I stared at the huge iron gate that clearly state, "GET OFF OF MY PROPERTY!" Tell me why I'm here again? Oh right, forgot about the whole funeral thing. But first I had to get my brother's attention from the inside so he could let me in.

As I remember, there was supposed to be an intercom here on the right.

I searched for the intercom on the right corner where it was put 3 years ago. And true enough it was still there.

"Hello, is anybody home?" I asked.

"Just hold up Morgan" A loud and deep voice of a man replied. It sounded like Caleb, I see that my big brother was now a man.

Once I heard it the gates swung slowly open, letting me enter inside with my 2 big suit case. The house was huge as usual, looking ominous like Spencer, no doubt about that. But it look a little run down, wonder why. Oh well, I'm just here for the funeral then I'll go back to Miami and tell Beth and Joe what happened. No big deal, I could handle it. Right?

As I got near the mansion, the front door swung open revealing 4 boys exiting the house and jogging towards me. The first to reach me was a tall, sandy blonde haired, with a Greek God for a body.

The next was a tall but not as tall as the first guy, he sad spiked up hair and sweet blue eyes that mirrored kindness. The guy that just sat on the front step and waited for us was a pale skinned, blonde hair that touched his brows, and then he wore that arrogant smirk while looking at me. And the last one, I think was Caleb. How could I forget that caring brown eyes and luscious lips.

"Morgan!" He warped his arms around me and lifted me to the ground. At first I was hesitant to hug him bag since I was only here for the funeral, not the family bonding part or the grieving. Yes, I may have heart of stone, but I'm just afraid that I would be turn back to that zombie Morgan. And I spend 4 years of my life trying get away from that.


"So, this is Pouge" He nodded.

"And this is Tyler" I pointed to the spiky haired guy who smiled.

"And this is Reid the ass" I turn to Reid. The table burst into laughter except for Reid, once they heard what I called Reid.

"So, where did you go after you left" Caleb was the first to sober up.

"I dunno" I shrugged "I just kept going from one city or state till I reached Miami".

"What did you did after you went to Miami?" Tyler questioned.

I grinned, "Like I always do, I go to shelters, acted like I had amnesia and didn't know my name or where I lived".

The group felt silent. They kept their gazes at the table.

"Anyway, somebody adopted me one day, welcomed me in their home, and that's the start of my new life" I broke the silence.

"Morgan, why did you left?" Caleb looked up from me.

I bit my lip before answering 'Caleb, you had to understand, I had no life where. I was fed up with my life here. I felt like I was only the loser in here while you go have fun. I can't do that life c, It's just not me"

"Morgan, had it ever occurred to you that we where her when you needed us? We where here when you don't have anyone to talk to and share you're problems. We could have doe something to ease the pain you suffered!" Pouge burst. And right now the little speck on the table was interesting.

I didn't want them for help. I was okay by myself. I didn't need anyone to lean on I was a big girl by the way. I had took care of this family for years as young as 12. Why would I need their help?

"Morgan, all where saying is that, we are always here for you" Pouge's voice soften.

I look up with tears that threaten to fall, "Pouge, I took care of this house and this family for years and I never needed anybodies help. I can do that alone" I yelled.

'Then why did you leave? I thought you had it all in control. I thought you can manage it? Why did you leave Morgan?" Reid suddenly said with bitterness in his voice. For the whole time I was here, he didn't spare me a glance nor talked to me. Now he was talking to me and I knew that he was angry.

I tear rolled down my eyes and I didn't dare wipe them away as I stared at Reid's eyes. They where full of hate, anger, sadness, and betrayal. He was my lover, a secret lover that is. And so was I to his. The night before Caleb's birthday, we planned to break the news but I left that day. I didn't even leave an explanation to why I was gone or a sorry note for leaving him. It must have shattered Reid's heart to pieces and he ad to pick it all up and live his days like that.

"We where all heart broken Morgan! We were too depressed after you left. We where like zombies!" Reid bang is fist on the table.

I just threw my head on my hand and cried, "At least you knew what I felt Reid! Atl east you knew what it was like to feel depressed. To see people so happy and felt sorry for you're self that you'll never experience that" I said though muffled.

The room fell silent again. Only my sobs where heard. From the right I could see Reid's knuckles whiten. They where now pissed. And I was too.

"So that's what this is all about, revenge?" he silently said through greeted teeth.

"No, I just wanted to live Reid. I just wanted to live like a teenager and spend my life caring for nobody. I was just sick of this all. I just realized that I was throwing my life away" I said.

There was silence before, "I need a drink". Reid then stood up ad left followed by Tyler, Pouge, and Caleb. I was left there to drown in my misery. So this happens when karma bites you in the ass?