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Will You Embrace My Darkness

Ryan lay sprawled shirtless on the sofa in the Gryffindor co-ed common room. It was beyond late and Ryan knew that being up this late would hit him later. HE shook his head he had been at Hogwarts for a month and a half now and was still not sure how he felt about the school. On his first day he had become the most feared student on the grounds. It was all because he couldn't control the power raging inside him. Ryan sighed, "at least I didn't kill anyone", he laughed bitterly with the knowledge that if Hermione hadn't rushed to him at the end of the lesson he may have killed his fellow classmates. Of course no one but Dumbledore knew of this matter and yet he still insisted Ryan could be helped.

The only friends he had managed to make were the golden trio especially Hermione. In the month they had been rooming together the two had become incredibly close and many joked that they were more than friends. HE smiled at the thought he knew he was starting to like her a lot but he knew being any closer to him would hurt her. He was dangerous more then she knew. HE still heard the voices in his dreams the voices that clawed at his sanity. The voices urged him to kill any wizard he saw. This was price he paid for his powers.

When Dumbledore found him he was broken scared and dangerous but Ryan was thankful for the man who saw past the demons he had, saw past the black blade that screamed for wizard blood. He was thankful for a second chance he just hoped his second chance would last.

Ryan's thoughts were interrupted by footsteps. HE glanced over his shoulder to see a half asleep Hermione walking into the common room. HE snickered at how crazy her hair was but stopped quickly when he noticed her beautiful body framed by a silk robe. HE couldn't help but stare but stopped when he saw Hermione turn a deep Gryffindor red.

"What are you doing still up", she scolded her roommate.

"Eh I couldn't sleep, too much on my mind." His reply was a bit sad and she knew that something very serious was on his mind. Despite her getting close to Ryan she knew very little about his past or how he acquired his powers.

She scurried over to him and jumped on the sofa making both of them laughed as they collapsed into a pile of limbs. Hermione's laughter cut short as she realized how close their bodies were the feeling of his bare skin sent shocks throughout her nervous system. Her breath quickened as he lifted her from the floor and placed her on the couch.

"For real Ryan why can't you sleep", Hermione asked ignoring her body's response to his touch. "I know you get up like this every night and everyone in Hogwarts knows you fall asleep every morning class." Ryan muttered, "it's not like I can even participate in the lessons, all I can learn is the theory." Ryan rolled his eyes at her making quotations marks with his fingers. Hermione felt bad for him he was stuck at Hogwarts and he couldn't even practice magic like the rest of them and it didn't help that whatever magical ability he had was beyond dangerous.

Without warning Ryan laid his head on her lap. She took to playing with his long shoulder length hair. They sat there in silence both not knowing what to say next. This always happened to them over the past month any attempt to touch the subject of Ryan's power was met with silence. But tonight Hermione was determined t get something out of him. She didn't know how much she could be frustrated so much and like them at the same time. She quieted the last thought she had really just met him but she couldn't shake that her feelings were growing.

"Ryan", she asked in a whisper. "Where did you get your power." She was extremely nervous she had never asked so directly before.

It was silent for a moment and she was worried she lost him but he didn't move his head from her lap. Finally he got up and looked Hermione in the eyes, quietly as if his voice was in another place he said, "Look into my eyes." Ryan's eyes were pitch black again and Hermione began to feel the cold creep up her spine. Then she felt her mind dragged away from reality and she knew she was in Ryan's thoughts. She had no idea he was capable of this then again she had no idea what he could do.

The first memory flashed before her mind, it was a small boy maybe 5 or 7. He was taken away from his home on the street to a dark dungeon surrounded by other boys his age. THE memory quickly changed and she saw the same boy now a year or two older being tortured by men in black masks. She screamed for them to stop but this wasn't her memory. There was nothing she could do as she watched the boy beaten to a pulp revived and beaten again. The memory disappeared replaced by the same boy now 11 and he was already extremely muscled he held a sword in one hand and was dueling a boy the same age as him. It was a viscous battle until it ended with the yellow and grey eyed boy stabbing the other young boy through the heart.

Finally she saw the final memory and she felt fear grip her. The same boy was now slowly being infused with some sort of dark magic he was screaming shouting his eyes pitch black. Finally the screaming stopped and the boy was presented with a black blade by a masked man. The masked man whispered, "Now for your first mission kill Albus Dumbledore."

Hermione screamed when she awoke and realized she had been carried to her own bed. Sweat dripped down her body trembling as she remembered what Ryan showed her last night. She didn't know what to think. She felt tears drip down her face and she didn't know why. She knew she was supposed to now be terrified of Ryan but all she felt was sadness that such a great guy could harbor all that pain. She got up and realized how late she was and quickly showered and dressed.

Bursting into Transfiguration she was stopped short by Professor McGonagall who deducted 5 points from Gryffindor for her lateness her classmates snickered and Harry and Ron gave her confused looks knowing Hermione was never late for anything. She quickly took her seat and noticed Ryan snoring next to her. She froze up not knowing where they stood after last night. She sat through class trying avoiding the glances of Harry and Ron who were trying to figure out what had Hermione on edge.

Suddenly she felt Ryan poking her arm he gazed up at her from where his head lay on his desk and whispered, "Scared of me yet?" His smile was grim his eyes full of sadness. In that moment Hermione knew he had showed her something probably few people known about him. She was honored and a little happy that this young man she had begun to like trusted her so much.

She laid her head down to and faced him. They both quickly noticed how close they were and both blushed. In a hushed tone Hermione answered, "IM not scared of you yet Mr. Holmes."

They were interrupted by McGonagall's voice piercing their small world. "As a reminder to all our students in three days is our Hallowe'en Party. Girls and boys make sure you have your dates and expect to have a wonderful time." Everyone cheered until the professor quickly pointed out that they still had homework.

The next few days were all abuzz as everyone scrambled to find a date for the party. Sitting at dinner Ryan was approached by Ron and Harry both beaming with smiles. "Found dates I'm guessing", Ryan asked his friends jokingly. They both nodded their grins looking even stupider. All three of them laughed. Ryan continued stifling his laughter, "so guys who are the luck ladies."

"We are", Ginny and Luna walked up behind Ron and Harry taking a seat next to their dates. You could tell both couples were extremely happy. It was no secret that Ginny and Harry had been dating and everyone knew they would of course be going together. The shock came when he saw Ron and Luna Lovegood. He hadn't heard a thing from Ron about him being interested in Luna but Ryan in his time at Hogwarts had seen stranger things happen. The group joked around and Ryan was glad that Ginny and Luna didn't judge him after what had happened a month ago. Though he knew Luna didn't judge anyone. Dinner came and went and the three boys absorbed themselves with Harry's concerns about Draco disappearing from the map Harry carried around with him. Their conversation was interrupted by Ginny, "So Ryan who are you brining to the party I mean its tomorrow." Ryan hadn't even thought of who he was going to ask and quite frankly didn't even know if he was going to attend.

Ginny continued on with her probing, "you know I know who wouldn't mind if you asked them." With that motioned over to Hermione who was deep in conversation with one of the Patil sisters Ryan couldn't tell which. Harry and Ron both laughed, "You know Ryan take it from me and Ron, she's our best friend and we can tell you we have never seen her look at the guy the way she looks at you."

Ryan smiled he had always been confident but with Hermione it seemed as if she made him beyond nervous especially since he had given her a glimpse into his past.

"I don't know guys I don't think she's going to say yes."

Harry and Ron not taking no for an answer called over to Hermione, "Oye Hermione come over here Ryan has something he wants to ask you." Hermione eyeing the group suspiciously walked over to Ryan who had now stood up. "So what is it you need to ask me Mr. Holmes?" Hermione put her hands on her hips a sly smile darting across her face her brown eyes stared unwavering into the sea of yellow and grey.

Ryan never backed down from a challenge and knew it was time to put up or shut up. IN one swift motion he grabbed both of Hermione's hands and pulled her in close. At this point everyone in the Great Hall was looking at the pair.

Hermione heart raced as Ryan's voice floated into her ear his breath blew lightly on her neck. "So Ms. Granger would you like to attend the dance with me." Ryan's smile was confident and seductive and Hermione couldn't resist, "Ill see you there Mr. Holmes."

Ryan returned to his dorm and quickly showered he was beyond the point of excitement that Hermione said yes. Putting a towel around his waist he wandered back inside his room. Stopping dead in his tracks he saw Hermione in nothing but a lace bra and black thong. She had obviously come in and was getting ready for bed not knowing Ryan was showering. She turned around the two half-naked teens both froze. Both of their eyes locked each not daring to let their eyes wander. Finally Hermione broke the tension, "Well if you're planning to attend the party like that tomorrow they might kick us out." Both of them laughed and Hermione conjured a barrier between them Ryan quickly through on his shorts and Hermione grabbed oen of Ryan's t shirts and threw it over her head.

The barrier now gone Ryan noticed his shirt on Hermione but he didn't mind one bit. She very carefully walked up to him and planted a kiss on his cheek. Her lips lingered as she stood on her tippy toes to reach him. Ryan proceeded to pick her up and placed her in her bed.

"Take care of my shirt for me." Hermione smiled back pulling the shirt closer to her, "You might never get it back." Ryan tucked her in the romance filled the air. They both laid down and in their dreams they whispered thanks to the fates who had placed their destinies together.

For Hermione the next day was a rush there were no classes so students could prepare for the party. She hadn't seen Ryan all day and was getting ready with Ginny and Luna. They made an event of their changing and spent the whole day trying to get their hair perfect with about a 100 different spells.

Ryan, Harry and Ron spent a significantly less time getting ready and spent their free day in Hogsmeade. They found themselves at the three broomsticks the entire day. Realizing it would soon be time to get ready they made their way back to Hogwarts. Ryan dressed quickly into the nicest things he had. HE abhorred the idea of dress robes. HE went simple black skinny slacks, a black shirt tucked in the two top buttons opened. He finally put on a fitted blazer and his leather shoes and he was more than ready for the night of fun ahead.

When all the boys were ready they made their way down to the Great Hall to wait for their dates. The Great Hall looked like a club not any club but one run by wizards. Orange lights flashed in the dark as electrowiz music played in the background. It wasn't long before the ladies arrived fashionably late. But the wait was well worth it. Ryan gasped when he saw Hermione enter the great hall. Her hair cascaded down her back and framed her face perfectly. Her body's silhouette was showcased by a tight and short black muggle dress. Golden heels gave her an extra two inches of height and she walked in them bold and confident.

She made her way up to Ryan, "Well Ryan you clean up nice." Ryan pulled her close pulling her to the dance floor. "You Hermione look like an angel sent from heaven to save my dark soul." Ryan's last words pierced Hermione's chest no one had ever spoken to her so lovingly. They swayed with the rhythm bodies intertwined. They were so close they felt one. The night continued on and they quickly found their friends. Together they all had a spectacular time. The night seemed to let them forget their pains and sufferings.

Harry forgot he was the chosen one. Ron forgot his best friend was destined to die. Ginny forgot that Harry could only be hers for a short while. Luna just smiled forgetting what she wanted to forget. Hermione forgot all her pain all the trauma of the last 5 years and focused on the man holding her. She wanted to be there for him always to comfort him to support him just as she did for Harry. Ryan was the only one who couldn't forget the voices raged in his head, the darkness screamed to be released, the sword begged for blood. Yet when he looked into Hermione's eyes he knew she would save him. "Come with me Ryan whispered." The couple wandered back to the co-ed Gryffindor dorms and quietly made their way to their room. As soon as the doors were closed Ryan lifted Hermione and laid her on the bed. They embraced in a passionate kiss. Their bodies drew close and their souls drew closer. There kisses led to hands wandering finding the sensitive spots that drew moans from both of them. Their breath quickened as the moment continued to heat. His hand slid down Hermione's stomach finding itself between her legs. A moan escaped her lips, and then Ryan stopped. Hermione looked up at him her eyes pleaded for more till she saw the tears in his eyes.

"Hermione I'm poison, you can't do this with me. I'll only take you down with me. I'm a killer a monster, being with me will destroy you." Hermione placed her index finger on his lips and hugged him the warmth of her embrace filled his body. Not with the heat of lust but the flames of love. "Ryan ill embrace your darkness I'll be your angel, your light when you lose your way. I'll hold you when you lose control. I'll save you from yourself." Ryan didn't respond with words but his kiss confirmed everything. HE realized in that moment that he had met is soul mate. It had only been a month since she entered his life but it felt like they ken each other and maybe they did in a past life. HE couldn't live another second without her he would guard her and protect her maybe she would make a killer into a man.

They fell asleep in each other's embrace. IN that moment all was well. They would savor this moment for a storm loomed overhead.