A/N: Okay so I wanted to make this a multi- chapter story. This chapter is a letter to Kurt. Some will be like this others maybe flashbacks! Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee
Dear Kurt,
I miss you. So much. Time passes. The endless amount of time, that is. With each tick of the clock my heart breaks a little more. Because that's what happens when you lose someone you love, right? Well, it doesn't matter. We'll be together soon. I promise. I love you, Kurt. I was going to propose. Then, the moment before everything ended. They said you had time. They lied.
You promised you would never leave me Kurt. You lied. Well, I guess I can't be mad at you. I lied too. I said I would never give up.I have.
Of all the broken promises, this one has to hurt the most. And not just because the pain that thrashes through when I realize you are not coming home. The ache of my dead heart. The eratic pulse in my veins. The pulse I would stop, just for you darling.
Maybe I will end my life. I want to be with you Kurt. But you wouldn't be proud of me, right? Not now, but soon. I promise.
They try to comfort me. They try to help. They try to help me move on with my life. But why can't they see that that's impossible? Because you were my life, kurt.
It kills me, to know you are never coming back. This wasn't supposed to happen. I'm going to kill myself. I can't handle it. Just wait. I promise. We will get our happy ending. And you should know by now that I had been counting on forever.
I love you. Forever and always, darling.
