(AN) Ok, here is a 2nd chapter… one of those 'they want it! Do it!" and 6 hours later vwala! I read through it a lot so I don't think there are any major mistakes… but I don't have a beta yet so… ;)
Beca POV
We end up at a Denney's, a couple blocks from the school. We just hopped on the next bus that showed up and stopped it by the 1st restaurant we saw. Jesse opens the door for me and I give a tight awkward smile before walking under his arm and into the building, he follows.
We get a booth off away from other dinners, there's a nice amount of people, it being 8:30 on a Saturday. I quickly pick-up my menu after ordering a drink, taking deep breaths as the light atmosphere of the bus ride here fades and becomes serious, now I have to talk to him.
"Beca…" he says and I sigh loudly and slump forward as I put my menu down, pouting at the inevitable.
"I know you don't want to talk Beca but, I just want to know what…this is." He says awkwardly gesturing between us.
"Jesse I like you, I think that's a little obvious, but I haven't really done a relationship…the closest I've gotten was a month long and I only did it to piss my parents off" I give a sarcastic laugh before continuing "I honestly don't know what to do Jesse…I don't want to shut you out." I say softly after another second of debating it, It's as honest as I can get right now.
"Beca, believe it or not I've never really had a girlfriend before either." He says and I raise my eyebrow at him, not believing him at all. "Your' not believing me does give me a major ego boost, but it's true. I was always the awkward theater kid that was obsessed with movies. Most girls just assumed I was gay I guess." He shrugs and I give him a fake look of pity.
"What? It wasn't all bad, I didn't get into theater and music until I was 14, so I did at least get to kiss a girl." he jokes and I roll my eyes at him. We both laugh a bit as more of the tension dissipates.
"Seriously though Becs, we can do this together… I'd like to at least try? I promise I won't hurt you if you don't hurt me" he says with a sweet smile as he takes my hands and I once again find myself unable to not smile at his adorkible face. Sure, that's not a word and it makes me a dork just thinking it, but it's so…Jesse.
"Deal" I say as my smile widens and his does the same thing, he leans forward with me and we kiss chastely over the table. It's sweet and just enough to leave me wanting more, but my stomach growls and we both pull away chuckling, picking up our forgotten menus. Talking wasn't as hard as I thought it would be and we both seem to be on the same page. Jesse orders country fried chicken and I order French toast, he asks me why I got breakfast at night, and I laugh as I relay my tradition of my Denney's meal.
We continue talking and eating and even after the food is gone we are still talking, I find myself being able to talk about my childhood without being depressed for the 1st time in years. He lets me think of the happy memories, instead of the crappy once after I was 16.
The waiter asks if we want dessert and I order a chocolate milkshake, Jesse doesn't ask for anything, but tells the guy to bring an extra straw, somewhat possessively. I roll my eyes after he walks away.
"Jesse Swanson, we've been together not even two hours and you're already jealous?" I say and he turns a slight shade of red but smiles at me anyways and shrugs.
We continue our conversation and do indeed share my chocolate milkshake; we don't even realize it's nearing midnight until Jesse gets a text from Benji telling him he's staying at a friend's dorm.
The busses stop running at 12 and by the time we pay for our food- well Jesse pays for it after a little argument- and start toward the bus stop it's already passed so we have to walk the 3 blocks back to campus.
Jess's arm stays around me for warmth and we walk quickly, not talking much because of the cold. We finally get back on campus and we both pause, not sure of where we're going. I don't exactly want to go back to my dorm and have to go to bed, since Kimmy Jin always goes to sleep at 10pm. I don't want to leave him either, but I only admit that to myself.
"Uh…Jesse? Can I hang at your dorm? I'm not tired enough to sleep and I already know Kimmy Jin is so…" I ask awkwardly and he smiles at me all dorky and kissable and I remember I can, but he beats me to it. My hands end up at the back of his head, threading through his soft brown hair.
"Yes Beca. You can just sleep over if you want." he says and I stiffen slightly, causing him to continue "Not like that Beca, we can just sleep, Its 12:30 at night, I don't want you going back to your dorm alone and once I get to mine I don't want to leave, it just makes since I swear I didn't mean it like that-" I cut him off for the 2nd time and he smiles after I give him a look and accept the invite, kissing my hand and walking me towards his dorm.
This is my 1st time being in his dorm and his two tall shelves of movies aren't surprising but the star wars shit is, he tells me it's Benji's but I know he doesn't dislike it as much as he claims.
He asks me what I want to do and I just shrug, he laughs and suggests another movie. I sigh and roll my eyes. He then says that I didn't technically watch the end of The Breakfast Club, and I have to agree with him, which causes a smug smile to cross his face, and another eye roll from me.
Luckily he left said movie and his computer in my dorm, so watching a movie is out of the question. He suggests music since his iPod and dock is still here and I agree, wanting to look at his playlists for the last month and a half.
I scan through the Artist 1st and smile when I see David Guetta. I click on it. And go to play all, ignoring the album names.
The 1st song is Memories and Jesse smiles at me at my choice, he goes to the small dresser by his bed and pulls out some basketball shorts, sweat pants, a T-shirt and some boxers.
"Um, you can wear some of these to sleep in…" he says awkwardly and the slight upper hand gives me some out-of-no-where confidence as I grab the T-shirt and boxers with a smirk, his eyes get a little big but he picks up the basketball shorts and another pair of boxers form his dresser, a towel from the bottom drawer and a plastic bag with shower stuff.
"I'm gunna go catch a quick shower, you can change and make yourself at home." He kisses me on the cheek and smiles at me before he leaves the dorm room to head to the shared shower of the entire dormitory.
I sigh at how attracted I am to this guy. He may have invited me here to sleep but I already want more, of course with our earlier conversation I assume he's a virgin, which there is nothing wrong with but I doubt that, whenever it does happen will be an easy decision for him. I mean he's a guy obviously; his reaction to my statement about being treble boned made that obvious.
But he's also a nice guy, obviously raised right. He has manners and I know he won't make a move tonight, I can't tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
I realized I'd been standing there for over 5 minutes just thinking about Jesse…He's in the shower, naked…lathered in soap…god Beca, just change already!
With a frustrated groan I ripe my striped sweater off and unclip my bra, wrapping it into my sweater and tossing on Jesse's shirt. It smells of laundry soap sadly. I love Jesse's smell; I don't even know what it is specifically maybe a little woodsy? Vinala-y?...No… Whatever it is I can't get enough of it and the lack of said smell on the shirt saddens me slightly. I toe off my boots and wiggle my way out of my skinny jeans, folding them and putting all my clothes- folded- on his dresser and slipping on the plaid boxers, rolling the waistband a couple times for a better fit. I take out my earrings and put them in my jean pocket.
I look in a mirror on Benji's side of the room, I'm assuming for his magic and I can't help but like the way Jesse's clothes look on me. At this point David Guetta's little bad girl is starting and there's a knock on the door, I open it and Jesse's there. Shirtless.
I let my eyes go a little wide but then walk away from the door with an awkward smile, I look back to him, expecting a smug grin, but got a similar look to my own, his eyes are wide and he is so checking me out. I guess he likes me in his clothes too.
"Jesse" I sing song with a hand on my hip, and his eye shoot to mine, his face turning that same shade of red when I caught him acting possessive with the waiter.
"Sorry, you just look really good in my clothes." He smirks dropping the embarrassment. I roll my eyes before walking back over to him, now standing a few feet from the door he had closed. I move my hands up to rest on his chest as my heart pumps hard and fast. And my thoughts fall in to the gutter once again.
I gulp as my fingers slide down his chest and trail them down his abs, loving what the feel of the light hairs there does to me. His hands find my hips as he leans down to rest his forehead on mine. His breathing is labored and warm on my nose and mouth as I look up at the contact.
"Beca…" he whispers and it sounds like a plea and a warning at the same time somehow. A 'please continue' and 'If you keep going I won't be able to stop.'
I let my fingers dip into the waist band of the shorts and pull him closer to me, kissing him hard. One of us opens our mouth 1st but I'm not sure who and then our tongues are wrestling and I'm so turned on by a fucking French kiss. I pull him closer as I step back towards his bed, my knees instantly hitting it and Jesse lowers me slowly, it being a twin bed and the wall being only about 4 feet from the edge.
His hands travel up under his shirt that I'm wearing and he caresses my waist, sliding deliciously over my skin and his eyebrows rise at the feeling of my bellybutton ring.
"Ugh" he groans and I laugh into the kiss, and his hands travel higher, brushing the underside of my breasts and I gasp.
"Jesse" I say breathlessly as his hands hesitantly venture higher barley brushing my nipples he gulps before glancing up at my face and groaning again.
I smile at him before letting my fingers once again dip into his waist band and I bit my lip in anticipation.
(AN) It's a little shorter, I know, I just didn't feel like writing a lemon with my 3 year old niece around…yea awkward. There will definitely be a third chapter because I'm not that mean. I have no idea when, so don't pester me for one yet. REVIEW!
