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Chapter two : Only Memories
"Say you love me Mercy, say it baby!" Sam whispered, looking into his girlfriend's brown eyes while making love to her.
"I-I love you Sammy!" Mercedes said breathlessly, this was the best sex she ever had with Sam. He was so intense, so focus that sometimes she couldn't bear being the center of his attention, but he never let her hide, proving to her that without a doubt, she was the only girl in his heart.
Sam sped up the rhythm of his thrusts, hitting her spot just right, he knew would make his girl come undone. Mercedes, heightened by the range of sensations wanted the feeling to last forever. She arched her back; pressing her breasts into his chest, molding their bodies into one.
"I'm coming Sammy! Oh my God, don't stop baby!" Mercedes screamed.
"Can't stop honey, it's just too good." Sam moaned. He felt her walls clench around him and her juices ran down his length and her legs. He came instantly seeing the satisfied look in her eyes making him smile sweetly. He carefully removed himself from her and wrapped his arms tightly around her.
"What are you thinking, Sammy?" Mercedes asked after a while, kissing Sam's chest lightly.
"I was thinking about how lucky I am." he said, returning her kisses.
"Why, because you got some?" Mercedes said teasingly, laughing sweetly.
"Woman, that's offensive, no I'm lucky to have the most wonderful girl in my arms, the most intelligent, soon to be Grammy winner and..."
"Sam!" She cut him off rolling her eyes; trying to hide her happiness.
"Okay, yeah because I got some" he smiled which earned him a playful hit on his chest.
"That was amazing, you're always amazing Sam" she stated lovingly, tracing little patterns on him.
"You were not that bad either..." he said waiting for the blow he knew was coming.
She hit him until he caught her wrist in his large hand and kissed it and tried to kiss away her pout.
"You're so mean and cocky, I was trying to be heartfelt and you ruined it. You know I was better than good." Mercedes said coyly.
Sam couldn't resist, before long he attached his lips to hers and slid between her legs for another round…
Mercedes woke up with a start; sweat drenched her body and sheets. It was the third time this week she had dreamt about Sam and her making sweet love, but sometimes it was just sweet memories of them doing other things. But now she was literally fed up with this shit. Sam was happily in a relationship with Brittany and she was happily making a music video. It was her dream come true and she couldn't let her emotions mess up this opportunity.
Mercedes dressed casually but classy with a little make up, since moving to LA she had gotten more confidence in herself and she wanted people to know it. She was Mercedes Jones after all, diva extraordinaire. Mercedes grabbed her things before kissing her mother on the cheek. She dreaded saying good morning to her father, he could be so intimidating sometimes, and although he loved her; he wasn't that happy when she decided to follow her dreams and was waiting for her eventual failure.
She took a deep breath and knocked on his office door. "Enter." He said.
Mercedes entered with a sigh. "Hey dad, just wanted to let you know that I was going to McKinley to help Mr. Schue with glee club and then hang out for a while, so I might be late for dinner..."
"So that's why you're back in Lima; to help your former teacher and to hang out?" he scoffed, shaking his head – obviously disappointed.
"I'm also here to do a music video and it's going to be really good daddy." She explained, wondering why he always makes her feel so small. "I'm happy and you should be happy for me..."
"I should be happy to see my child pursue her foolish dreams of being a singer instead of getting into a good school and having a great career?" he butted in. "What parent want their child living like a hobo in hopes of making it big?" He shook his head in pity. "Mercedes, you could've gone to any school you wanted, yet you turned your nose up at a good education and for what, to be the next Whitney Houston and get hooked on drugs?" He turned his back on her, not wanting her to see his angry tears.
Mercedes was shocked; she knew her father disapproved of her choices, but to hear him say it to her face stung, she would have been better off with a slap. She quickly recovered, held her head high and nodded trying to swallow the lump in her throat.
"Well I'm really sorry if that's what you think and I'm sorry that you still don't believe in me because when I release my first album…" Mercedes stopped in mid sentence, what was the use of arguing? She will never be able to change his mind.
Mercedes POV
I arrived at McKinley and Sam was standing in the parking lot looking sexy as hell. I got out my car and tried to head for the front door when we locked eyes for what seem like an eternity. He walked towards me and immediately I braced myself for another confrontation.
"Mercedes..." He began softly "About yesterday..."
"Hey Sam!" I cut him off quickly, "I don't have time for chit-chat, I'm already running late for my meeting with Kurt and Mike...see you later!" I tried to walk past him, but he grabbed me by my elbow. I felt sparks throughout my body and my heart skipped several beats. Damn!
"You know you can't run forever, don't you?" I felt his hand tighten around my elbow. "However, you do know that I've never been afraid of a good chase" he smirked, whispering in my ear.
I stared at him speechless. I couldn't believe this! Was he really flirting with me? Yep, Sam was definitely flirting with me, but the question is why?
"What are you doing Sam?" I asked, in a harsh whisper. It would be so easy to fall for his tricks, but I wasn't that type of girl and he knew it.
"Having a little chit-chat with you." I saw his eyes darken and my only desire was to kiss him senseless to wipe that fucking smirk off his handsome face.
"W-where is Brittany?" I thought pronouncing her name would make him stop and help me regain some senses but the reverse happened; my feelings intensified and possessiveness invaded my heart and soul.
I wanted him.
I wanted him because he was mine!
It was his hands that held mine. It was with him that I that I saw myself marrying, having children and growing old with! I wanted Sam in my bed, between my legs and in my heart!
"What's going on here?" I heard a voice asked.
The spell was broken and I saw something in Sam's eyes change, the intensity left and I watched him smiled as if nothing ever happened. How could he do that so easily?
"I said what's going on?" Kurt asked, his voice filled with concern, he was followed closely by Mike, who immediately stood by my side.
I smiled, trying to show that everything was alright, but Kurt knew me to well and saw straight through me.
"Where's your girlfriend, Sam?" He asked narrowing his eyes suspiciously.
Sam's eyes drifted automatically towards Mercedes, frowning a little before shrugging "She's visiting MIT; she has been accepted..."
We all gasped in surprised, I mean, it was Brittany that we were talking about, that couldn't be true.
"Brittany who?"Kurt asked a completely stunned. "Surely you can't mean the same Brittany Pierce who doesn't know how to open a door." he scoffed.
I didn't know why, but I felt extremely uncomfortable. I knew Kurt was shocked, hell we all were but for him to make fun of her in front of Sam…I felt if we made fun of Brittany it was like we were making fun of him as well and that wasn't something I could stand...
"Wow goody for her." I deadpanned, turning on my heels and making my way towards the entrance of McKinley High.
Wow, goody for her? Really, like really, what is wrong with me?
I slowed down and turned, literally slamming down into Mike's chest and nearly falling over. Mike reached out and stopped me by grabbing my waist. I chuckled in embarrassment.
"I'm such a mess" I confessed, seeing the concern expression on Mike's face.
"Are you okay?" he asked quietly.
I laughed bitterly.
"Everything is perfect Mike, why wouldn't it be? I'd just congratulate Brittany who I thought was my friend. She didn't have the decency to tell me that she was dating my…well dating Sam and now I'm fucking saying congratulations to her douche boyfriend on her behalf…so why don't we all have a fucking slumber party for her and celebrate! "
"Mercedes calm down." Mike said calmly, but my emotions were everywhere and I needed them to come out before I explode!
"No! Mike, you don't understand. I was always too nice; yeah I might be a big diva and all but when it comes to love… I thought I've learned from my past but I was fucking wrong." I sobbed.
"Santana fought for what was hers, she fought Sam for Brittany and Sam fought back..." I smiled sadly closing my eyes. "I shouldn't have come back, I wasn't ready..." I trailed off, looking down my feet.
"Let me help you." Mike offered, taking my chin in his hand."Let me be there for you. My break up with Tina was...well what can I say? It wasn't all full sunshine and balloons so I know what you're going through." He wiped my tears away with his thumbs. "Let me help you as a friend." he embraced me tightly. "You can let it go with me; I'll never judge you Mercedes."
I felt the sincerity in his words and something more, but I couldn't put my fingers on it.
"You can count on me too diva," Kurt added, his blue eyes shiny. I wrapped him in my arms, I have finally my friend back.
"Okay, guys I love you but I'm no Rachel Berry, I don't need all this drama, let's go grab a drink at the Lima Bean alright?" I said, trying to sound cheerful.
We met Blaine and decided to order coffee, after my little heart to heart with Mike and Kurt my spirit was uplifted, I had their support; and my excitement about my music video was back in full force.
"I want something fresh for my video, that pop and lock, I want eleganza, you know something that screams diva, I want to swing and rock!" I said making big gestures for emphasize.
"You're so L.A now, it's breathless" Kurt said, smiling.
"Mike knows what I'm talking about, right Mike?" I said absolutely sure he had my back.
"Of course I know what you're talking about." He replied taking my hand gently. I didn't think anything of it, but I did catch Kurt's eyes and his eyebrows arched.
"Anyway Kurt, I know what you're going through with your father and I want you to know that I'll always be there for you love, you can count on me, anytime." I said softly. I know that Kurt was stressing out about his father's cancer and I didn't want him to think that my own issues made me forget all about his.
"Thanks guys, I feel the love, it's just hard." Kurt said. I saw Blaine take Kurt's hand in his and looked at him lovingly. It made me think about two years ago when Sam and I spotted the exact same scene, except at that time, we were all couples and happy... I cleared my throat trying to ease my mind about summer memories.
"So guys, at Mr. Schue's wedding it was pretty boy on boy heavy are you back together?" I asked, hoping to diffuse the situation. No such luck. I saw Kurt cringe and Blaine looking really uncomfortable. Well done Mercedes, well done.
"We're not back together" Blaine answered. I nodded quietly.
"Anyway, while you guys were gone, I tried to find my groove in New Directions and I got pretty close with Tina and Sam..." he added.
"Yeah, I heard about that vapo rape thing..." Mike said, frowning a little.
"Dude you know I'm into guys so don't worry nothing happened...nothing I was aware of at least."
Mike chuckled. "I know man, no harm, Tina said she was alone and a little crazy and I understood..."
I didn't even notice that Mike's hand was still in mine, but when I did I squeezed it tightly showing that I was supporting him as well, that's what friends do.
"And you and Sam...I mean, are you still talking? I remember things were a little tense..." Blaine said while drinking his coffee.
Everybody went quiet, you could hear a mosquito fly, then Blaine caught Kurt's wide eyes telling him to shut up, but it was already done and I felt my good mood evaporate.
"I-I'm sorry Mercedes..." Blaine began.
"Its okay, it's okay, things are...well there's nothing," I smiled sadly. "So, no need to apologize."
"Yeah, but as Sam's friend, I can tell you that he misses you..."
I scoffed, was he for real? For being Sam's friend, he wasn't really aware of things.
"Before or after Brittany being the love of his life?" I said, venomously.
"You know it's not like that, it had never been that way." I heard a voice said behind me.
Well, could the day get any better?
...So who do you think it is?...
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