Good day, my loves! So, everyone voted for full story. I was thinking I'd start all over, so it all made sense. But, I decided to just do flashbacks of their past together. I'm too lazy to start all over, hehe! By the way, there's no Shikon jewel in this story. I was gonna make everyone human, but decided it wouldn't be the same if Sesshoumaru wasn't a youkai. I may or may not bring Miroku and Sango into this. Shippo definitely won't be in the story, just because he annoys me. Everyone is a little OOC, because I'm tired of Kagome being childish, and Sesshoumaru being a cold-hearted prick. So, sorry to disappoint, but Sesshoumaru will NOT be speaking in third person! This author will not allow it... Heh. Oh, I loved the reviews!
CUSpacecowboy- The only reason she's not bitter is because I didn't want her to be bitter. Real love does this. You become pathetic at times, especially when you're hurting. And I'll explain as we go along why there was no bitterness between them at this point.
CareSabe- Yea, I got tired of Kagome being betrayed by Inuyasha. And many of the SessKag fics seem to be the same in the way Sesshou and Kags get together. So, I decided to make it the other way around. Kagome betrays Inuyasha, and she's stuck in the middle, basically.
Alright, on with the lust and hurt and hopefully love!
Speaking thoughts Sesshoumaru's beast texts
Last time on 'Night of Lust'!
He stared at her and opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out.
Tears instantly came to her eyes, brightening them in the moonlight. She pulled her hands away and turned from him. Opening her car door, she glanced back at him, her eyes hardening with determination, "Sesshoumaru. I love you. But until you claim the same, I don't want to see you anymore. Tonight never should have happened. Please refrain from contacting me." With that said, she climbed in the car, started up the motor and took off, leaving Sesshoumaru standing in the parking lot by himself.
What happened? Sesshoumaru couldn't believe it. Things were going so well. They were reconnecting again, and he finally made love to her.
You fucked her on your desk. Nice class..
Silence. You did not help.
I was just doing what we both wanted... How will we fix this? Mate is hurt now.
She is not our mate yet. I will think of something.
And if she doesn't want us for a mate?
Sesshoumaru ignored his beast, walking over to his Mustang. He knew Kagome would be his mate. She loved him too much to let him go. He realized weeks ago that she was in love with him. He reveled in the fact, his male pride inflating even more. But, they both agreed they wouldn't leave their current relationships unless they truly loved each other. But, if she was in love with him, why did she continuously return to Inuyasha? The hanyou was immature, rude, and dangerous.
Kagome had come to him several times, telling him of Inuyasha's anger. He would get in her face and yell at her. His Kagome was stubborn, he knew she yelled right back. But lately, she feels that one day Inuyasha's temper will go too far. She was truly afraid that he might hit her someday. She loves Inuyasha, but not like she use to. She cares for him and wishes him happiness, but she's afraid of hurting him. Still, she returns to Inuyasha no matter what.
He let out a growl, the thought of her returning to Inuyasha's bed irking him. He couldn't help but feel jealous. It should be me she comes to. I'm the one she should sleep beside at night, no other. Especially not Inuyasha... He climbed into his car, his temper rising as he kept thinking about Inuyasha touching what was his. He gripped the steering wheel, an image of Inuyasha and Kagome naked in bed-
He snarled and swiped out in anger, destroying his rearview mirror. He picked it up before tossing it in the back seat. He sighed softly, shaking his head, trying to rid the image from his mind. Kagome... I will have you as mine. Turning the ignition key, the V8 roared to life and he slammed it into gear before taking off into the night, determination driving him on.
Lights blurred and lines began to fade as Kagome drove home. The tears wouldn't stop flowing, the sobs wouldn't cease. What have I done? I'm such a fool... She let out a whimper and slowly began to drift into another lane.
-HONK-
She cried out and jerked the wheel, getting back into her lane. She sniffled then immediately pulled over to the side of the highway. She turned the motor off and just sat there, her gaze on the steering wheel even though she didn't see it. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly a few times before her nerves calmed and her tears stopped.
Lowering her visor and opening the mirror, she grimaced at the sight. Her eyes were red and puffy, tear stains running down her flushed cheeks. She quickly rolled down her window, letting the cool air into the car in hopes that her cheeks will return to their normal rosy hue. Grabbing her makeup bag from the passenger seat, she opened it up and searched the bag for her powder foundation. Quickly putting some on her cheeks, she made sure to look a little pale. She knew once her cheeks were back to their normal color, the rosy would show through.
She tossed the foundation and brush back into the bag before zipping it up and tossing it on to the passenger seat. Taking in her reflection once more, she saw that her eyes were slowly losing their redness. The puffiness wouldn't go away, but that was okay. It just looked like she hadn't been getting much sleep, which was mostly true.
Turning the little car back on and merging on to the highway, she began to head home where she lived with Inuyasha and her family.
After several minutes of driving, Kagome finally pulled up to the shrine where her family lived. Just last summer, they finally paved a driveway so Kagome didn't have to park on the street and climb all those steps. Pulling beside the Tree of Ages, she climbed out and locked her car. She glanced at the tree for a moment, whispering, "What am I going to do?" She blew her bangs out of her eyes before turning towards the house.
Quickly putting up a barrier, so Inuyasha couldn't smell her deceit, she opened the door to the house and headed towards the kitchen. Humming drifted to her ears, as did the smell of cooked chives and broth. Mrs. Higurashi was making Kagome's favorite soup by the smell of it.
Kagome watched her mother chop some green peppers and chives before putting them in the broth on the stove. She smiled softly and walked over, "Hey mom."
Her mother turned and smiled brightly, "Kagome! I didn't think you'd be home in time for dinner. How was work?"
Kagome shrugged "It was alright. I ended up staying late to finish some letters." She hated lying to her mother, but what else was she suppose to do?
Her mother nodded and turned back to some hard-boiled eggs, chopping them as well "Well, Inuyasha is upstairs. He took over Souta's video games. He sure has changed since you guys moved back from America. What happened?"
Her mother was right, Inuyasha had changed. She almost didn't believe he was the same boy she started dating 3 years ago...
Flashback...
"Hey Kagome!" a voice hollered from down the street.
Turning to look behind her, Kagome smiled, a slight blush coming to her cheeks when she saw it was Inuyasha. He had just moved down the street from her with his aunt. He was so handsome, and tall. She stopped to let him catch up and smiled at him, "Hey! What are you up to?"
He shrugged, stuffing his hands into his pockets, "Working on the Skyline. I'm painting parts of the interior. You wanna help?" Inuyasha knew she loved cars, and she wanted to learn as much as possible.
She grinned "Of course!" She fell into step beside him, heading towards his home. Once there, they sat on the sheet he was using to make sure paint didn't get on the pavement. They both started sanding the parts and painting them, enjoying each others company. They talked about school, his family, her family, anything that came to mind.
After helping him for over an hour, she finally stood up, brushing off her legs. "Well, I've gotta get back home. I'll see you later?" She smiled down at him.
He stood up quickly, flushing as he asked, "Would you like to come over later tonight? We can listen to music or something."
She grinned "Yea, that would be great. I'll see you later, around 6." With that confirmed, she walked back to the shrine, her step lighter than ever. Practically skipping up the steps, into the house, and into the kitchen, she let out a whoop and did a little happy dance.
A throat clearing had her stopping. She turned to see her mother in the doorway. A blush rose to her cheeks as she scratched the top of her head, giggling, "Hehe, sorry mom."
Her mother grinned and shook her head, "What has you so happy, Kagome?"
Kagome smiled dreamily, folding her hands together against her heart, "Inuyasha asked me out!" She blinked "Well, kind of."
Her mother tilted her head, a questioning look in her eyes, "Kind of?"
Shrugging with a sheepish smile on her face, Kagome giggled, "He asked me to come over at 6 tonight. We're just gonna hang out. I think he's going to ask me out on a date for sure!" As she stated this, she threw her fist in the air, as if triumph was already at hand.
Her mother laughed softly, "Well, he is handsome. He has a car and a license, unlike the last boyfriend, Hojo."
Kagome grimaced and shook her head "Mom, don't bring him up."
"Sorry, dear. It's true though. Inuyasha is tall and muscular. And have you seen that butt of his? Makes you wanna reach out and-"
"Mom," whined Kagome. Her blush returned as she walked out of the kitchen "I can't believe you checked him out!" Running for the safety of her room, away from her peeking mother, she fell on to her bed, grinning stupidly at the ceiling. As if she expected it to congratulate her on her good work.
Later that night...
Kagome checked herself in the mirror one more time, running her hands down her stomach, trying to straighten out her emerald green blouse. Turning to make sure her cute round butt looked good in her dark jeans, she nodded to herself and took a deep breath before sighing, "Here we go. You look beautiful. You are beautiful." She smiled at her reflection. Quickly slipping on some black DC's, she grabbed her light jacket and headed out the door, yelling, "Bye mom! I'll be back later!"
Her mother poked her head out into the hallway from the kitchen "Okay! Have fun dear!"
Kagome waved before running down the shrine steps. Once she reached the bottom, she slowed to a walk and tried to calm her fluttering stomach. She was nervous. What if he just wanted to be friends? What if he didn't really like her? Stupid mind... Shut up!
With that, she stopped in front of Inuyasha's home. Before she had the chance to walk up to the door, she heard her name.
"Oi, Kagome! Over here." a voice bellowed.
Kagome turned and saw Inuyasha in the driver's seat of his car. Waving, she went around the car and climbed into the passenger seat. She smiled at Inuyasha "Hey."
He looked so good. He was wearing a light blue polo shirt that seemed to accent his muscles, and some dark jeans. He smiled at her "Hey, check out your interior work." He pointed out the parts they had painted early that day. The red stood out from the rest of the black interior.
Blushing, she shook her head "That was all you."
He snorted "Please, you did most of the painting. You did a great job, thank you."
Her blush deepened and smiled, "You're welcome."
He grinned and picked up his mp3 player "Let's listen to some music."
Turning on some music, they both relaxed and began to talk. She told him her dreams of singing in a band. He told her his dreams of being a race car driver. He also told her he wanted to move back to America. All his friends were there, and he wanted to join the Air Force too. She listened and began to think that maybe they shouldn't date. If she fell in love with him, he would just leave her in the end. But, at the same time she wanted to take that chance. Did he?
Over an hour later of chatting and singing together, 'Scotty Doesn't Know' by Lustra blared from the speakers. Kagome grinned and began singing, "Scotty doesn't know that Fionna and me do it in my van every Sunday. She tells him she's in church, but she doesn't go. Still shes on her knees, and Scotty doesn't know. Scotty doesn't know-ooohhh-" Her singing suddenly stopped. Lustra sang on, but her lips were occupied.
Oh Gods, he's kissing me! Her eyes widened as he pulled away. He blushed and turned away, looking out the windshield. "Sorry," he muttered.
She blinked slowly, then determination appeared in her eyes. She grabbed the front of his shirt and pulled him over to her, placing her lips on his. He kissed her back, his eyes sliding shut. They stayed like that for a few moments. It was a tender kiss, nothing heated. But, Kagome's heart wouldn't slow down, and she couldn't control the butterflies in her stomach.
They pulled back at the same time, gazing into each others eyes. A blush returned to her cheeks and she smiled sheepishly, "Sorry. Couldn't help myself."
He smirked and pulled her back to him, kissing her once more. She let out a small moan as his tongue glided along her bottom lip before he nipped it. Not wanting to get carried away, he broke the kiss and grinned.
She slowly opened her eyes and smiled back at him.
He grabbed her hands and whispered, "Kagome Higurashi, will you go out with me?"
She bit her bottom lip, chewed on it for a moment before replying, "You mean, be your girlfriend?"
He nodded and began to stroke her wrists with his thumbs. The action caused her heart to pick up pace again. At this rate, her heart would never slow down. She smiled mischievously and pulled her hands away, "Let me think on it. I'll let you know tomorrow." Leaning over and giving him a peck on the cheek, she climbed out of the car and practically floated back home.
End...
The next day she asked him if he planned on moving back to America. He answered her honestly, saying he wasn't sure. There was that chance. Knowing that, she said yes. Over a span of a few months, they would go out every Friday night and just cruise around the city, talking and having fun. They would go to parks and walk around, holding hands and sharing simple kisses.
They had made love, she was his first. Their first time together was amazing, lasting for hours. He tried to make love to her in the backseat of his car, but when that failed, he sped them to his home and into his bedroom. Back then, they always looked forward to seeing each other. The love making would last for hours at a time, until both of them were satisfied.
He always made sure she was happy in their relationship. And they ended up falling in love with each other. He wasn't too romantic, but he had his moments.
Now, if she did something wrong, he blew it out of proportion. He became impatient with everything, his temper grew worse. He would blame her for things that happened. When her little older car broke down, he blamed her. Even though there was no way she caused the belt to snap and the transmission to break.
Letting out a sigh, she shook her head, "I'm going to bed. I'm really tired."
Her mother frowned, "You're not going to eat?"
Kagome paused then nodded "Yea. I'll just shower real quick."
She turned out of the kitchen and slowly ascended the steps to the bathroom. Not bothering to say hi to her fiancee, she locked the bathroom door shut. Turning the shower on, she shedded her clothing, glancing at her reflection. She grimaced and poked at her belly. She had gained weight, too much weight. She wasn't fat, but she wasn't skinny either. She didn't want to be a stick, she wanted to be healthy. As the bathroom mirror steamed up, she climbed into the shower and let the water wash away Sesshoumaru's scent, and her sins.
After washing her body and hair thoroughly, she stood there for a few moments longer, pressing her forehead to the cool tiles. She wasn't sure what the next step was. She knew she loved Sesshoumaru, but she loved Inuyasha too. All she could do was wait for what Sesshoumaru had to say to her.
She turned off the water and climbed out, drying herself off with her plush towel. Once dry, she wrapped the towel around herself, then wrapped her hair into another towel, piling it on top of her head. She kept her scent barrier up, afraid Inuyasha would smell her lying. She walked out and into their bedroom, glanced at Inuyasha. He was cursing at the screen and growling. Someone had killed him with one shot.
Rolling her eyes, she quickly pulled on some panties, then slipped into her pj bottoms and top. Leaving the towel on top of her head to dry her hair, she walked downstairs and into the kitchen. The aroma of beef broth with cooked veggies was heavenly. She hadn't realized how hungry she was till now. Quickly grabbing a bowl and filling it with noodles and soup, she devoured it within minutes.
She brought the bowl to her lips and sipped up the rest of the broth. Rinsing out her bowl, she headed back upstairs and climbed into bed. Saying a soft hi and good night to Inuyasha, she turned off the light, turned away from the TV and fell asleep with Sesshoumaru on her mind.
Alright, that's it for today, my darlings. My brain is fried today, didn't get much sleep last night. Oh, by the way, I would love for someone to edit my chapters! And put in a little more detail, especially when my brain is mush! =] If anyone is interested, please review and let me know. I'll read one of your latest stories, and we'll go from there!
Reviews are loved! You are loved, my pretties! Happy Saturday! ^.^ Muah!
