Right well you can all murder me for not updating but computer time is hard to get in my house. Anyway enjoy :)
P.S Charlotte you can stop nagging me now
Fear. That's what was running through his mind. She saw it in his eyes as she heard the gunshot that left her in a coma for about two weeks. The rest was a bit fuzzy 'round the edges. The last thing Lisbon remembered before letting the darkness overcome her was Patrick Jane-the man she loved and hated at the same time-sitting next to her, holding her hand, tears running down his face as he begged and pleaded with her to stay, whispering things into her ear as she struggled to breathe. In the moment of clarity before everything went dark, she understood what those whisperings were- "Lisbon, you can't leave me. I love you…"
Beep…beep…beep... beep. I groaned and tried to whack the alarm clock that was the source of the annoying noise. "Whoa, no you don't," came a gruff voice from next to me. The owner of said voice caught my arm and placed it gently back on my bed. The alarm clock was still ringing so I tried to hit it again. No use. My arm was still held firmly in place by the mystery person. A mystery person that sounded a lot like Jane. "Lisbon?" he asked, a mixture of joy and relief in his voice.
"What do you want Jane? Why are you in my house and why the hell wont you let me turn my alarm clock off?" I still hadn't bothered to open my eyes and that blasted alarm clock was still beeping.
"We thought you were dead.." he whispered, "I thought I'd lost you forever." This had been strange enough to make me open my eyes and when I did, it wasn't what I was expecting.
I wasn't at home in my comfy bed with an evil alarm clock. I was in hospital with an annoying beeping machine, a lot of pain in my side and no clue how I got here. "How did I get here?" I looked at Jane for the first time, "you look like crap." He laughed but it didn't reach his eyes.
" You don't remember?" he looked like he hadn't slept in weeks and his usual three piece suit was crumpled. When I shook my head he sighed, "we caught a lead on Red John and I convinced you into a plan which ended with you in here and Red John in the morgue." You chased him up to the roof of the building he was staying in and things got out of hand and its all my fault. I'm so sorry, Lisbon. I'm so sorry." By this time he was grasping one of my hands in both of his and looked on the verge of bawling is eyes out. This was not good. He looked me in the eyes as he finished his story.
"My need for revenge got the best at me and I thought that I could fight him alone and you, being who you are decided that you would try and help me. So you pulled me off him but you couldn't get away fast enough. He pulled you to the ground and held a gun at your face. Rigsby tried to get a clear shot but he skimmed you in the process. There was so much blood. I didn't think you'd survive; there was so much blood. I'm so, so sorry." By now he was crying, holding onto my hand as if it was a lifeline.
My side gave a twinge of pain where the bullet had skimmed me, Rigsby must be beating himself up about this, I thought. I could almost remember the sound the gun made as he fired.
"I'm mighty comfy at the moment. Wouldn't you agree Teresa?" I remember looking at Jane and seeing about a million emotions run through his eyes and then, BANG! A starburst of pain opened in my side and the man sitting on top of me cried out in pain. He hit me on the temple with the but of his gun and everything went dark. The next thing I remember it Jane sitting next to me with tears pouring down his face and pleading with me not to leave him. I tried to respond but it felt like some one had stuffed my mouth with cotton wool. The world started to go fuzzy again but Jane said something that registered in my brain; "Lisbon, you can't leave me. I love you…"
I snapped out of my little flash back to see Jane staring at me with concerned eyes.
"You love me?"
Why yes, i do believe I am that evil stay tuned for Janes reaction and just how bad Lisbons injuries are. I have no idea when i will be able to update next, just dont kill me in the mean time . Btw.. I love reviews :D
TWD
