THANK YOU GabzR for being the first and only person to read and review my story!!!!=D ~LUV YA~
I'M ALIVE
"Oh Edward," I throw myself at him," I'm so sorry I shouldn't have gotten mad at………….well I was never mad at you just myself."
" Don't you dare apologize you did nothing wrong, Love." He pulled his hand that wasn't around my waist through my hair. Almost as if he was petting me. I didn't mind it felt nice it was converting . Only then did I realize I had been cryin' .
" It's okay, Love." I heard what was that………………….curiosity in his voice.
" Yes Edward is there something you need to ask me?" Now I was curious.
" It's just that when you were on the radio you said something that confused me." He looked almost hurt. It hurt me just to see him like that tryin' to hide the pain that he felt.
" What was it that confused you." I practically demanded.
" Well when you said you were confused on where our first fight left us. What did that mean?" Oh gosh that was something I was hoping he would have possibly not heard.
I took a deep breath then sighed." Well to be honest Edward I didn't know if you still wanted to be with me…" I had to stop I was losing myself.
" Bella you do remember what the argument started about?" he questioned me.
"No, no I really don't like think about it." I said with a frown. He kissed me lightly and my frowned disappeared completely.
"Well it all started this is somewhat not a very good thing to get into an argument over," he almost said to himself," It all started with us arguing over who loves each other the most. Then turned into us discussing how I won't take your soul away so you could be what I am."
"Well that is not something that should've left with a big blow up."I almost smiled knowing that what we fought over was our love for each other.
"agreed." He kissed my cheek. I was happy again.
"If you don't mind me asking?"
"Of course not, love ask me anything." He said with his velvety voice.
"Well are you taking me out cause Alice made me get all dressed up about something that is 'going to happen after the talk show thing'" you could hear the quotes in my voice.
"Of course I am Bella we have to celebrate how well you did on the talk show."
"Ah so we did have it right……sorta." I was over whelmed did he really like the songs?
" Oh and Bella I'll always chase after you and wait outside in the pourin' rain throw pebbles and scream I love you." Oh my gosh he just told he would do all the things I wanted him to do in my song Other Side of the Door. Yes it's true he is perfect he truly was perfect. He noticed things no one else would notice. He loved deep than anyone else could love. He truly cared for me.
"So where are we going." I questioned. I hope he's not spending a lot of money on me I just hate it when he does that. Almost more then when he tells me where we're going is a surprise.
He looked over at me like I should know what his response would be.
I ground.
"Come on Bella what would be the fun if I told you. I wouldn't get to see the way your beautiful face lights up at your amassment."
"The worst part about my life is I cannot learn to hate you when you do something I would normally hate." He only looked at me with a pot.
"Aw poor Bella." He faked his concern flawlessly.
Conversations flowed between us easily the subject was on me a lot of the time so I would quickly change the subject sometimes to him. Suddenly the car came to a swift but gentle halt. The place rang a bell in my memories I knew this place meant something. I didn't know if that something was good or bad but I was memorized by this place. I couldn't take my eyes off this place.
"Edward where are we?" I didn't turn to look at him knowing he was staring as well as I. What was it about this place? I got out of the car not waiting for Edward and I walked. I walked and I walked. It led left then right, straight, left again and again then right three more times (kind of like a maze but only led's one way). I knew all this time that Edward was right behind me smiling at me (I peeked a couple of times). It led to a small place with one bench a guitar, piano and bookshelf. A couple of Ikebana which are Japan flowers. My favorite and he knew it. I told him once after I awoke from a dream (a week ago) that that was my dream place he most have paid attention and designed it from his memory. I twirled in the middle of the best place on planet earth and somehow ended up in the angle's arms.
"Edward what is this place?" I most know it was driving me crazy.
"Don't you recognize it after all it's what you created? It's your dream place, Love. You told me about it a week ago. Esme, Alice and I have been working on it. It was finished yesterday." He whispered into my ear it made me shiver.
"You guys would've had to pay this land to be able to do this." I was sure of that which means he spent money on me, but I couldn't find it in me to be mad at him for it the place was to perfect as if it had came out of one of my dreams. Oh wait it had.
"Are you mad at me." I shook my head in a way of saying no I couldn't speak. He kissed me on my cheek. I ran over to the guitar and picked it up to examine it. It wascherry wood just like the one I told him about that was in my dreams.
"You bought me a new guitar!?!" I screamed. I love this guitar all ready.
"Yes we did your old one was getting a little old." He commented on my other baby.
"Don't be mean to the original. She's been great plus she's the one who will going places. This baby's staying here in my dream world."
He chuckled softly, "is it perfect?" he questioned me.
"Almost." I pulled him to the black grand pianothat was our black grand piano sense he wasn't the only one who could play." Please play my lullaby." I pouted a little. He kissed me then started playing easily not even looking at the keys. I was. I was watching his perfect hands glide across the keys effortlessly. Of course I was not as good as Edward at playing the piano, but I was still great. I looked at a piece of piano that had a Chinese sign 形容詞 on it in Edward's flawless hand writing.
"Edward what does that mean?"I pointed to the piece of paper.
"Beautiful." He said swiftly said.
"Why is it the only thing on the piece of paper."
"Because it reminds me of you." He said amiably.
The rest of the night went smoothly he promised me that we would go back tomorrow. I did my homework from Friday with his help. I then slept over at his house (with Charlie's promotion ) with Alice sense it was Saturday night. I crashed by 12am Alice made me stay up that late.
That's the end tell me what you think plzzzz. I need to know. Im still smiling upon GabzR =D.
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