Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of Twilight!
I forgot earlier, my bad!
Bella's POV
This has been the worst day ever. I was on my way to class late and I just happen to run straight into Edward Cullen! God! And worst of all he attempted to dazzle me (not that it didn't work)! I just can't stand guys like him, all self centered, dreamy, jerks!! Ugh! I find it annoying, especially after my experience with Jake last summer.
FLASHBACK
I was home in Forks, Washington, for the summer, after my sophomore year at school. My father, Charlie's, best friend and his son were coming over to watch some random baseball game. Little did I know what to expect when Billy, my dad's best friend, and his son, Jake, entered my house. Jake was pretty dreamy, I'm not going to lie to you. He was tall, black, long, hair, perfect smile, dreamy, ok? Anyways, so my father introduced us and it was like magic. We began talking and went for a walk to get away from Charlie and Billy's yelling at the T.V. I guess their team wasn't winning. My walk with Jake was the most romantic experience I've ever had. All we did was talk, it was almost as if we didn't have a two year age difference.
When we finally got back to my house after our little adventure, Jake asked me out. After that, we were pretty much inseparable. After about a month, he got distant. I'd invite him over, but he'd always be busy. One day, I decided to go down to La Push where Jake lived. I knocked on his door, no one answered and it was unlocked so I just walked on in. I went to Jake's room and opened the door and there it was Jake and my best friend from high school, Lauren, in his bed. When we made eye contact, he didn't even say sorry, he just went back to what he was doing and Lauren laughed in my face.
Jake didn't even care that he completely broke my trust in him. About a week after the 'incident,' Jake came by the house to try and talk to me.
"Bella, please just listen to me!" He pleaded.
"No, Jake, you completely betrayed me! It was completely and utterly embarrassing! You have no clue what YOU put ME through!" I replied.
"Bella! It was a mistake, I'm sorry!" Jake said.
"A mistake, huh? Well, it sure didn't look like a mistake when you and my best friend were going at it, I walked in, and all YOU could do was look at me then go back to what you were doing! Once a cheater, always a cheater, Jake. Now, I think you should leave." I snapped.
On that note, I attempted to throw him out the door, but he ended up just leaving.
End Flashback
Anyways, that's when I began having trust issues and failing to move on from one bad relationship. Pathetic, I know, but what am I supposed to do? Edward Cullen is another story. I mean his reputation and actions are the worst I've ever witnessed, which is why I decided to tell him what I thought when we ran into each other this morning, a lot of good that did. All I did was blush and get lost in those beautiful green eyes he has. What! Did I just say he had beautiful eyes? Jesus! What's wrong with me! He is the enemy! And then he had to go all classic Edward Cullen with his "I'll be seeing you" or whatever!
Pretty bad chapter, I know, but I needed to sort of explain Bella's need to snap at Edward.
