at him with that sweet smile.

"Yes, Syaoran-kun?" Syaoran felt his mid go slack. This wasn't working. How in the world was he supposed to tell the princess that he was gay?!

"...It's nothing..." Sakura looked a bit disappointed but shrugged and went back to arranging the flowers in the hallway(1). Besides, she was busy. He would just have to tell her when she was free.

"Ne, Syaoran-kun! Have you told the princess about your secret yet?" Syaoran frowned. 'Have you told the princess your secret yet?' Syaoran repeated in his head in a mock voice. Why couldn't Fai-san try to tell the princess something like this himself?! It's not like it would be simple!

"No...not yet," Syaoran receded. He decided that this matter wasn't worth becoming impolite over. He bid Fai goodnight and went to bed.

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"Kuro-chi!"

"Enough with the silly names!" bellowed Kurogane at the magician. Fai pouted.

"You don't like it when I call you cute names Kuro-puu?" He said as he tilted his head innocently, that godforsaken pout still plastered on his face.

"Of course I don't! It's degrading. If you respected me even a little bit you would call me Kurogane." Fai pondered, although Kurogane knew that he was just thinking of some stupid comeback that he thought was a good attempt to disagree with what was just said.

"Kurogane..." Fai whispered...almost seductively. Kurogane felt his mouth drop. Just like that?!

Fai's stupid grin returned from his face. "There I said it Kuro-pon!" he said cheerfully.

"You can't just say it once and never say it again!!" Fai smirked, putting his pinky between his lips and biting it a bit

"Mmm...does that make me a bad boy?" Somewhere, somehow, Fai had snaked his long lanky arms around Kurogane's neck. His voice had dropped back into it's seductive tone. Hearing Fai say his name like this before had for some reason aroused him greatly. Damn mage...

Kurogane felt Fai's lips pressing against his and they slowly turned it into the most passionate of kisses. Fai moaned when Kurogane penetrated his mouth with his aggressive tongue, exploring all of it's crevices, claiming all of it again for the hundredth time. Fai was already undoing his shirt. Kurogane, at the same time was trying to take this into their bedroom.

"Not in the hallway you idiot..."

"Kuro-daddy's so mean..." Kurogane rolled his eyes and decided that picking the magician up and carrying him into the bedroom was a much more effective way of dealing with this.

"Nuuu!" he whined

"Shut up..." (an: Oh I should end it here...but I'll be nice XD WORSHIP ME MY MINIONS I'm GIVING YOU SMEXX)

Syaoran walked out of the bathroom. Good thing he remembered to brush his teeth. That would have been terrible. He shivered at the thought of things rotting his teeth while he slept, only to be interrupted by faint sounds coming beyond the door at the end of the hall. He went to it and listened closely.

"Uhn...yeah Kuro-chii...shove it all the way in okay?"

"Well it's your choice if you want to walk tomorrow or not...doesn't matter to me," Syaoran froze...what was going on? What did Kurogane have and what was he gonna put it in? The door was ajar...he looked in carefully. His mouth dropped at what he saw.

Fai was on his knees gripping onto the headboard of the bed, and to top it off he was completely naked. Soft blonde hair sticking to his sweaty body...his pink nipples hard and sticking out...and much to Syaoran's dismay he also noticed that Fai-san was completely erect...DOWN THERE. Fai looked so sexy...his gorgeous blue eyes half-lidded, his cheeks a deep shade of pink. His pants grew instantly tight at this sight that he was greeted with. It took him but a second to notice that Kurogane was behind him...with his pants undone and...very noticeably erect like Fai...

Omg...I should leave...I shouldn't see this...my body...it's frozen...i can't move...please god...forgive me... Syaoran couldn't help but wonder what was going to happen next...were they going to have sex? But how...they were both guys...As far as he knew...sex was done between a man and a woman. How could two men...?

But realization was quickly setting in as he re-evaluated the position they were in. It was only confirmed when he saw Kurogane put some what appeared to be liquid substance on his erection and applied it to Fai's rectum. Syaoran wasn't so dense that he couldn't figure out what was going to happen next...he could put two and two together This couldn't be happening. How could Syaoran have walked in on something so private and not be able to move?!

Then it was the moment. Kurogane gripped Fai's backside and slowly pushed himself inside. Fai let out a very pleasurable moan. Syaoran's cheeks were burning. Kurogane wasn't small...surely Fai would break. But the magician seemed to love this new intrusion. Syaoran knew that he was hard like the other two...he would surely explode if they kept this up.

"Yeah...Kuro-tan...all the way...move..." the blonde said huskily." Kurogane started his motion in and out of the other, it was slow at first, then the pace picked up. This Fai was so different than his usual self...It turned Syaoran on way too much. Syaoran hoped that the other two wouldn't find out that he was watching. That would be horrid.

"So impatient...are you really that horny?" A sexy smirk graced the flushed features of the magician.

"I just love your cock Kuro-chan...please...uhn...like that," Fai closed his eyes and moaned. Kurogane's breath was picking up. All through this process Fai was gripping the bedsheets, Kurogane was digging his fingers into Fai's flesh, and rubbing Fai's hardness, and all the while, Syaoran was positively dying. He was so aroused he couldn't stand it. When would it end...?

But thankfully, it did, after a while, Fai moaned incredibly loud into the pillow and released his desire all over Kurogane's hand. Kurogane came shortly after with a deep groan. They both collapsed on the bed together, panting and gasping.

After a while life came back into the younger boy's legs and he made his way back to his room, trying hard not to think about what just happened, but failing miserably...

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"Uhn! Nng..." Syaoran gasped as he came. His movements slowed. Before he could let himself fall into the glow that followed after such a climax he quickly disposed of his mess with the tissues he had borrowed and buried his face in his pillow. He just...GAH to Fai and Kurogane...—GAH!. How embarrassing! Sure he knew that it was normal for boys to do this at his age...But this was an entirely different situation!!

"God! I'm such a pervert!" Syaoran exclaimed, not really caring that he was shouting at his pillow. It was mocking him in some way...he just knew it. Syaoran quickly developed a hatred for it and threw it on the floor. "...who needs pillows anyways," he said defiantly.

Syaoran knew that he would never be with Fai or Kurogane romantically, but it didn't change the fact that they both were irresistibly attractive. Having already established to himself that being 'gay' wasn't a bad thing, he wasn't reluctant on calling them attractive even if they were guys. It was just the fact that they were his friends that made him uneasy. Not to mention, they were much older than him, they were also like parental figures to him now, and he just saw them doing THAT?! Wasn't that something called "incest" or whatnot?

After deciding that he would just...not think about this right now, he went to sleep...or at least he did after he gave in and let his pillow back on the bed to join him.

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They had arrived in this world 3 days ago. It wasn't easy finding a place to stay, and finding jobs was difficult, not to mention...Prices in this world were so high! Pushing the thoughts of last night's events out of his mind, Syaoran pondered on whether he should buy fresh vegetables or canned. The canned was cheaper, but he knew that Sakura-hime would be able to cook something spectacular with the fresh ones. This was a deeply troubling matter, but he had a mission! He had to choose wisely.

"Choose the canned vegetables," said a voice behind him. He looked and gasped.

"Ryuuou-san!" Ryuuou looked confused.

"Umm...do I know you?" Syaoran covered his mouth. He would never get used to this whole "same people but different world" thing.

"Excuse me, I'm Syaoran, I had seen you the other day, and heard your name spoken" Ryuuou looked suspiciously, but obviously decided that Syaoran wasn't so suspicious.

"Oh I see. Well it's nice to meet ya! I haven't seen you around here before." Syaoran shook his head.

"No, I'm a traveler. My friends and I just arrived here a couple days ago.

"Ah. Well then you're new to this world aren't ya? Well I'll tell you...the fresh produce here isn't all too healthy. They use a lot of chemicals in cultivating them. Tends to cause a lot of illnesses. The canned on the other hand, come from a remote plantation. The vegetables are much healthier."

"Really? Thank you so much for telling me. I'm glad you were here." Ryuuou smiled obviously proud of himself for doing such a good deed.

"I'm glad I could help! Why don't you pick out what you want and we can hang out later or something." Syaoran smiled brightly.

"Sounds like fun, I really hope to see you again," Ryuuou smiled a bit maliciously.

"IS that so? Well then here!" Ryuuou pulled out a pen and grabbed Syaoran's hand, scribbling something on it.

"Huh?" Syaoran looked and saw the number "555-6893" on his hand.

"It's my number. If ya really wanna hang out, call me okay? I have to go help my grandpa now, but I'll see you later," Ryuuou winked and left the store. Syaoran was a bit taken aback. This was a bit sudden...he smiled a bit. It took him a bit to remember that he was there to buy vegetables.

"Syaoran-kun!" Said a very energetic female voice.

"Sakura-hime! What are you doing here?" Sakura was a bit confused. Sure she would be...Syaoran didn't seem happy to see her at all.

"Oh...I was trying to find a small arrangement of flowers to add to the balcony.(2) Was that Ryuuou-kun just now?" Syaoran nodded hastily hiding his left hand. Sakura smiled. "He seems as energetic as he was in Outo country." Syaoran nodded hastily. Sakura examined him suspiciously.

"Is...everything okay Syaoran-kun?"

"Yes! Everything's perfect...just fine. I must get going now though, I have some things to do at the house." With that Syaoran quickly picked some veggies, hurried to the checkout and left.

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"What's this?! A number? On our little Syaoran's hand? What could it possibly be for?" Fai was examining his hand with great interest. Syaoran felt his face go warm.

"It's just a number...it's nothing important,"

"But it looks like a phone number...and it's not our phone number...Oh my...is Syaoran-kun blushing?!" Fai grinned widely. Syaoran tried to cover his face. "Come on Syaoran tell me who it's from!"

"I-it's another Ryuuou...I met with him today at the grocery store...He said that we should hang out..." Fai looked surprised.

"Well then by all means you should!"

"I don't know...I'm rather busy..."

"But making friends is very important, Syaoran. Surely you get bored of all of us sometimes." Syaoran was taken aback.

"Not at all Fai sa--!" Fai smiled. Memories started to flood back to Syaoran about the previous nights events...but quickly he pushed them out of his mind. He couldn't become all worked up in a state like that now.

"My point is, it's good to interact with other people. And remember, there's no limit to the time we need to spend in each world." Syaoran frowned.

"But...what about Sakura's feathers...we need to find them as soon as possible."

"Yes but, we have really found a lot of her feathers, have we not? I think a longer break will do us some good, don't you think?" Syaoran looked at him apprehensively. It was true, Syaoran really did want to hang out with Ryou-kun...but he also had to protect Sakura. Fai-san seemed to read his thoughts. "Don't worry Syaoran, we'll take care of Sakura for the moment. I think you should call Ryuuou-kun tomorrow."

"Yes, Fai-san..." Syaoran wondered if it was right...it was almost as if he were cheating on Sakura. He really liked Ryou-kun though...Maybe Fai-san was right... He decided that he would call Ryuuou-san tomorrow. Hopefully it would be alright...

To be continued :O ( THIS IS A FIRST!)

Sakura flower arranging count: 2 (let's keep it up!)

Wow...this means you can almost guarantee a 3d chapter from me doesn't it?! Wow I can't believe I wrote the second one...hopefully it makes even a little sense...it was kind of spontaneous as you can tell...too lazy to final read it...hopefully it works. O.o;; Are you happy?! I even put a lemon in there for you...No threesome to those of you who wanted it...I think this story is gonna be more of a plot story XD Although a threesome would have been pleasant. PUH-LEEZ Review! I didn't write this for my health...i only wrote it BECAUSE you reviewed. o.o

Ultra super special awesome thanks to user Toko Tsuki for the idea about Ryuuou. LOVE IT