Okay, for starters, this isn't supposed to be a real chapter. It's written in a weird order and in a horrible manner. It is the explanation I needed to give you so that I can post the real Chapter one. Otherwise, you wouldn't know what was going on at the time or why he was where he was. I believe the song that goes best with this "chapter" is Ambitions by Donkey boy, very unpopular song. For information, go to my profile.

I do not own the anime this fan fiction is based off of, but I do own the contents of this story and some of its characters.

Do not mind mistakes.

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And for once, there was no meaning to anything. Ciel wasn't happy, he wasn't sad. He had finally gotten the demon and Gilbert to remain in memories that were continuously fading by each passing day and he was at ease because of it.

He had become William's servant, perhaps; but he still continued doing what he had been determined to do from the beginning. He kept to himself at all times, though he had developed some sort of relationship with the young girl William had living in his home. Grell-- Well, he was always at home clinging to William like the man was a lifeline of some sort.

Aina, the girl Ciel adored secretly, was one similar to Ciel. She was the only one he knew that understood what he had to go through when he formed a contract with William.

Both weren't human at all anymore, both were stuck in a teenager's body while really over a hundred years old, both were animals that craved for something they couldn't receive without sacrificing someone else's life.

And even though Ciel was sure he couldn't feel anymore, he still subconsciously felt horrible for being himself. He feared who he had become more than anything -- In fact, that was the only thing he feared.

He had never imagined living in a world like the one he had been placed in, even when Sebastian had entered his life. Really, he hadn't even thought it existed. Everyone that surrounded him wasn't human at all anymore, all sense of life had disappeared.

And that is why he did his best to convince William to let him go on a mission at a boarding school for a year. He was sent off to find out about the family that owned the school, the Gradys.

The Gradys had been suspected to have some type of communication with supernatural beings that were endlessly pestering William. William didn't think much of it until one of them had stolen from the library. Will had said he knew who it was, but he refused completely to tell Ciel.

So, even though William knew that sending Ciel off to a place packed to the brim with humans would endanger the secrets he was keeping, he still sent the boy off. And Aina had declared she wouldn't allow the boy to go alone, so Aina also had been allowed to go. Which left William alone with Grell, which made him in no way happy.

Aina seemed glad to be able to communicate with others when they finally arrived to The Gradys School, but Ciel wasn't pleased. He had expected something else, something more similar to the life he lived before he had been locked up. But everyone and everything was different, even he was different on so many levels.

Aina seemed to talk to Ciel less and less as the months passed until she didn't speak to him at all, which only distressed the boy. But then again, it was to be expected. Aina was only "14" while Ciel was "16", therefore, they didn't share any classes and were placed in dorms that were very far apart.

Ciel missed Aina more than anything at that point, he loved her, just not in that way. He had allowed someone to get close, to break through the walls he had built around him, and she had run off to find new human friends.

Humans, they were disgusting in Ciel's mind. He never expected to be capable of befriending a human, and he was proven right. He couldn't imagine what Aina was thinking. She had actually befriended her own prey. He knew soon enough, she would break out and begin to kill.

But Ciel couldn't warn her, she wouldn't listen. Aina was older and trained, Ciel was young and new to the whole vampire thing. How could an expert take advice from a beginner? --Well she could, but Ciel knew she wouldn't. And for once, Ciel knew that all those people that always said it wouldn't hurt to try were dead wrong. It would hurt to try and stop her. She would leave him for good, she would hate him. Aina was sweet, but being on her bad side wasn't nearly as heavenly as being on her good side. Aina had two different personalities, and Ciel preferred the one he had grown to love, not the one where the young girl would kill anyone and anything that stood in her way.

And after a while, he let her go. Just like he had let the rest of the ones he had loved go. He began forgetting why he had liked her at all, which caused him to forget he had liked her in the first place.

And during all of that, Ciel had forgotten why he had been there in the first place. The year was almost over when he noticed he hadn't done anything that he had been there to do, meaning he had to ask William for another year. William wasn't pleased with him, but had been too much more mad at Aina to really punish Ciel for his ignorance and childishness.

Once William had gotten Aina and Ciel back for summer vacation, Aina was back to being nice to Ciel, but Ciel wasn't ready to just accept her back. And even though Aina took notice of his loss of interest in her, she kept trying, and eventually Ciel told her off.

And Ciel found it nice to be only with himself from then on, he didn't feel like he needed anyone or anything at all. He liked the sense of rationality he obtained from shutting the cheery girl out. He could, for once, have peace of mind. He didn't feel the need to worry about her actions or her being in danger for no reason except that she seemed weak in his presence when he knew anyway she was much more powerful than himself.

Once summer had passed, Ciel and Aina returned. And that's when everything went wrong.

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Okay, so for your information, this is just fragments to explain chapter 1. It is not worded correctly, grammar was not a priority, and I wasn't paying all that much attention to make things good.

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