I awoke the next morning Numb. Matt's body on top of mine. My ass hurt like hell. I needed to leave this place. I decided to run away. Anywhere was better than here. I packed my things my knife and my old digivice and ran away I gave my mother a kiss on the cheek and left. I left and ran I ran away far, far away until my legs gave out. I collapsed in a park bench. I covered myself with my jacket cried and cried. I missed Angemon maybe he missed me. Stop being such a baby T.K. but I could not hold back the tears from being forced open. The Feeling of being nothing but just a corpse for insertion. Blood everywhere mixed with the sickly smells of beer. I just had to leave I kept on telling myself but another side was T.K. Why did you desert your family? This battle raged on in my head till a voice called out.
"T.K. what are you doing here?" Joe said as he came running over.
"I er um I ran away from home. can we go to your house to talk."
"But I nee…d to go…. To class….." He saw my eyes and at once knew that I needed him.
"Alright come on lets go."
We arrived at his house just as father left the house so we would be safe.
"Now explain T.K. Why you ran away and why your pants are wet and covered with blood. Let me look at it while you tell me your story."
I turned around and pulled down my pants and fluids fell from my ass
"Who did this to you? Did you get raped by your father or…. Matt?"
I sniffled holding back another outbreak of tears
"Crap Man let me see if I can do anything to help ease the pain a little."
With that he went to his medicine cabinet took out a bowl and a stick for crushing things. He mashed together some different plants. He then applied the green mixture on to my ass. It stung for a while and then the pain disappeared.
"NOW WHAT THE HELL DID MATT DO TO YOU? Doesn't he have Tai for all that stuff?"
"Um. I was….."
"You were what??"
" I was his guinea pig." I said blankly tears forming again
"What did he do to you? When did it start?"
"It started a year before we went to the Digital world. He used to force me to watch porn. Then…."
"Then what?"
"He wanted me too touch and he touched me." Tears filled my eyes with all those time Matt touched me he was filled of lust and hormones.
"He would tell me that there was nothing wrong and that we should imitate the people in the movie." Tears streaming down as I relived those moments when I felt so violated when my own brother touched me and made me touch him.
"What about in the digital world?" Ha the Digital world where I thought Matt might regain his decency I was so happy when I was there and also Angemon to protect me. His strong arms and his holy "rod" to protect me I miss him so much. Bringing back memories of Angemon broke my heart and I fell into a crying fit.
"No he was an actual person to me in the digital world… " I managed to sob out.
"There, there no reason to cry he is just a jerk. Now come with me and let's get you cleaned up" Joe replied with a smile.
For the second time in that same hour I was undressing to Joe. I was in his bath room with hot water filling the tube he and I both got in. He cleaned me and I cleaned him. Wow has Joe been working out? His body has gotten toned. I fell asleep in the hot water with his hands cleaning me.
I awoke later on a bed.
"Why the Hell Did you Miss SCHOOL?"
"um.. because…."
"Because what? Hm?"
" because my friend was hurt real bad and he needed me more than ever."
"You mean that scrawny thing on your bed"
"Please Dad stop overreacting"
"I don't know what you did this whole day with a boy like him. I always wanted grand kids but know you have to be selfish and not even get that right"
Joe sobbing "He is just my friend. God Damn it you senile old fool."
He ran out of the room and back into his room where I was. Why is it that wherever I go someone always ends up hurt?
I began to cry and cry, tears fell down.
"Its not your fault its just my dad he can be an ass hole sometimes."
"Heh I always figured you were gay." Said Joe's older brother Jim.
"Get out Jim."
"Why this is also my room. Why doesn't he leave?"
"What the hell is wrong with you Jim. Just leave him alone."
"Its alright Joe. I'll leave and meet you later tomorrow."
"Bbbut where are you gonna go for the rest of the night?"
"I'll manage"
I gathered all of my belongs and left but not with out thanking Joe and his father for being so hospitable for letting me stay for the day.
I walked out into the frigid cold. It was snowing. Massive amounts of snow covered the ground. I lay on a bench and huddle together with all of my clothes and jacket. I just huddle there in the freezing cold.
